Recovery Matters! Podcast

“He Took Me on a Date… to an NA Meeting”

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 14 Apr 2026 07:00:00 +0000

She thought she was going on a date.

Instead, he took her to her first NA meeting—and that moment changed everything.

After years of heavy drinking, drug use, and a near-fatal overdose, Katerina knew she needed to stop… but had no idea how. What started as confusion and frustration inside that meeting quickly turned into something unexpected: connection, honesty, and the realization that she wasn’t alone.

In this episode, she shares the moment that shifted her path, how addiction took over her life, and what finally helped her begin the journey to recovery.

Sometimes the thing you need most shows up when you least expect it.

00:00 Introduction
00:19 Childhood & Early Exposure to Alcohol
01:00 Drinking Becomes a Daily Habit
02:00 Life in Colombia & Escalating Drug Use
04:00 Daily Drug Cycle & Loss of Control
05:00 Overdose & Waking Up in the Hospital
06:20 Trying to Stop But Can’t
09:50 First NA Meeting Experience
11:30 Asking for Help & Going to Rehab
13:00 Early Recovery Struggles
15:00 Returning Home & Rebuilding Life
16:30 Recovery Routine & Personal Growth
17:30 Moving to the U.S. & New Opportunities
19:10 Relapse After Success
20:30 Loss, Grief & Finding Recovery Again
21:50 Discovering Multiple Pathways to Recovery
23:20 Advice for Someone New in Recovery

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“If It Kept Working… I’d Still Be Using” | From Addiction to PhD

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 31 Mar 2026 07:00:00 +0000

Margaret Lloyd Seger shares her recovery story—getting sober at just 25 years old and transforming her life into one of purpose, research, and impact.

From early struggles with alcohol and Adderall to becoming a PhD researcher studying addiction and pregnancy, her journey highlights the reality of addiction, the difficulty of early recovery, and the hope that keeps people going.

This conversation dives into:

What early addiction really looks like
The hardest parts of early recovery
How recovery can rebuild a life
The truth about substance use during pregnancy
Why people deserve recovery—no matter what

Recovery is possible. And it starts one day at a time.

0:00 – Margaret introduces herself (15 years in recovery)

1:05 – “I had a great childhood… still became an alcoholic”

1:40 – First exposure to drinking & drugs

2:27 – Early red flags: “I only wanted to drink to get drunk”

3:00 – Why addiction is hard to see when you’re in it

4:00 – Loss + addiction getting worse

5:00 – The moment it finally clicked

5:25 – First recovery meeting at 25

6:10 – “Drugs and alcohol stopped working”

7:30 – Early recovery was the hardest thing she’s ever done

8:00 – 10 days sober… nervous system completely shot

9:15 – Surviving early recovery (meetings + “hope shots”)

10:45 – Rebuilding life in recovery

13:30 – Working with kids affected by addiction

16:50 – Her focus now: pregnancy & addiction

20:40 – Research + TikTok education

22:10 – Cannabis use during pregnancy

24:45 – The risks most people don’t realize

28:50 – Advice for someone in their first 24 hours

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Grieving My Brother While He Was Still Alive | A Sister’s Perspective

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 17 Mar 2026 07:00:00 +0000

Christina didn’t just watch addiction from the outside—she lived it as a sister, trying to make sense of behaviors that didn’t add up, while the rest of her family struggled to even acknowledge what was happening.

In this episode, she shares the quiet warning signs she first noticed, the isolation of carrying that awareness alone, and the emotional rollercoaster of loving someone through years of opioid addiction, relapse, and loss.

But this isn’t just a story about grief—it’s about what came after. After losing her brother, Christina turned pain into purpose, building a new model inside schools that focuses on connection over punishment—giving students support instead of isolation.

This conversation is for anyone who has loved someone through addiction… and wondered what more could have been done.

00:00 – Intro & Christina’s story
01:00 – Early signs of addiction
03:30 – Denial, isolation, and confusion
07:30 – From pills to heroin
10:00 – Rehab, relapse, and reality
13:00 – Loving someone through addiction
16:45 – Loss and grief
17:30 – Turning pain into purpose
19:00 – Changing how schools handle addiction
23:00 – Supporting teens before it’s too late
27:00 – Why every school needs this model
30:00 – Advice for early recovery
31:30 – Closing thoughts

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I Honestly Hate Being Sober” – A Gen Z Recovery Story

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addition Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 3 Mar 2026 08:00:00 +0000

Gio doesn’t sugarcoat it.

“I honestly hate it.”

In this raw and honest conversation, Gio opens up about what it’s really like being a young person in early recovery — watching friends party in their late twenties while choosing to stay sober. From COVID day drinking to waking up shaking at 7am… from checking into detox alone to walking back into recovery after a relapse… this episode captures the uncomfortable, necessary truth about getting sober young.

Gio talks about:

Growing up with two alcoholic parents

Realizing AA wasn’t the right pathway — and feeling shame about it

The relapse that brought them back

Why connection at a Recovery Community Center became their “saving grace”

And how hope now looks like helping others

This is an honest look at early recovery — not polished, not perfect — just real.

If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to choose sobriety when everyone else is “having fun,” this episode is for you.

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She Got Sober at 18… Then Her Son Became Addicted

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 17 Feb 2026 08:00:00 +0000

She got sober at 18 years old after a suicide attempt — convinced she had “lost her zest for life.”

What followed wasn’t just long-term recovery… it was growing up in it.

In this powerful episode of Recovery Matters Podcast, Wendy shares what it was like to build a life from nothing — 90 meetings in 90 days, cleaning houses, becoming a stockbroker, raising three children, losing everything financially, and refusing to pick up a drink through it all.

But the real test came years later — when her own son became trapped in addiction.

How do you stay grateful for your recovery when the same disease is killing your child?
How do you set boundaries when every instinct says “save him”?
And what does it look like to let go… without giving up?

This is a story about resilience, tough love, motherhood, and the kind of faith that only comes from surviving the unthinkable.

If you’ve ever wondered whether recovery can survive divorce, financial collapse, shame, or watching your child struggle — this episode is proof that it can.

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He Was Sober on Weekdays — Drunk on Weekends

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 3 Feb 2026 08:00:00 +0000

What starts as a simple cup of coffee turns into a life-saving turning point. In this episode of the Recovery Patterns Podcast, Kris Robles shares how getting sober at just 18 years old set him on a path filled with relapse, honesty, homelessness, healing, and ultimately long-term recovery. Kris opens up about using substances to feel connected, surviving a suicide attempt, learning how to live without secrets, and discovering that recovery is bigger than meetings—it’s about relationships, balance, and staying honest with yourself. This is a raw conversation about growing up in recovery, redefining success, and learning how to live a full life without drugs or alcohol.

00:00 – Introduction & Recovery Dates
01:00 – The Mirror Moment That Sparked Change
02:30 – “Just Coffee” and the First Meeting
04:00 – Getting Sober at a Young Age
05:00 – Using Substances to Feel Connected
06:00 – Relapsing in Secret While Going to Meetings
08:45 – Suicide Attempt & Hospitalization
10:45 – Choosing Honesty in Recovery
11:45 – Homelessness & Starting Over at 21
13:45 – Finishing School & Building Stability
15:00 – Codependency & Unhealthy Relationships
17:30 – Learning What Healthy Relationships Look Like
20:30 – Recovery, Family, and Parenting
23:30 – Letting Go of Guilt Around Meetings
26:00 – Finding Community in a New Place
28:00 – Becoming a Social Worker
30:30 – Working in Behavioral Health & Substance Use
31:45 – Losing a Friend to Overdose
32:45 – Speaking Openly About Recovery
33:20 – Advice for Someone in Their First 24 Hours

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Recovery Beyond Sobriety: Healing Trauma Through Breathwork

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 20 Jan 2026 08:00:00 +0000

Michaela shares her powerful recovery journey shaped by trauma, homelessness, substance use, and mental health struggles. After surviving a suicide attempt that became her turning point, she found healing through peer support, holistic practices, and breathwork. Now the Executive Director of Advocacy Unlimited, Michaela reflects on long-term recovery, embodied healing, and helping others reconnect with themselves beyond their circumstances.

00:00 Intro & long-term recovery
01:00 What Advocacy Unlimited does
02:00 Childhood trauma and early substance use
03:00 Pregnancy, getting sober, and pushing everything down
04:45 Relapse, suicide attempt, and rock bottom
05:30 Choosing to live and beginning recovery
06:45 Early recovery and learning adulthood
08:30 Education, identity, and rebuilding life
10:30 Finding purpose through advocacy work
12:00 Discovering holistic and mind-body healing
14:30 Recovery beyond sobriety
16:00 Breathwork and nervous system regulation
19:00 Guided breathwork practice
24:00 How breathwork changed relationships and work
25:00 Advocacy Unlimited programs & resources
28:00 How to get involved / closing

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I lost my gratitude. I stopped doing the things that kept me clean — and I relapsed

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 13 Jan 2026 08:00:00 +0000

Andrew Grazen shares his journey from a seemingly normal childhood into years of addiction, incarceration, and near-death experiences, and how recovery, community, and writing ultimately saved his life. From discovering substances at a young age to overdosing in his car and writing a memoir while incarcerated, Andrew reflects on loss, resilience, and why staying connected—and holding onto hope—can change everything.

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Men Don’t Cry

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 6 Jan 2026 08:00:00 +0000

Raised around biker culture, gangs, and addiction, Dave began using drugs and alcohol at a young age, experienced multiple overdoses, and lived a life surrounded by violence, crime, and loss. After losing both parents, surviving near-death experiences, and reaching a breaking point, Dave made a life-changing decision to seek recovery.

In this episode, Dave talks about trauma, addiction, spirituality, accountability, and what it truly means to rewrite your story. Today, he is a tattoo shop owner, mentor, and someone deeply committed to service, recovery, and personal growth.

This is a raw, honest conversation about addiction, recovery, faith, and transformation.

00:00 Introduction & Dave’s recovery time
01:00 Growing up around biker culture and gangs
03:00 Early trauma, loss, and first substance use
06:00 First overdose and rehab at 14
09:00 Exposure to heroin and escalation
12:00 Gangs, weapons charges, and self-destruction
15:00 Spiritual breaking point and near-death experience
18:00 Entering treatment with willingness
21:00 Emotional breakthrough in rehab
24:00 Early recovery and rebuilding trust
27:00 Tattooing, service work, and purpose
30:00 Life today in recovery
33:00 Giving back and redefining success

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Struggling to Stay Sober During the Holidays? This Hotline Helps

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 23 Dec 2025 08:00:00 +0000

The holidays can be one of the hardest times to stay sober — especially in early recovery or when you’re sober curious. In this conversation, Derek Benson shares why he created the Sober Holiday Hotline, a peer-to-peer support line for anyone struggling to get through holiday gatherings, family pressure, or moments of temptation. This hotline isn’t affiliated with rehabs, government agencies, or 12-step programs. Instead, it offers anonymous, lived-experience support from people in recovery who understand what those moments feel like. From practical tips to simple human connection, the goal is to help someone get through the night sober — and remind them they’re not alone. If staying sober during the holidays feels overwhelming, this conversation explains why connection matters and how support can make all the difference.

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Why Addiction and Unhealthy Relationships Often Go Together

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 16 Dec 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Carrie and Michelle talk openly about how addiction, trauma, and unhealthy relationships often go hand in hand. They share lived experiences with abusive relationships, codependency, and emotional manipulation — and how recovery became the foundation for learning self-love, boundaries, and healthy connections. From leaving toxic partners to rebuilding trust in themselves, this episode explores what healing relationships actually look like in sobriety, why community matters, and how spaces like The Phoenix helped them rediscover who they are beyond addiction.

00:00 – Introductions & Recovery Backgrounds
01:00 – Why Unhealthy Relationships Are Common in Addiction
02:00 – Addiction, Insecurity, and Chasing Validation
03:15 – Substances Amplifying Relationship Chaos
04:16 – Knowing a Relationship Is Unhealthy but Staying
05:24 – Trauma Bonds and Why It’s Hard to Leave
06:20 – Self-Love, Boundaries, and Codependency
08:09 – Escalation, Gaslighting, and Emotional Abuse
08:40 – How Each Person Finally Got Out
10:19 – What Self-Love Looks Like in Recovery
11:43 – Healthy Friendships vs. Old “Using” Relationships
13:47 – Finding Support and Community in Recovery
15:00 – Hitting Bottom and Choosing Something Different
16:08 – Therapy, Boundaries, and Learning Red Flags
18:25 – Seeing People for Their Actions, Not Words
20:41 – Choosing Peace and the Cost of Chronic Stress
22:04 – Building Healthy Relationships in Recovery
23:25 – Confidence, Community, and Personal Growth
26:16 – Healing, Self-Respect, and Facing the Past
29:22 – What The Phoenix Is and Why It Matters
31:18 – Recovery Events, Connection, and Belonging
36:16 – Recovery Is About Discovering Who You Are
39:38 – Advice for Someone in Their First 24 Hours

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How Michael Strahan’s Daughter Inspired Tony’s Turning Point in Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 9 Dec 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Tony’s story is a whirlwind of loss, chaos, identity struggles, and years spent chasing anything that would make him feel whole. Growing up without a father, he searched for belonging everywhere except within himself. That search eventually pulled him into a fast-moving lifestyle that brought consequences, arrests, and years of feeling stuck in a cycle he couldn’t escape.

Everything changed when a moment in detox — triggered by a story on TV — cracked him open and forced him to confront the life he’d built. That spark became surrender, and surrender became a complete transformation. Tony rebuilt his life from the ground up: he found purpose, lost over 100 pounds, restored his driver’s license after 15 years, and today he works at the CCAR New Haven Recovery Community Center, helping others find the hope he once needed.

His story is proof that discipline, purpose, and community can pull anyone out of the darkest places — and into a life they never believed they deserved.

0:00 — Introductions
0:24 — Growing Up Without a Father
1:02 — Early Behaviors & Searching for Belonging
2:20 — First Experiences With Substances
3:10 — Feeling “Not Enough” as a Kid
4:12 — Losing Control in Young Adulthood
5:07 — Slipping Into a Dangerous Lifestyle
6:05 — Trouble, Consequences & Prison Time
7:20 — The Cycle of Relapse
8:32 — The Breaking Point
9:43 — Spiritual Awakening in Detox
10:58 — Starting Over at Davenport House
12:18 — Beginning His Fitness Journey
13:12 — Losing 100 Pounds
14:10 — Food, Obsession & Filling the Void
15:22 — Finding Purpose at CCAR
16:30 — Coaching Others in Recovery
17:50 — Living With Hope & Discipline
18:45 — Gratitude, Growth & Becoming a Better Man
20:00 — Rebuilding His Life Step by Step
22:00 — Getting His License Back After 15 Years
23:40 — Working, Volunteering & Relearning Life
25:00 — Big Wins & Small Steps Forward
26:40 — Advice for Someone in Their First 24 Hours

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Imagine Getting Drunk From Food — Inside the Nightmare of Auto Brewery Syndrome

Mon, 24 Nov 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Mark Mongiardo shares the shocking truth behind years of being misunderstood, judged, and even criminally charged — all caused by a rare condition called Auto-Brewery Syndrome (ABS). Without drinking a drop of alcohol, his body would suddenly produce dangerously high blood-alcohol levels, leaving him intoxicated, confused, and fighting for his freedom and reputation.

Mark opens up about losing his teaching career, facing felony prison time, and being labeled an alcoholic by coworkers and even family — all while knowing deep down that something wasn’t right. His emotional diagnosis came only after two DWIs, a glucose challenge test, and relentless research by his mother and aunt. Once he finally had the truth, he began the long, painful journey of rebuilding his life from scratch.

Through strict diet changes, nonstop monitoring, and unbelievable family support, Mark has become a voice for others silently suffering from ABS. His vulnerability, advocacy, and message of E + R = O — Event + Response = Outcomemake this episode one of the most gripping stories we've ever shared.

00:00 – What Is Auto Brewery Syndrome?
00:36 – Mark’s Symptoms and Early Confusion
02:00 – Blood Alcohol Spikes Without Drinking
03:20 – Two DWIs While Sober
05:50 – The Turning Point: Something Was Wrong
07:25 – Arrested Sober… Again
09:00 – Living With Constant Accusations
10:15 – The Search for Answers Begins
12:00 – The Glucose Challenge Test
13:35 – The Emotional Diagnosis
15:10 – Family Misunderstandings and Strain
17:00 – Years of Being Labeled an Alcoholic
19:00 – Learning to Manage Daily Flares
21:00 – Fears About His Children and Genetics
24:00 – Rebuilding His Life From Nothing
27:00 – Losing His Career and Home
29:00 – Starting Over With E+R=O
30:20 – The Strict Zero-Carb, Zero-Sugar Lifestyle
32:00 – Support Groups and Advocacy Work
34:00 – Finding Community and Spreading Awareness

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Numbing the Pain: Unfinished Grief and Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 18 Nov 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Ryan’s story is a powerful journey through early substance use, deep loss, incarceration, and ultimately finding real recovery. From growing up seeking acceptance, to losing his closest friend at 16, to years of cycling between numbness and despair, Ryan opens up about the turning points that shifted his life. He reflects on the moment he almost gave up, how connection inside prison planted the first seeds of recovery, and how service, honesty, and community helped him rebuild his life. Today, with six months in recovery, a thriving small business, and strong family relationships, Ryan talks about healing, purpose, and the simple daily actions that keep him grounded. His message to anyone struggling: you’re not alone, and recovery is absolutely possible.

00:00 – Intro & Recovery Dates
00:52 – How They First Met
01:19 – Reuniting Inside AA Meetings
02:07 – Ryan’s Childhood
03:26 – Meeting the Friend Who Shaped Everything
04:00 – First Time Trying to “Feel Something”
05:00 – Becoming the “Go-To” Guy
05:36 – The Night Everything Changed
07:27 – Grief He Never Faced
08:30 – Homeless at 18
09:30 – Crossing Lines & Getting Arrested
10:19 – “Recovery Curious”
12:43 – Hearing the 15-Year Offer
14:17 – The Serenity Prayer Moment
16:05 – Tier 4 Program & Real Change
17:15 – Coming Home With Purpose
18:44 – Finding Community Again
19:58 – Being Around Recovery vs. In Recovery
21:42 – Substitution & Spiraling
22:28 – Losing Himself Again
23:08 – New Year’s at His Friend’s Grave
24:21 – Choosing Recovery For Real
25:00 – Returning to CCAR
25:46 – Life in Recovery Today
26:43 – Rebuilding Family Bonds
27:27 – Growing His Landscaping Business
28:20 – Daily Program & Service
28:59 – “If I Can Do It, Anyone Can”
29:25 – Advice for the First 24 Hours

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My Mother Handed Me Heroin, My Father Showed Me the Needle

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 11 Nov 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Tyler shares his raw and emotional journey, detailing a chaotic childhood where addiction was the family norm. He recounts the shocking progression of his own drug use, the moment his mother introduced him to heroin, and how his father was the first person to put a needle in his arm. After years of the "jail, rehab, rehab, jail" cycle, hear how the loss of his 'perfect' life and a moment of desperation led him to a permanent path of recovery. Now sober and working at the very treatment center that saved him, Tyler discusses finding his identity, the power of fellowship, and how he navigated the grief of losing both parents while staying clean.

[00:00] Podcast Introduction and Tyler's Clean Date (October 1st, 2023)

[00:00:45] The Host's Initial Doubt: "He's not gonna make it"

[00:02:29] Finding God and a "Physically New Person"

[00:03:30] Growing Up in a Vicious Cycle of Family Addiction My Mother Gave Me My First Perk; Sniffing Heroin Together

[00:07:28] "My Father Was the First Person to Put a Needle in My Arm"

[00:07:47] Playing the Shitty Cards: Winning with the Disease of Addiction

[00:09:26] The 10-Year Cycle: Jail, Rehab, Rehab, Jail

[00:11:37] The Gift of Desperation: Leaving the "White Picket Fence"

[00:14:13] The Genetic Factor of Opiate Addiction

[00:15:55] Identity Crisis: Who Am I Without Drugs?

[00:17:59] Life in Recovery & The Power of Fellowship (NA/AA)

[00:20:18] Faking the Funk: Why Half-Stepping the Work Fails

[00:30:52] Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes

[00:31:35] Grieving in Sobriety: Losing Both Parents

[00:34:33] Final Thought: It's Easier to Keep Your Seat Than to Get It Back

[00:36:06] Conclusion and Gratitude

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From the Streets to Barnes & Noble: How Addiction Led to Recovery and Purpose

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 4 Nov 2025 08:00:00 +0000

From shining shoes at the Connecticut State Capitol to surviving gang violence, addiction, and multiple prison sentences—Luis Flores has lived through it all. In this gripping episode of Recovery Matters, Luis opens up about his descent into Hartford’s drug trade, the pain of losing friends, and the night five guns were pointed at him—and didn’t go off. But his story doesn’t end in tragedy. After years trapped in addiction and incarceration, Luis found faith, redemption, and purpose through writing. Today, he’s the author of Don’t Judge Me, a raw memoir soon to be adapted into a movie. His transformation is proof that no matter how far you’ve fallen, recovery—and even greatness—is still possible.

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The Gas Station Drug That Hooked Me: My Kratom Addiction Story

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 21 Oct 2025 07:00:00 +0000

At 21 years old, Lucas has never had a legal drink—yet he’s already survived alcohol addiction, Kratom dependence, and the brutal withdrawals that followed. His story begins in a chaotic household where nightly drinking and fighting were the norm. By 19, Lucas was mixing alcohol with pills, throwing up blood, and blacking out behind the wheel. That night at home became his rock bottom—and the start of change.

But when he stopped drinking, Kratom slid in to fill the void. Sold right next to the energy drinks at gas stations, it seemed harmless—“all natural.” In reality, it’s a partial opioid agonist that hooks into the brain’s mu receptors. Lucas thought it was helping him stay functional—until he couldn’t go a day without it.

Lucas shares what recovery looks like when you do it on your own, the painful truth about “functional” addiction, and how community ultimately helped him heal. If you or someone you love is experimenting with Kratom, this episode is a wake-up call.

00:00–Meet Lucas (21 )& early sobriety dates

00:00:53–Rock-bottom night at mom’s house

00:02:40–Vomiting blood, drunk driving, half-handle a day

00:04:06–From quitting alcohol to “dabbling” in kratom

00:05:00–What kratom is; 7-OH & partial opioid agonist

00:08:20–Gas-station access, concentrates, no ID check

00:11:16–The “functional” phase (school/work on kratom)

00:12:44–Extracts arms race:“Feel Free,” kava mix, escalation

00:16:03–Physical dependence & morning withdrawals

00:21:13–Choosing to quit & what helped (and what didn’t)

00:24:58–Early-recovery anxiety & doing it alone vs.support

00:29:15–Finding community (AA/RCO) as a young person

00:31:42–Day-one advice:“It gets better one day at a time”

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I Woke Up on an Old Wooden Floor—and Finally Faced My Addiction

Tue, 14 Oct 2025 07:00:00 +0000

For years, musician Matthew Check drank to hide pain, pressure, and perfectionism—until one brutal morning on an old wooden floor made him face the truth. In this Recovery Matters episode, Matthew opens up about the spiral of blackout drinking, the shame that followed, and the quiet relief of his first AA meeting. He shares how he rebuilt his life through connection, spirituality, and creative expression—and why August 14, 2014 marks the day he truly began living in recovery. His story proves that recovery isn’t the end of fun—it’s the start of freedom.

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00:00 Intro – Matthew Check’s Early Years

02:15 College Drinking & Blackouts

05:40 The Morning That Changed Everything

08:10 Finding Sobriety on August 14, 2014

11:05 Early AA Meetings & Emotional Healing

15:20 Music, Spirituality & Recovery

19:45 Final Reflections & Hope for Others

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Resetting My Sobriety Date Was the Hardest Thing I’ve Done

Tue, 7 Oct 2025 07:00:00 +0000

TJ sits down with Meghan Blanchette, a woman whose journey through addiction, relapse, and self-discovery offers a powerful look at what long-term recovery truly means.

Meghan shares how her first sobriety date in 2015 marked the beginning of a new chapter—but a prescribed medication after surgery tested her honesty and recovery principles. She chose to reset her sobriety date, a humbling act that redefined her integrity and commitment to healing. Her story opens an important conversation about prescribed medication, relapse, and the moral choices that often accompany recovery.

Growing up as an only child who moved frequently, Meghan reflects on how instability and self-blame laid early groundwork for addiction. Introduced to alcohol in middle school and later to opiates through a prescription, her dependency quickly escalated. By her twenties, Meghan was battling homelessness, withdrawal, and despair—until a moment of clarity walking along a busy road pushed her to seek help.

Calling her mother and entering detox through Connecticut’s 2-1-1 system became the turning point. Meghan went from living in a tent to completing multiple recovery programs—detox, 90-day treatment, halfway housing, and eventually independent living—each step teaching her life skills, self-respect, and community connection.

Today, Meghan thrives as a speaker, coach, and the chairwoman of the board at InterCommunity, the very organization that once helped her rebuild her life. Through her platform FiercelyMeghan.com, she empowers others with lessons in emotional intelligence, self-worth, and recovery principles that apply far beyond addiction.

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Wild Ride To Sobriety: A Transformation from Drunken Oblivion to Profound Clarity

rebecca@ccar.us (Ian Fee, Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 30 Sep 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Host TJ sits down with author Ian Fee, who shares his raw and unfiltered journey through addiction, family struggles, and the path to lasting recovery. From taking his first sip of alcohol at just one year old, to believing booze was his “superpower,” Ian’s story is filled with both chaos and redemption.

He opens up about how alcohol shaped his childhood, his career, and his relationships—including two failed marriages and painful letters from his children describing life with a “party dad.” Ian also recounts his turning point in rehab, where he realized that true change had to start with himself.

Now eight years sober, Ian talks about rebuilding his life through gratitude, community, and daily habits. He shares practical advice for those in early recovery, the importance of your “circle,” and how he transformed his pain into purpose by writing his book Wild Ride to Sobriety. This conversation is a must-listen for anyone seeking hope, resilience, and proof that it’s never too late to change.

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00:00 – Welcome & Introduction

00:34 – Growing up in an alcohol-centered home

02:00 – Childhood party life & first jobs serving drinks

03:40 – College years: booze as a “superpower”

05:00 – Alcohol and career success in the hotel industry

05:43 – Marriage, kids, and the cost of addiction

07:14 – Stacking “rock bottoms” and going to rehab

08:30 – Turning point: realizing change starts with self

09:19 – Emotional impact: letters from his children

11:06 – Life after rehab & the power of community

13:39 – Learning to feel emotions & forgive himself

15:29 – Writing Wild Ride to Sobriety

17:11 – Building transformation through daily habits

18:26 – The practice of gratitude

19:16 – Advice for the first 24 hours of recovery

20:44 – The importance of your circle & relationships

21:09 – Book launch & where to find it

22:26 – Setting small, achievable goals in recovery

23:18 – Closing thoughts & inspiration

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Rehab at 13, Homeless at 18, Sober Today

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 23 Sep 2025 07:00:00 +0000

In this episode of Recovery Matters, TJ sits down with Matt, a young person in recovery who now works as a Young People and Family Services Coordinator with CCAR. Matt opens up about his journey, beginning with his first treatment at just 13 years old. Despite having parents in recovery, he struggled deeply with drugs, arrests, and time in the juvenile justice system.

He shares the progression of his addiction—weed and pills leading to heroin, crack, and near-fatal lows including homelessness, suicidal thoughts, and severe health complications. A turning point came when he entered detox and long-term treatment programs, where structure and community support helped him rebuild his life.

Matt also talks about relapse, rebuilding quickly, and how building a strong network of sober friends became crucial to his recovery. His story highlights both the tragedy of losing friends to overdose and the joy of discovering a fulfilling sober life—travel, motorcycles, relationships, and most importantly, fatherhood. Becoming a dad gave Matt a new sense of purpose, grounding his recovery in love and responsibility.

00:00 – Introductions

00:36 – First Treatment at 13

05:00 – Escalating Addiction

07:00 – First Arrests & Juvenile Justice

08:00 – Hitting Rock Bottom at 18

10:00 – Sober House & Overdose Scare

13:00 – Relapse After Heartbreak

15:00 – Waterbury & Heavy Addiction

17:30 – Final Turning Point

19:00 – Structured Recovery & Torrington Move

22:00 – Slip & Quick Return to Recovery

23:00 – Building a New Life

25:00 – Meeting His Fiancée & Becoming a Father

29:00 – Parenthood in Recovery

34:00 – Advice for Newcomers

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3 Deaths. 1 Miracle. A Recovery Story You Need to Hear

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 16 Sep 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Victor Reynolds shares his powerful recovery journey on the Recovery Matters Podcast. Raised in an environment of violence and addiction, he was taught to be heartless from a young age. By nine, he was on the streets, caught up in crime, substances, and chaos. Years of dust, drinking, robberies, and prison time left him broken, but also searching for meaning.

His turning point came when he faced federal charges and later battled congestive heart failure while incarcerated. After multiple near-death experiences and what he describes as a divine encounter with an “angel,” Victor embraced faith and recovery. Today, he lives with humility, gratitude, and a mission to help others who are still struggling. His story is one of transformation, hope, and the belief in second chances.

00:00 – Introduction: TJ & Victor
00:21 – Growing up without emotions
00:44 – Father’s influence & gangster lifestyle
01:18 – Early street life & family struggles
02:17 – First substances: dust & drinking
02:43 – Crime, stickups, and first arrest
03:30 – Denial of addiction problems
04:00 – Prison life & getting high inside
05:00 – Feeling invincible on substances
06:05 – Father’s Day with his sons – breaking moment
07:21 – Facing federal charges & prison time
08:10 – Congestive heart failure diagnosis
09:49 – Near-death experiences & survival
13:11 – Belief in God’s protection & a new heart
15:02 – The mysterious Dr. Kennedy encounter
18:25 – Faith, recovery, and humility
19:00 – Advice for people in their first 24 hours of recovery

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From $70K Gambling Highs to Substance Use Struggles

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 9 Sep 2025 07:00:00 +0000

In this episode of Recovery Matters, Brian shares his powerful journey from sports and college life to struggling with alcohol, cocaine, and compulsive gambling. He opens up about the chaos of addiction, the turning points that led him into treatment, and how community and recovery gave him a new life. Today, Brian works to support others in recovery, offering hope and connection for anyone struggling with addiction or gambling.

00:00 – Introductions & basketball as an outlet
01:22 – Childhood, family, and sports identity
02:52 – First drink at 14 and finding belonging
05:40 – College years, gambling, and substance use
09:57 – “Getting away with it” and white privilege
11:00 – Gambling wins, cocaine habit, and detox
15:00 – Early treatment attempts and relapse
18:26 – Darkest days in Brooklyn
19:57 – Last bet and last drink
22:45 – Surrender and finding real recovery
25:20 – Building community through sober housing
30:58 – Moving to Connecticut and collegiate recovery work
33:44 – Life in recovery today
35:02 – Advice for someone in their first 24 hours

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The Overlooked Cocaine Crisis in Addiction Treatment

Tue, 2 Sep 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Dr. Chad McDonald is the Chief Medical Officer at InterCommunity (a not-for-profit, addiction and behavioral health leaning FQHC-LA in the Greater Hartford, CT area), where he has the privilege of helping people find hope and healing through recovery. Initially a family physician by training, Dr. McDonald became board-certified in Addiction Medicine after witnessing the impact of substance use disorders on people close to him. Today, he works alongside a dedicated team providing compassionate, whole-person care for individuals and families across Greater Hartford.

In addition to his clinical and leadership work, Dr. McDonald serves as Connecticut’s Physician Addiction State Champion with the Opioid Response Network and is an appointed member of the Health Information Technology Advisory Committee (HITAC), where he advocates for using health IT to reduce barriers to care and strengthen recovery supports.

Dr. McDonald believes that recovery is possible for everyone and that access to care should never be out of reach. For anyone ready to begin their recovery journey—or for loved ones seeking help—InterCommunity offers medical detox, residential rehab, and outpatient programs. Learn more at https://www.intercommunityct.org/

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Boxing Champion’s Fight Against Gambling Addiction: Elizabeth Thielen's Recovery Story

Tue, 26 Aug 2025 07:00:00 +0000

TJ sits down with Elizabeth, a former Golden Gloves boxing champion, to talk about her journey through gambling addiction and long-term recovery. Elizabeth shares how her upbringing, athletic drive, and devastating losses fueled her compulsive gambling, and how she eventually found hope, healing, and connection through recovery.

From the thrill of Las Vegas to the crushing impact of debt and shame, Elizabeth’s story shines a light on the risks athletes face, the hidden dangers of gambling, and the importance of connection in recovery.

Overseeing Gambling Prevention, Intervention and Treatment at Nicasa Behavioral Health Services: https://nicasa.org/program/adult-gambling-treatment/
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00:00 Introduction and Host's Recovery Journey

00:15 Guest's Background and Early Gambling Experiences

00:32 Family Influence and Gambling Culture

02:06 Athlete Mentality and Gambling Addiction

05:53 Boxing Career and Injury

07:57 Loss and Escalation of Gambling

09:17 Realization and Attempt to Control Gambling

14:42 Quitting Gambling and Early Non-Recovery

15:48 Facing the Past: Compartmentalization and Shame

16:15 Specializing in Gambling Disorder Counseling

17:12 The Turning Point: Seeking Recovery

17:37 First Steps in Recovery: Meetings and Support

20:07 Understanding and Forgiving Yourself

21:03 The Importance of Connection in Recovery

23:26 Financial Consequences and Genuine Accountability

25:18 Recognizing Lingering Risk Behaviors

28:43 Gambling Education and Risk Factors

33:43 Advice for Early Recovery

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The Good Little Drug Lord: Shawn’s True Story of Addiction and Redemption

Tue, 12 Aug 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Sean Hemeon shares his powerful journey from a chaotic childhood in a strict Mormon household, through struggles with identity, addiction, and dangerous high-stakes drug dealing, to long-term recovery and reconciliation with his family. He opens up about feeling “not enough” from an early age, the role alcohol and drugs played in numbing that pain, and how his life spiraled into violence, federal charges, and life-threatening situations. After narrowly escaping prison, Sean entered recovery in 2004 and has since built a life grounded in service, creativity, and healing. He reflects on the emotional turning points that shaped his sobriety, including confronting deep wounds with his mother, finding community in recovery, and pursuing his passion for acting and art. Today, he uses his story, and soon to be released as a memoir, as a testament to the transformative power of connection, forgiveness, and purpose.

More on Sean Hemeon: https://www.seanhemeon.com

00:00 – Introductions & sobriety dates
00:35 – Childhood in a Mormon household, family chaos, and parental conflict
02:11 – Early emotional neglect and feelings of not being enough
03:42 – Teenage identity crisis and discovering same-sex attraction
04:58 – First experiences with alcohol and instant connection to its effects
07:31 – High school years: masking identity, increasing substance use, hidden relationship
10:13 – Violence and abandonment; deepening shame and isolation
11:26 – Core belief of “I’m not enough” and the cycle of addiction
13:05 – College years, heartbreak, suicide attempt, and coming out to his mother
15:00 – Immersion in DC’s gay club scene and early drug experiences
16:18 – Meeting a meth dealer boyfriend; thrill of underground life
18:57 – Becoming a dealer, escalating risks, and major consequences
20:56 – Federal arrest, decision not to inform, and mysterious case dismissal
22:34 – Six more weeks using before calling parents for help
23:20 – Entering treatment, relapse on inhalants, and final decision to get sober
25:00 – Extent of substance use before recovery
26:28 – Biggest regret: a friend’s overdose and missed chance to help
27:00 – Recovery process: embracing 12-step programs and community
29:28 – Moving to LA, finding strong recovery support, and focusing on rebuilding
30:55 – Powerful meeting story about service and greater purpose in recovery
31:43 – Evolving beyond 12-step rigidity and exploring spirituality
32:43 – Breaking ties with his mother to protect his recovery
34:35 – Slow reconnection and pivotal forgiveness moment during the pandemic
36:24 – Emotional apology from his mother and her walking him down the aisle
38:52 – Reflection on miracles, higher purpose, and the role of addiction in finding connection
39:01 – The memoir The Good Little Drug Lord—origin, writing process, and future release
41:53 – Staying connected via Instagram and newsletter
42:05 – Advice for someone in their first 24 hours of recovery
42:50 – Closing thanks and CCAR’s Telephone Recovery Support information

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“I Didn’t Think I’d Make It” — 25 Rehabs and a New Life at 22

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery) — Tue, 5 Aug 2025 07:00:00 +0000

At just 22 years old and five months into recovery, Thomas opens up about his long road through addiction, street life, and nearly 25 treatment centers. From dark moments in New Haven to dancing sober at his god-sister’s wedding, Thomas shares how he finally found peace, purpose, and a way to live.

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Facing 65 Counts—Burglaries, Larcenies, Possession—He Committed To Sobriety

Tue, 29 Jul 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Derek Benson of Investing in Sobriety shares his journey from a highly structured childhood and elite athletics through pills, escalating addiction, crime, prison, and finally a sustainable recovery built on a mental-physical-spiritual blueprint and strong community.

Highlights:

* Early structure: military/boarding school; learned independence and discipline.

* First intoxication and growing access in high school; transfers to Avon Old Farms and The Hun School.

* Purdue years: injuries, pills in the locker room, and the slide from use → misuse → addiction.

* “Blind alley” spiral: funding use, losing work and relationships.

* Turning point: 12/12/2014—turned himself in; first exposure to AA in jail; later transferred to McDougall-Walker (high bond, no outside meetings).

* Letter that changed things: a family friend visits, connects him to 12-step support.

* Court offered Connecticut Valley Hospital (CVH) 42-day treatment; he took it, then faced a judge’s 10-year cap warning—fueling commitment to change.

* Recovery today: daily mental-physical-spiritual balance and a healthy circle of influence.

* Practical advice for the first 24 hours: reach out for help and stay open-minded.

* Derek’s project: Investing in Sobriety—conversations on personalized recovery blueprints.

More on Investing In Sobriety here: https://www.investinginsobriety.com/

Chapters

00:00 – Intro, gratitude for recovery community; Derek at ~10 years sober. 

03:20 – Childhood & military/boarding school; structure and early independence. 

06:25 – First drunk; access increases; transfer to Avon Old Farms. 

08:00 – Senior year path to The Hun School; athletic exposure.

10:32 – Purdue: pills after injuries; shift toward addiction.

 12:53 – Use vs. misuse vs. addiction; trouble at college party. 

28:21 – “Blind alley” metaphor; life narrows around using.

 30:06 – Losing work, unhealthy circles, doing anything for money. 

31:41 – Criminal activity escalates; path to prison. 

33:38 – 12/12/2014: turns himself in (beginning of recovery). 

41:04 – First AA in Hartford Correctional. 

42:17 – Transfer to McDougall-Walker; no outside meetings; pivotal letter to family friend. 

45:47 – 65 pending charges; attorney lays out CVH option. 

47:01 – CVH 42-day program; willingness and early momentum.

 49:27 – Judge’s 10-year cap warning; why he doubled down on change. 

52:48 – Derek’s recovery blueprint (mental-physical-spiritual). 

55:55 – Building a healthy circle of influence. 57:37 – Advice for day one: reach out & be open-minded. 

58:39 – Derek’s podcast: Investing in Sobriety.

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How Gambling and Alcohol Nearly Cost Him Everything: A Dual Recovery Story

Tue, 22 Jul 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Stephen Matos, a person in long-term recovery, joins TJ on the Recovery Matters podcast to share his incredible journey since his last use of drugs and alcohol in 1986 and his last gambling experience in 1987. Stephen opens up about his upbringing in Hartford, Connecticut, where his father was deeply entrenched in gambling activities. He recounts how his own descent into alcohol, drugs, and gambling almost destroyed his life, leading to broken relationships and financial ruin. However, recovery came through Gamblers Anonymous, Alcoholics Anonymous, and intensive outpatient programs. Stephen highlights his role as a peer counselor in Connecticut's exemplary problem gambling treatment programs, underscoring the importance of lived experience in offering hope and support to others. His narrative also sheds light on the stigma surrounding gambling addiction and the critical need for comprehensive treatment and recovery resources.

00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds

00:36 Growing Up with a Gambling Father

04:51 Early Exposure to Alcohol and Drugs

06:59 The Impact of Gambling on Relationships

09:58 Descent into Addiction

16:15 Turning Point and Seeking Help

18:30 Recovery Journey and Support Systems

21:51 The Journey of Recovery

21:58 Managing Money and Responsibilities

22:24 The Role of AA and GA in Recovery

22:48 Strained Relationship with Father

23:24 Making Amends and Financial Accountability

23:52 Mending the Relationship with Father

24:27 A New Chapter: Becoming a Peer Counselor

25:06 Training and Embracing Multiple Pathways of Recovery

25:58 Working with Problem Gamblers and Their Families

27:58 Connecticut's Leading Gambling Treatment Programs

29:37 The Importance of Lived Experience in Recovery

33:03 Helpline and Support Resources

35:20 Advice for Newcomers in Recovery

36:48 Addressing Stigma and Shame in Gambling Addiction

41:05 Concluding Thoughts and Gratitude

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He Wanted to Help Others with Addiction—Before Starting His Own Recovery

Tue, 15 Jul 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Gabe shares his story of growing up in a middle-class suburb in Long Island, struggling with drug and alcohol addiction from a young age, and the ensuing legal issues and incarcerations. He discusses his turning point in 2018 after a serious overdose and his subsequent commitment to recovery, community service, and faith. Gabe talks about his work as a volunteer, recovery coach, and founder of a nonprofit recovery community organization. He highlights his efforts in helping others through various programs, including sober living homes, recovery coaching training in prisons, and his newly published book on leveraging lived experience for community service. Gabe emphasizes the importance of self-worth, support, and finding one's own path in recovery.

00:00 Introduction and Host Introductions

00:25 Early Life and Introduction to Substance Use

01:18 Struggles with Addiction and First Rehab Experience

04:43 Turning Point and Commitment to Recovery

07:48 Building a Life of Service and Recovery

11:57 Challenges and Successes in Establishing Recovery Community

21:21 Expanding Recovery Efforts and Final Thoughts

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Six Months Sober After Fentanyl:One Day at a Time

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 8 Jul 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Angel, who is celebrating six months of sobriety from Fentanyl, opens up about his path to recovery, the struggles he faced, and the life-changing moments that led him to sobriety. He shares insights into the challenges of overcoming addiction, the pivotal moments that influenced his decision to seek help, and the transformation his life has undergone since becoming sober. The conversation highlights the importance of support systems, the various pathways to recovery, and the fulfillment that comes from being present and active in one's own life.

00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds

00:27 Angel's Early Recovery Journey

00:48 Exploring the Sober Community

02:15 Life in Recovery

05:18 Angel's Addiction History

07:24 Struggles with Fentanyl

11:28 Attempts to Get Clean

12:24 Manipulating the System

14:02 Probation and Deception

15:45 Hitting Rock Bottom

18:01 The Turning Point

19:58 Entering Detox

22:22 Path to Recovery

24:20 Life After Addiction

26:18 Advice for Newcomers

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Fear of Leaving Your Pet Behind? How Pawsitive Recovery Supports Your Recovery Journey

Tue, 1 Jul 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Serena Saunders, founder of Pawsitive Recovery, shares her heartfelt journey from a challenging childhood marked by her mother's schizophrenia and substance use, leading to her own struggles with drugs and alcohol starting at age 12. After years of ups and downs, Serena found recovery four years ago and turned her life around by creating Pawsitive Recovery. This unique program helps people in addiction and mental health treatment by providing foster care for their pets. Serena also talks about the importance of animal companionship in recovery and the services Pawsitive Recovery offers, including workshops and partnerships with local shelters. Learn how her dog Oscar inspired this life-saving initiative.

00:00 Introduction to Serena Saunders and Pawsitive Recovery

00:16 Serena's Childhood and Family Struggles

04:33 Early Substance Use and Teenage Years

05:58 Realizing the Need for Help

07:01 Journey to Sobriety and Recovery

11:22 Founding Pawsitive Recovery

14:25 Expanding Positive Recovery Nationwide

15:23 The Impact of Animals in Recovery

21:48 How to Get Involved and Final Thoughts

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The Chemsex Survivor Empowering LGBTQIA+ Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Ben Kaye, Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 24 Jun 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Ben Kaye shares his powerful story of recovery after years caught in the world of chemsex—a term used to describe using drugs like crystal meth, GBL, and mephedrone to enhance sex, lower inhibitions, and feel more connected during sexual encounters, especially within the LGBTQ+ community. What started as weekend partying turned into daily drug use and emotional isolation. Ben opens up about how trauma, loneliness, and the search for love led him to addiction, including injecting meth to feel a sense of control and connection. In this honest and eye-opening conversation, Ben explains how chemsex became his way of coping, and how treatment, community, and time helped him rebuild his life. Now a therapist, he helps others find healing too.

00:00 – Intro: Meet Ben Kaye
01:05 – An idyllic childhood shattered at 15
02:21 – First experiences with substances
04:00 – Moving to London, coming out, and the party scene
05:30 – Why the party lifestyle became so appealing
07:00 – Functioning addict or barely functioning?
08:22 – When weekend use turned into daily meth use
09:27 – Injecting crystal meth: how it started
10:45 – What is Chemsex? Breaking it down
12:00 – The rise of Chemsex culture and hookup apps
13:10 – Why young people are at risk
14:24 – Looking for love, not just drugs
15:30 – What intimacy looks like without drugs
16:50 – How Ben got help and started recovery
18:28 – The mental health impact of heavy drug use
20:00 – Starting over through treatment and support
21:50 – Learning to enjoy life sober
23:00 – Becoming a therapist and helping others
25:00 – Advice for anyone starting recovery

🔔 Subscribe for more real stories of healing and hope.
📲 Connect with Ben: https://benkayetherapy.com | @justbenkaye
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One Year Sober After Hitting the Lowest Point in Her Life

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 17 Jun 2025 07:00:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, Michelle Ketchum celebrates her first year of sobriety. Michelle discusses her journey from a toxic relationship and substance use to finding the strength to seek help and enter rehab. She shares her experiences of personal growth, the importance of community, and her involvement in sober living and activities through organizations like The Phoenix and Smart Recovery. Michelle also talks about fulfilling her lifelong dream of becoming a published author. Her story is an inspiring example of overcoming adversity and finding hope and support in recovery.

00:00 Introduction and Host Introductions

00:38 Early Life and Family Support

01:30 High School and First Encounters with Drugs

06:28 College Life and Denial of Addiction

13:54 Toxic Relationships and Hitting Rock Bottom

22:28 Facing Rehab Fears

22:57 The Rehab Experience

24:18 Building New Friendships

27:31 Life After Rehab

28:31 Managing a Sober House

30:13 Discovering New Passions

38:05 Becoming an Author

43:36 The Phoenix and Smart Recovery

46:24 Advice for Newcomers

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Redefining Recovery: Carter Graves on Managed Meth Use and Harm Reduction

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 10 Jun 2025 07:00:00 +0000

In this candid episode of the Recovery Matters Podcast, we sit down with Carter Graves, founder of KMFK Safety Services and Executive Director of Grassroots Harm Reduction. Carter shares their journey of growing up in a household shaped by meth use, navigating personal trauma, and redefining recovery through harm reduction and managed methamphetamine use. With courage, humor, and radical transparency, Carter challenges traditional recovery narratives and offers powerful insights into drug policy, peer-led safety, and what it truly means to heal.

Whether you're in recovery, support harm reduction, or are curious about alternatives to abstinence-based models—this conversation will challenge and inspire you.

00:00 - Carter introduces themselves and their definition of recovery
00:27 - Growing up with a single mother and generational meth use
01:48 - The trauma, poverty, and strength of Carter's family story
03:00 - Early substance use: Adderall, ecstasy, and meth
04:30 - Mother’s death and escalation of use
05:56 - The 2020 uprisings and how a street medic changed everything
06:58 - Quitting meth for three years and entering abstinence-based recovery
08:59 - The physical and emotional toll of abstinence
10:00 - Long COVID and reevaluating recovery
11:00 - Creative life, relapse language, and return to use
12:00 - What is reagent drug checking?
13:20 - Origin story: DanceSafe, MDMA testing, and community care
15:09 - Honoring people where they are on the spectrum of use
17:28 - “Brave space” over “safe space”
18:41 - TJ shares faith-based perspective on harm reduction
20:00 - The roots of KMFK and “Candy F***ing Carter”
21:45 - Expanding into condoms, Plan B, and other peer services
23:11 - From underground raves to national recognition
24:56 - Carter’s current roles at PA Groundhogs and more
25:10 - Learning harm reduction tools for meth use
26:50 - Proper dosing, sleep, and hydration strategies
28:20 - Setting personal boundaries and red flags
30:08 - Support system and what keeps Carter grounded
31:30 - Where to find Carter and KMFK online

🔗 Resources Mentioned:

https://grassrootsharmreduction.org
https://pagroundhogs.org
https://linktr.ee/kmfksafetyservices
KMFK Safety Services on Instagram & Facebook
📧 Contact Carter: contactcartergraves@gmail.com

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I Manipulated My Way to 36 Simultaneous Prescriptions

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 3 Jun 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 181 | TJ and Mickey delve into Mickey's personal journey of long-term recovery. Mickey shares her raw and inspiring story, starting from her early exposure to alcohol and drugs, leading up to a DUI that became the turning point in her life. She speaks candidly about her struggles with addiction to various substances, including alcohol, cannabis, and prescription medications. Mickey also discusses her traumatic childhood experiences, which included abuse and neglect, and how these influenced her path toward addiction. Through sheer determination and multiple therapeutic approaches, including AA, holistic practices, and therapy, Mickey has transformed her life. She reflects on the spiritual experiences that reconnected her with a higher power and the importance of community support in her recovery journey. Mickey's story is a testament to resilience and the transformative power of seeking help and building a new life, free from substances.

00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds

00:22 Mickey's Early Exposure to Substances

01:05 High School and Early Drug Use

02:57 Struggles with Addiction and Employment

06:16 Family and Childhood Trauma

09:46 Return to Connecticut and Continued Addiction

13:46 The Turning Point: DUI and Therapy

16:30 Journey to Sobriety and AA Meetings

19:52 Exploring Alternative Recovery Paths

21:17 Spiritual Awakening and Nature's Influence

23:24 Ongoing Recovery and Therapy

25:36 Final Thoughts and Advice for Newcomers

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Advocating for Recovery | Recovery Day at the Connecticut State Capitol

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 27 May 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Host TJ takes listeners live to the State Capitol in Hartford, Connecticut for Recovery Day. The event features an array of voices, including State Representative Robin Comey, Senator Saud Anwar, and Representatives Patrick Biggins and Devin Kearney, among others, who share their personal stories and legislative efforts to support individuals in recovery. Key discussions include the importance of removing the stigma associated with addiction, the potential benefits of Overdose Prevention Centers, and the need for robust community support and resources. The episode highlights the interconnected nature of recovery, community well-being, and legislative advocacy, emphasizing that recovery is a journey that involves everyone. Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 180

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:26 State Representative Robin Comey's Personal Recovery Journey

02:54 Senator Saud Anwar on Overdose Prevention

07:18 Patrick Biggins on Youth and Recovery

08:43 Students for Recovery: Advocacy and Support

11:29 Taylor Aitken on Legislative Support for Recovery

13:47 Mike Pohl on Community Recovery Efforts

17:42 State Representative Devin Kearney on the Importance of Recovery

18:39 State Representative Toni Walker on Embracing Recovery

21:46 Stacy Sharpentier on Funding and Recovery Support

23:56 Conclusion and Resources for Recovery

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Surviving a Gunshot Wasn’t His Turning Point—Recovery Was

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 20 May 2025 07:00:00 +0000

From a childhood marked by trauma and instability to multiple incarcerations, heroin addiction, and even surviving a gunshot to the head—Rick opens up about the chaos that defined his past and the redemption he’s found in recovery.

Rick reflects on the moment he finally surrendered on February 5, 2008, and how that surrender sparked a transformation that's helped him become a community leader, father, and advocate. He shares how meaningful work—including launching Redemption House and running recovery housing for over a decade—continues to give his life purpose.

🔥 Key Topics Covered:

Rick’s early life and introduction to drugs at age 13
Escaping a wilderness program and his first encounters with the justice system
Surviving a near-fatal shooting during a robbery gone wrong
Going to prison—and later choosing recovery while incarcerated
Getting clean in 2008 and rebuilding his life
The power of service, connection, and purpose in recovery
The creation and impact of Redemption House, a safe bridge for those who relapse
How one redemption bed can save the state $141,000/year
Inspiring success stories of people who found hope through recovery housing
The role of CCAR and recovery coaching in sustained wellness

00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds

00:32 Rick's Early Life and Family Struggles

01:25 Teenage Years and First Encounters with Drugs

02:19 Legal Troubles and Juvenile Detention

02:57 Escaping and Continued Struggles

03:57 First Prison Sentence and Continued Drug Use

06:23 Near-Death Experience and Hospitalization

09:33 Recovery Journey and Sober Living

11:05 Life in Recovery and Helping Others

12:29 The Redemption House Initiative

13:47 Building Community Relationships

14:15 The Role of Redemption House

14:46 Support Services at Redemption House

15:12 Success Stories and Future Plans

16:01 The Importance of Recovery Community

16:16 Personal Recovery Journeys

18:07 The Financial Impact of Redemption House

19:00 The Need for Long-Term Recovery Support

20:53 Self-Love and Purpose in Recovery

22:09 Inspiring Personal Stories

24:27 Exciting Future Projects

24:50 Concluding Thoughts on Recovery

🔗 Resources & Mentions:

🎧 Risen From the Ashes: The Redemption Podcast (Rick’s other podcast) – Available on Spotify
🏠 Redemption House – A nonprofit recovery bridge for individuals who relapse
🤝 CCAR – Get connected with a Recovery Coach: https://ccar.us

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Hope Needs Help: Supporting Our Recovery Centers

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 13 May 2025 07:00:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, host TJ takes listeners to the CCAR New London Recovery Community Center in Connecticut. The center, along with two others in the state, is at risk of losing funding. TJ interviews various individuals, including John, the impromptu center manager, and volunteers like Andrew and Ernest, all of whom share their personal recovery stories and the significant role CCAR and the Recovery Community Center have played in their lives. They discuss the variety of support services offered, the importance of community, and the challenges they've faced and overcome. Abby, from the Young People and Family Services Program, also shares her journey and the impactful work she does with young people and families struggling with addiction. The episode highlights the transformative power of community support in recovery and underscores the critical need to sustain funding for these vital services.

00:00 Introduction and Host's Background

00:15 Save Our Center: CCAR New London Recovery Community Center

00:43 Interview with John: Recovery Journey and CCAR's Impact

03:49 John's Personal Recovery Story

06:56 Interview with Andrew: Overcoming Relapse

15:13 Interview with Ernest: Volunteering and Recovery

20:05 Interview with Victor: Community Impact

22:33 Interview with Daniel: Telephone Recovery Services

26:56 Interview with Abby: Young People and Family Services

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He Thought He’d Die in Addiction. Now He’s Helping Others Live..

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 6 May 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 177 | Eric shares his incredible transformation—from growing up surrounded by chaos, falling into addiction, and navigating incarceration, to building a life centered on recovery, family, and purpose. With brutal honesty and heartfelt insight, Eric reflects on the trauma he carried, the choices he made to survive, and the life-changing moment he finally surrendered.

Through his journey, Eric found not only freedom from substances but also the strength to heal, reconnect with his children, and become a guiding light for others walking the recovery path. If you've ever doubted whether change is possible, Eric’s story will remind you that redemption is always within reach.

💬 Topics covered:
00:00 – Introduction
01:15 – Growing up in chaos and early trauma
06:30 – Life in the streets and surviving addiction
13:50 – What it took to finally surrender
19:20 – The turning point: jail and a higher calling
26:10 – Recovery, family, and becoming a father
33:00 – Giving back and finding purpose through service
38:45 – Final reflections and message to those still struggling

🔥 Key takeaway: “I didn’t think there was a way out—but recovery showed me there was.”

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My Life on PCP: Escaping a Life of Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 29 Apr 2025 11:31:28 +0000

Alexis Nicole overcame addiction and transformed her life. Alexis discusses her early struggles growing up in a middle-class family, experiencing bullying, early exposure to drugs and alcohol, and the subsequent spiral into deeper substance use. She delves into significant turning points, including encounters with domestic violence, substance use, and homelessness. Through the support of a rehab program and her newfound spirituality, Alexis found strength in recovery. She talks about her path to becoming a recovery coach and her commitment to helping others in the Hartford community. Alexis' story is one of resilience, faith, and the importance of taking life one day at a time. She emphasizes the necessity of therapy, community support, and a passion for helping others on their recovery journey.

00:00 Introduction and Host Background

00:29 Guest's Early Life and Family

01:43 First Encounters with Substances

03:13 Escalation and Teenage Years

04:36 High School and Relationship Troubles

05:55 Diving Deeper into Drug Use

07:15 The PCP Era

08:58 Realizing the Problem

14:02 Hitting Rock Bottom

15:48 Entering Rehab: The First Steps

16:09 Realizing the Problem

16:35 Finding Motivation and Support

17:06 A New Relationship and Pregnancy

18:13 Completing the Program and Moving Forward

19:03 Building a New Life

20:38 Starting a Career in Recovery

21:32 Balancing Work and Personal Life

23:19 The Importance of Persistence

25:54 Living a Fulfilling Life

29:20 Advice for Those Struggling

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Grieving My Son’s Death Led to Xanax Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 22 Apr 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 175 | TJ talks with Dave Ogden, a counselor from Groton and Grasso Tech, about his incredible journey of overcoming substance use and personal loss. Dave shares poignant memories from his troubled childhood, his encounters with drugs in school, and the life-changing impact of meeting his wife. He candidly recounts the traumatic experience of his son's death and the subsequent struggle with Xanax addiction and withdrawal. Through perseverance, therapy, and the support of his community, Dave emerges as a strong advocate for recovery and support in schools, highlighting the inception and goals of the Students for Recovery initiative.

00:00 Introduction and Personal Background

00:39 Early Life and First Encounters with Drugs

01:10 High School and Escalation of Drug Use

02:18 Turning Points and Family Influence

03:04 Tragic Loss and Struggles with Xanax

05:17 Withdrawal and Hospitalization

11:52 Recovery Journey and EMDR Therapy

12:43 Students for Recovery Initiative

18:03 Supporting Recovery in Schools

18:22 Creating a Recovery-Friendly Environment

18:51 Student Involvement in Recovery Initiatives

19:28 Recovery Fest: A Community Effort

21:17 Challenges and Reflections on Recovery

26:47 Advice for Those New to Recovery

29:10 Personal Experiences with Addiction

30:54 Concluding Thoughts and Gratitude

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Addiction Was a Family Tradition—Until I Walked Away

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 15 Apr 2025 12:45:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 174 | Leeroy opens up about his tumultuous childhood, growing up in a dysfunctional household where drugs were prevalent. He describes his early encounters with alcohol and marijuana, which eventually led to addiction. Leeroy speaks candidly about the impact of his lifestyle on opportunities and relationships, and the pivotal moments that drove him to seek sobriety. Now working as an intervention specialist, Leeroy utilizes his past experiences to support others in similar situations.

00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds

01:04 Growing Up in a Dysfunctional Household

02:42 First Encounters with Drugs and Alcohol

05:26 The Impact of Marijuana Addiction

06:45 Turning Points and Realizations

09:15 Struggles with Alcohol and Family Reflections

13:57 Challenges in Early Sobriety

15:57 Overcoming Triggers and Long-Term Recovery

17:03 High School Weed Addiction

17:24 The Dangers of High Potency THC

17:38 Marijuana Withdrawal and Health Issues

18:08 Changing Weed Culture and Legalization

18:29 Personal Journey of Quitting Weed

21:25 Challenges of Nicotine Addiction

26:37 Parenting and Addiction Awareness

30:06 Using Past Experiences to Help Others

32:16 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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I Didn’t Know How to Be Sober. I Didn’t Know How to Be Me.

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 8 Apr 2025 07:00:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, TJ, interviews Luke, who has been clean since October 2022. They discuss Luke's early life, his descent into addiction, the impact of his mother's diagnosis, and his numerous overdoses and stints in jail. Luke shares his turning point towards recovery, involving treatment, sponsorship, and service work. He emphasizes the importance of humility, service, and dedication in recovery. Luke also talks about his passion for music and sports and the joy and responsibility of being a father.

00:00 Introduction and Recovery Background

00:37 Early Life and Ego

01:39 Descent into Addiction

02:30 High School and Family Tragedy

04:13 Homelessness and Overdoses

07:14 Turning Point and Recovery Journey

09:32 Building a New Life

11:03 Lessons Learned and Giving Back

14:29 Nostalgic Memories of Playing Ball

14:51 Discovering Music During Recovery

15:10 The Creative Mind in Recovery

16:08 The Joys and Challenges of Fatherhood

18:21 Advice for Those New to Recovery

19:55 The Catalyst for Change

22:16 Gratitude and Higher Power

24:36 Final Thoughts and Encouragement

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Addiction Without Trauma: When Simple Enjoyment Spirals into an Unexpected Battle

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 1 Apr 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 172 | In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, Mark, sober since 1992, reflects on his youth in Connecticut, the hardships faced due to substance use, and his eventual path to recovery. Mark details the turning point that led him to seek help, his prison experience, the critical role of community and step meetings, and the strategies he employs to maintain sobriety.

00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds

00:42 Early Life and High School Challenges

01:32 Introduction to Substance Use

04:18 Struggles with Addiction

07:40 Turning Point and Recovery Journey

10:13 Life in Recovery and Reflections

19:16 Maintaining Sobriety and Current Life

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Overdose Shut Down His Heart 3 Times- Addiction Nearly Killed Him

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 25 Mar 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 171 | Taylor opens up about growing up in a home surrounded by substance use, the struggles of feeling unworthy, and the choices that led him deeper into addiction. He shares the harsh realities of hitting rock bottom, losing his father, and the moments that finally pushed him to embrace recovery. From living in a crack house to opening a sober home, Taylor’s transformation is nothing short of inspiring. His raw honesty and powerful insights offer hope to anyone struggling with addiction.

00:00 – Introduction and host introductions
00:27 – Taylor’s childhood: Growing up in a chaotic, addiction-filled home
01:56 – Experimenting with drugs and alcohol at a young age
03:13 – Homelessness, survival, and falling deeper into addiction
04:48 – The devastating loss of his father and the impact on his substance use
06:51 – Repeated arrests, consequences, and the inability to see the problem
08:35 – Realizing he wasn’t fooling anyone—his wake-up moment
10:17 – Early recovery attempts: Trying to control his use and failing
12:36 – The shift in mindset that finally led to real change
13:09 – Entering a sober house and learning what true recovery looks like
13:39 – A heartbreaking overdose that became a turning point
14:45 – The role of meetings, sponsorship, and building a strong network
17:02 – Opening a sober house and helping others find recovery
20:51 – Relapse, near death, and the lesson that changed everything
23:35 – Letting go of ego, chasing true fulfillment, and embracing a new way of life

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15 Overdoses & Living in a Porta-Potty: Skinny Vinny's Addiction Recovery Story

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 18 Mar 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 170 | From growing up amidst addiction in Connecticut to battling his own substance use, Vinny Imperati aka Skinny Vinny opens up about his father's tragic overdose, his time spent homeless in a porta-potty, and his near-death experiences. But the story takes a turn when Vinny finds a new purpose in film and entertainment, leading him to work with his idols from Jackass, including Steve-O. Today, Vinny co-hosts the Wild Ride Podcast with Steve-O and co-stars in 'Your Pranks, Our Show' with Zach "Zackass" Holmes. Tune in to hear how Vinny not only turned his life around but also found a new mission in helping others achieve sobriety.

00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction

00:48 Vinny's Early Life and Family Struggles

03:25 Teenage Years and Early Addiction

06:33 Descent into Addiction and Homelessness

11:06 Turning Point and Path to Recovery

14:27 Building a New Life and Career

20:15 Reflections on Sobriety and Giving Back

26:57 Call to Action: Support Recovery Centers

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I Couldn’t Handle Losing My Mom—So I Numbed the Pain With Pills

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 11 Mar 2025 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 169 | Danny, who recently celebrated four years of sobriety, discusses his early experiences with drugs and alcohol, the impact of his mother's death on his substance use, and his subsequent journey through addiction, legal troubles, and incarceration. Both hosts reflect on the challenges they faced, the turning points in their lives, and the importance of support systems. They offer insights and advice for those in early recovery and emphasize the transformative power of perseverance and self-awareness.

00:00 Introduction and Host Introductions

00:38 Early Life and First Encounters with Substances

01:10 Teenage Years and Substance Abuse

04:32 Escalation and Coping with Loss

05:28 Struggles with Prescription Drugs

14:41 Incarceration and Turning Point

20:59 Life After Recovery

22:30 Advice for Those in Recovery

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4 DUIs, Blackouts & Rock Bottom—Escaping Alcoholism for a Life in Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR)) — Tue, 25 Feb 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 168 | TJ sits down with Matt, a young person in long-term recovery, to discuss his journey from childhood to sobriety. Matt shares his experiences growing up, the impact of early trauma, and how he initially turned to alcohol for escape. He recounts his struggles with addiction, multiple DUIs, and his path to seeking help, including his time in treatment at the Life Center in Hartford. Now six months sober, Matt reflects on the support systems that have helped him, his volunteer work at CCAR, and his aspirations to become a recovery coach. With humor, honesty, and deep insight, Matt offers encouragement to those new to recovery, emphasizing that setbacks don’t mean failure—they’re just part of the journey.

[00:00:00]–Introduction: TJ welcomes guest Matt

[00:01:00]–Matt’s childhood and family background

[00:02:00]–Early trauma and how it resurfaced

[00:03:00]–First experiences with alcohol and drinking to escape

[00:04:00]–College drinking and early warning signs

[00:06:00]–Moving to California and deepening struggles

[00:07:00]–DUIs and first attempt at treatment

[00:08:00]–Entering the Life Center and finding spirituality

00:10:00]–Admitting alcoholism and seeing signs everywhere

[00:12:00]–Hitting six months of sobriety

[00:13:00]–Volunteering at CCAR and telephone recovery support

[00:14:00]–Life in recovery: music, friendships, and faith

[00:16:00]–Training to become a recovery coach

[00:18:00]–Overcoming the idea of "drinking normally" again

[00:19:00]–The importance of staying connected and using a support system

[00:22:00]–Final message: “Stumbling doesn’t mean failure—keep trying”

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I Didn’t Choose Recovery—It Found Me

rebecca@ccar.us (Jason Dorsey) — Tue, 18 Feb 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 167 | Tajay's story begins with a life-changing arrest, leading him to outpatient treatment and, ultimately, to CCAR. He didn’t initially seek recovery—it found him. While in IOP, he struggled with staying sober, turning to alcohol as a coping mechanism. However, deep down, he knew he wanted more for himself. His commitment to trying something differentled him to school, where a conversation about psychology unexpectedly introduced him to the idea of becoming a recovery coach. This opened the door to a new world, and through CCAR, Tajay found the support, structure, and inspiration to rebuild his life.

One of the most significant changes in his recovery journey was reevaluating friendships and relationships. He realized that many of his past connections were built around substance use, and changing his circle was necessary. He now values friendships based on mutual respect and personal growth rather than peer pressure or partying. Relationships, particularly romantic ones, remain tricky, especially when dating someone who isn’t in recovery. However, he emphasizes the importance of healthy communication and setting boundaries.

Education played a crucial role in his transformation. What started as a simple way to stay busy turned into a passion. Tajay became deeply involved on campus, founding the Legacy Club to help students network, connect, and take their careers seriously from day one. His belief that “it’s not just what you know, but who you know” helped him secure opportunities, despite not yet having a degree. He encourages students to build relationships, take advantage of resources, and stay open to new possibilities.

Beyond education, Tajay found purpose in entrepreneurship and music. His first venture, a clothing brand focused on positive affirmations, gave him his first taste of running a business. While it was a learning experience, it laid the foundation for his current passion—creating and promoting music. Initially hesitant, he pushed past self-doubt and began sharing his music on social media, even shooting a music video for one of his songs, Love Life. His new goal is to combine music, merch, and motivation, using his platform to inspire others.

Throughout the conversation, Tajay emphasizes that recovery is not easy, but it’s worth it. He describes recovery as "armor"—something that protects him from life’s hardships. He acknowledges that early recovery is overwhelming, especially when emotions come rushing back after years of numbing pain with substances. However, he encourages anyone on the fence about recovery to stick with it. His biggest message? "Don’t quit before the miracle happens."Tajay’s life is proof that even when things seem impossible, recovery can open doors you never imagined.

Timestamps:

00:00 – Intro & Tajay’s background
02:00 – Getting arrested & his first steps into recovery
06:00 – How addiction shaped his friendships & how he had to change his circle
10:00 – Finding education as a new path & becoming a leader on campus
14:00 – The "Get Out of Here" mindset vs. realizing it’s about changing yourself
18:00 – Entrepreneurship, music, and using creativity in recovery
23:00 – The moment he knew he had to go all in on sobriety
28:00 – What he’d say to someone struggling: “Don’t quit before the miracle happens.”

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2 Years Clean from Addiction: The Ugly, The Beautiful, and The Real

rebecca@ccar.us (Jason Dorsey) — Tue, 11 Feb 2025 08:00:00 +0000

This episode vividly portrays Cass' journey from the depths of addiction to the vibrant glow of recovery. Explore how her shift in mindset revolutionized her mornings, relationships, and daily life. Cass opens up about the transformative power of therapy, creative outlets, and meditation in her recovery. With raw honesty, she discusses rebuilding bonds with her family amidst personal turmoil and the profound impact of a supportive community. This gripping account highlights the intricate balance between powerlessness and empowerment, providing a rich tapestry of insights for anyone seeking inspiration on the path to recovery.

00:00 The Recovery Glow

00:27 Morning Mindset Shift

02:46 Focusing on the Present

04:36 Prioritizing Recovery

07:47 Multiple Pathways to Recovery

08:23 Therapy and Personal Growth

09:28 Creative Outlets and Meditation

14:52 The Power of Music

25:34 Two Years Clean: A Reflection

36:45 Relationships in Recovery

37:24 Family Dynamics and Divorce

38:21 Rebuilding Bonds with Parents

45:32 Accountability and Personal Growth

48:31 Inspiration for Those Seeking Recovery

52:30 The Power of Community Support

01:04:11 Perspective and Daily Challenges

01:04:57 Living a Life of Principles

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I Fell in Love with the Numb Feeling: Escaping the Comfort That Hid My Pain

rebecca@ccar.us (Gordon Lyde, Michael Serrano) — Tue, 14 Jan 2025 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 165 | Gordon Lyde shares his profound journey of overcoming addiction and trauma. Growing up in New Haven and moving through the DCYS system, Gordon faced numerous challenges, including being separated from his siblings and feeling unloved due to his biracial background. His struggles intensified during his teenage years in group homes, leading to heavy substance use. Despite multiple setbacks, including skepticism about recovery and years in prison, Gordon ultimately found sobriety and a purpose in helping others. Now a substance use counselor and executive director of Men of Evolution, Gordon's story is one of resilience, transformation, and service to the community.

00:00 Introduction and Early Life

00:14 Foster Care and Family Dynamics

01:24 Struggles with Identity and Acceptance

02:55 Sibling Relationships and Family Separation

06:44 First Encounters with Addiction

07:21 Life in a Group Home

11:01 Attempts at Recovery and Relapse

17:43 Journey to True Recovery

20:26 Struggling with Toxic Relationships

21:08 Seeking Help and Finding Sobriety

21:55 Humbling Experiences in Recovery

23:06 The Power of Self-Work

24:15 Building a New Life

26:36 Family and Personal Growth

32:59 Guiding the Next Generation

37:28 Giving Back to the Community

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Can Addiction Be Conquered? These Two Moms Prove It's Possible

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 10 Dec 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 164 | TJ, Dani, and Jamie share their powerful stories of overcoming addiction and achieving long-term recovery. Each discusses their personal journey, detailing the moments that led them to seek help and the pivotal role their support networks played. They touch on the challenges and growth experienced in recovery, the importance of asking for help, and how being candid and setting boundaries has transformed their lives. The episode highlights the significance of connection, self-forgiveness, and being present, particularly as parents. They offer words of hope and practical advice for those currently struggling with addiction, emphasizing that recovery is possible and varied in its pathways.

00:00 Introduction and Host Introductions

00:44 Personal Recovery Stories

03:07 Life After Rehab

04:04 Support Systems and Community

08:00 Challenges and Growth in Recovery

15:56 Parenting and Breaking Cycles

20:29 Connecting Over Hip Hop

20:45 Forming Lasting Friendships

22:38 Parenting and Recovery

22:59 Learning New Words

23:28 The Gift of Discernment

24:07 Trust and Boundaries

24:57 Handling Emotions in Recovery

28:14 Speaking Up and Setting Boundaries

34:33 Parenting Reflections

38:21 Words of Encouragement

40:03 Conclusion and Gratitude

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I Broke FREE from Addiction at 21 and Found Recovery!

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 3 Dec 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 163 | Amilya, who experienced a tumultuous early life with familial addiction, turned to substances following a traumatic event in college. She describes her struggle with PTSD, anxiety, and depression, which led her to self-medicate with marijuana and alcohol. However, seeking a healthier path, she discovered the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR) and embraced their resources. With the support of her mother, fiancé, and a solid recovery community, Amilya found balance and purpose. Now, she is thriving academically, interning, and deeply involved in helping others on their recovery journeys. Her story is a testament to the transformative power of recovery and community support.

00:00 Introduction and Host's Background

00:18 Guest Introduction and Early Life

00:57 Struggles with Addiction and Trauma

04:47 Path to Recovery and CCAR Involvement

06:40 Experiences in Recovery and Relationships

22:21 Future Aspirations and Current Recovery Practices

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Behind the Scenes: A Family's Journey Through a Loved One's Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (Michael Brunk, TJ Aitken) — Tue, 26 Nov 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 162 | Host TJ sits down with Michael Brunk, a passionate recovery ally. Michael delves deep into his family's experience with addiction, highlighting the significant impact on the family unit and the essential support needed for those in recovery. He reflects on his brother's active struggle with substance use and the pivotal moments that led Michael to make personal changes. Through his career in wellness, Michael shifted his focus from self-indulgence to helping others, bringing a unique perspective from the family's side of addiction. Together, TJ and Michael explore themes of family, self-love, personal growth, and the importance of a supportive community in the recovery journey.

00:00 Introduction to the Recovery Matters Podcast

00:23 Michael Brunk's Family and Addiction

01:09 Personal Struggles and Turning Points

01:58 The Impact of Addiction on Family

02:46 Recognizing and Addressing Addiction

04:27 The Role of Wellness in Recovery

12:29 Supporting Families in Crisis

21:00 Navigating Recovery Challenges

21:30 The Role of Family and Support Systems

22:22 Statistics and Realities of Treatment

24:48 Personal Stories and Experiences

29:46 The Importance of Self-Love in Recovery

34:12 Spirituality and Recovery

39:12 Concluding Thoughts and Gratitude

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From Addiction to the Ring | How Kickboxing Saved Rich St Pierre's Life and Built His Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 19 Nov 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 161 | Rich St. Pierre recounts his challenging upbringing, the impact of family dynamics, and his turbulent years of substance use. He discusses the pivotal moments that led him to recovery, including his experiences with various treatment programs and his ultimate decision to turn his life around. Rich highlights the importance of having a support system, finding new identities and passions, and maintaining accountability in recovery. He also delves into how martial arts and fitness played crucial roles in his sobriety and how he integrates these into his current life. Through his candid narration, Rich's story offers inspiration and valuable insights for anyone seeking or maintaining recovery.

00:00 Introduction and Host Background

00:29 Early Life and Family Struggles

03:20 High School and Descent into Addiction

06:09 Attempts at Recovery and Setbacks

08:36 Turning Point and Path to Recovery

18:16 Rebuilding Life and Finding Purpose

22:33 Coping with Loss in Recovery

23:27 The Importance of Therapy

24:58 Finding New Passions

26:42 Identity Beyond Addiction

29:42 The Role of Support Systems

32:37 The Power of Practice

39:03 Commitment to 12-Step Recovery

41:11 Incorporating Recovery into Daily Life

42:28 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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From Criminal Impersonation to Addiction Recovery Champion | John’s Remarkable Turnaround

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 12 Nov 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 160 | John shares his personal story of growing up in an upper-middle-class family with a high-functioning alcoholic father. Despite a good upbringing, John's young adulthood spiraled into addiction, particularly with alcohol and later cocaine. He recounts his first experiences with these substances and the pivotal moments that led to his criminal activities. John was eventually sentenced to 12 years in prison, an event that he views as life-saving. During his incarceration, John experienced a spiritual awakening and committed to changing his life. He became heavily involved in addiction services and recovery programming. Upon his release, he found support at CCAR, where he now gives back as a recovery coach and volunteer. John emphasizes the importance of suggestions over advice and advocates for multiple pathways to recovery.

00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds

00:35 Early Life and Family Dynamics

03:04 First Encounters with Substance Use

04:37 Descent into Addiction

07:00 Criminal Activities and Consequences

07:36 Turning Point and Recovery Journey

11:36 Life After Recovery

19:46 Advice and Reflections

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Introducing Stacy Charpentier | CCAR's New Executive Director

rebecca@ccar.us (Amy Albanese, Stacy Charpentier) — Sat, 9 Nov 2024 08:00:00 +0000

In this bonus episode of the Recovery Matters Podcast, we get to know Stacy Charpentier, the newly appointed Executive Director of the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR). Stacy shares her personal background, from her childhood in New Britain to her career journey that led her to CCAR. She discusses her family's struggle with addiction and recovery, highlighting the impact of her father's experience. Stacy outlines her previous roles at CCAR, including her work as the Director of Training, and emphasizes the importance of connection, communication, and compassion in recovery coaching. Stacy offers insights into the organizational culture at CCAR and shares candid advice on being genuine and the value of self-care within the community.

00:00 Introduction to the New Executive Director

00:29 Getting to Know Stacy Charpentier

01:09 Stacy's Journey to CCAR

04:01 Stacy's Personal Connection to Recovery

05:39 Family and Personal Life

09:18 Professional Growth and Achievements

13:20 The Impact of Recovery Coaching

16:52 Global Reach and Philosophy of CCAR

18:49 Sharing the Message of Recovery

19:59 The Magic of CCAR Community Centers

22:09 Supporting Each Other in Recovery

25:27 Accessing Recovery Resources

27:44 Advocacy and Awareness

28:42 Personal Reflections on Recovery

33:28 Rapid Fire Questions

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I Was Addicted, Abandoned, and Alone – But Recovery Saved Me

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 5 Nov 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Antonio shares his story of growing up in challenging conditions in Puerto Rico, dealing with family addiction, and facing abuse and bullying. His life spiraled into substance use, gang involvement, and repeated incarcerations. Despite experiencing severe lows, including near-death experiences and encounters with meth addiction, Antonio finds hope through his wife’s support and a recovery community. With a determination to change, he transforms his life, dedicating himself to recovery and helping others in similar situations. His journey exemplifies resilience and the possibility of redemption.

00:00 Introduction and Host's Background

00:31 Antonio’s Early Life and Challenges

02:14 Struggles with Addiction and Crime

09:38 Turning Point and Recovery Journey

12:17 Finding Peace and Giving Back

20:47 Discovering the Truth About My Past

21:16 Overcoming Emotional Challenges

22:06 Finding Motivation and Building Relationships

23:16 Navigating Recovery Pathways

24:50 The Dangers of Relapse

26:26 The Impact of Fentanyl

28:14 The Importance of Positive Influences

35:16 Reflecting on True Friendship

36:38 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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Homeless With A Home | My 38 Year Battle With Addiction And Finding Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 29 Oct 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Lamont is a recovery coach who overcame a decades-long battle with substance use. He shares his experiences growing up in the Bronx, his introduction to marijuana in college, and his subsequent descent into crack cocaine addiction. He also recounts his struggles, including losing jobs, family turmoil, and multiple stints in rehab. Eventually, incarceration and support from CCAR helped him find his path to recovery. Lamont now dedicates his life to helping others in their recovery journeys and emphasizes the importance of support, community, and honesty. 00:00 Introduction and Background 00:33 Early Life and College Years 01:15 The Start of Drug Use 02:38 Life in Addiction 10:34 Turning Point and Recovery Journey 18:58 Life After Recovery 24:04 Final Thoughts and Reflections ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

How COVID Shaped My Addiction Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 22 Oct 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Jovan reveals how the COVID-19 pandemic provided unexpected opportunities for virtual support and fellowship through Zoom meetings and recovery houses. Now five years sober, Jovan discusses the serenity found in peaceful environments, the importance of making amends with loved ones, and the emotional complexities of rebuilding family relationships. His story underscores the resilience needed to maintain sobriety, the support of the recovery community, and the profound impact of open-mindedness and genuine connections. Jovan's testimony highlights his dedication to recovery, his gratitude for second chances, and his journey towards becoming a more engaged father and son. 00:00 Introduction and Personal Recovery Journey 00:24 Impact of COVID-19 on Recovery 01:23 Building Fellowship During Isolation 02:48 Challenges and Gratitude in Recovery 05:13 Reflections on Addiction and Recovery 08:24 Family and Personal Growth 10:56 The Importance of Open-Mindedness in Recovery 13:56 Generational Impact of Addiction 23:27 Family Tragedies and Addiction 23:43 A Father's Struggles and Support 24:09 The Power of Recovery 25:04 Rebuilding Relationships 25:51 The Gift of Sobriety 31:34 Acts of Kindness in Recovery 36:11 Health Challenges and Resilience 42:51 Reflections and Gratitude ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

TODAY Is A GREAT Day To Be In Recovery!

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 15 Oct 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Connell shares his transformative journey on the Recovery Matters podcast, revealing how he overcame alcoholism that disrupted his marriage and career. Raised in Connecticut by a resilient single mom, he found initial recovery through a Florida rehab but faced relapses before fully committing to the process. With the support of AA and the recovery community, Connell embraced a life of integrity and self-care, ultimately becoming a dedicated father, uncle, and recovery coach. He discusses the importance of patience, meeting people where they are, and maintaining honesty. Connell highlights his personal growth, his commitment to helping others, and the fulfilling life he leads today thanks to his unwavering dedication to sobriety. 00:00 Introduction and Host Background 00:22 Early Life and Family Struggles 01:07 Descent into Addiction 02:41 Seeking Help and First Rehab Experience 04:10 Challenges in Recovery 05:44 Relapse and Realization 06:26 Returning to Recovery 07:01 Living with Integrity 08:42 Building Positive Relationships 09:25 Helping Others in Recovery 10:41 Consistency and Availability 11:40 Financial Responsibility and Gratitude 12:31 Concluding Thoughts on Recovery ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Losing It All: Jillian’s Fight to Rebuild After Addiction Took Her Children

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 8 Oct 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Jillian, a recovery coach at CCAR, shares her inspiring journey to long-term sobriety. With a clean day since February 23rd, 2021, she describes her path from battling addiction, experiencing homelessness, and losing custody of her children to embracing recovery and finding purpose as a coach. She highlights the importance of treatment, healing past traumas, and the pivotal moment she decided to change her life. Working first at Planet Fitness and then at a private treatment center, she found her calling in helping others, particularly those in situations similar to hers. Jillian emphasizes the need for support resources, particularly for mothers, and encourages those struggling to seek help before it's too late. 00:00 Introduction and Host Background 00:15 Guest Introduction and Recovery Journey 00:29 Becoming a Recovery Coach 00:52 Early Recovery Challenges 04:09 Treatment and Sober Living 06:25 Struggles and Turning Points 12:07 Rebuilding Life and Relationships 26:56 Current Life and Reflections 29:58 Advice for Those Struggling ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Escaping the Grip of Crack

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 1 Oct 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Julio discusses the challenges he faced, including a relapse after a previous seven-year sobriety streak. He candidly talks about staying away from triggering environments, the impact of his addiction on family relationships, and his transformative experiences in rehabilitation. Julio sheds light on the emotional toll of addiction, including losing loved ones and dealing with a violent upbringing. 00:00 Introduction and Personal Stories 00:32 Overcoming Relapse and Strategies for Staying Clean 01:10 Challenges and Support Systems in Recovery 02:00 Family Dynamics and Personal Struggles 02:34 Homelessness and the Path to Detox 03:55 Rehabilitation and Self-Reflection 05:25 Building Relationships and Trust in Recovery 11:06 Faith and Spiritual Growth 12:20 Early Life and Introduction to Substance Use 16:25 Realizing the Depth of Addiction 19:03 A Dangerous Encounter 20:47 Joining the Gang 22:31 First Steps to Recovery 23:56 A Life-Changing Event 24:24 Struggles with Addiction 25:50 Embracing Recovery 28:45 The Importance of Support 35:54 Words of Wisdom ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

From Methadone to Mentorship

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 24 Sep 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Brian, a person in long-term recovery, shares struggles with substance use that began in his teenage years, his journey through various treatments, and the pivotal moments that led him to seek a different path. Brian discusses his experiences with methadone and Suboxone, his involvement with the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR), and how he now gives back as a volunteer manager supporting others in their recovery journeys. His story is one of resilience, transformation, and the importance of community and hope in recovery. 00:00 Introduction and Personal Recovery Stories 02:34 Early Life and Struggles 04:29 Descent into Addiction 06:26 Realization and Attempts at Recovery 13:37 Overcoming Addiction and Finding Recovery 17:29 Life in Recovery and Giving Back 29:58 Advice for Those Struggling ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Rewriting Her Future: Betzy's Tale of Overcoming Addiction and Finding Faith

rebecca@ccar.us (Sam Allesandrine, TJ Aitken) — Tue, 17 Sep 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Betsy describes her journey from a turbulent childhood and early exposure to substance use to finding strength and purpose through faith and community support. Throughout her story, she details her personal struggles, the turning points that led her towards sobriety, and her work at the Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery, an organization that played a key role in her recovery. By reflecting on her past and embracing her faith, Betsy illustrates how transformative recovery can be, especially when one discovers one’s true purpose and builds a supportive network. 00:00 Introduction and Host Welcome 00:38 Betsy's Recovery Journey Begins 01:52 Faith and Family in Recovery 02:42 Challenges of Young Parenthood 04:39 Generational Struggles and Personal Growth 06:26 Early Exposure to Alcohol and Toxic Relationships 15:09 College Struggles and Finding CCAR 16:24 Realizations and Changes at CCAR 20:08 Parenting and Recovery 26:43 Working with the Reentry Community 32:36 Final Reflections and Message to Young Women ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Strings of Sobriety: Sam's Path to Recovery Through Music

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 10 Sep 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Sam shares her inspiring journey of long-term recovery, having been clean since August 11, 2020. Sam recounts her early life in Connecticut, her struggles with addiction, and the turning point that led her to seek help during the COVID-19 pandemic. She discusses her path through detox, rehab, and her commitment to the 12 Steps program. Sam also talks about rediscovering her passion for music, the importance of staying engaged in fun, sober activities, and her various roles in the recovery community, including her work as a peer support specialist and her creative outlets. Her story highlights the transformative power of recovery, community support, and personal growth. 00:00 Introduction and Recovery Milestones 01:32 Early Life and Struggles with Addiction 07:28 The Turning Point: Seeking Recovery 12:24 Entering Treatment and Early Sobriety 13:45 Life in a Sober House 15:32 Volunteer of the Year Award 15:44 First Job in Recovery 16:38 Music and Recovery 25:32 Fun Activities in Recovery 31:45 Identity and Recovery 35:58 Concluding Thoughts ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Broken Open: What Painkillers Taught Me About Life and Recovery w/ William Cope Moyers

rebecca@ccar.us (William Cope Moyers, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 3 Sep 2024 07:00:00 +0000

Bestselling author and national recovery advocate William Cope Moyers shares his journey of recovery, which began in 1989, and his unexpected encounter with prescribed pain medication in 2012. Despite having decades of sobriety and a wealth of recovery capital, Moyers struggled for a few years with addiction to painkillers following significant dental surgery. He highlights the complexities of addiction, the importance of anti-craving medications like Suboxone, and the stigma surrounding them. This episode explores Moyers' path to finding stability again and underscores the message that recovery is not a linear journey. His new book, “Broken Open: What Painkillers Taught Me About Life and Recovery” is out now! 00:00 Introduction and Shared Experiences 00:21 The Journey to Recovery 01:22 Defining Recovery and Sobriety 02:24 The Power of Belief and Hope 05:34 Founding of CCAR and Advocacy 09:35 Challenges and Misconceptions in Recovery 13:27 Struggles with Pain Medication 22:24 Recovery Capital and Its Importance 31:13 Hitting Rock Bottom Sober 31:44 Joining Al-Anon and Learning to Let Go 32:18 Struggling with Pain Meds and Redefining Sobriety 33:15 The God Box and Medallions 34:22 Consecutive vs. Cumulative Sobriety 38:07 Stigma Around Anti-Craving Medications 42:03 Multiple Pathways to Recovery 50:23 Personal Reflections on Life and Recovery 01:01:32 Overview of the New Book ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

How Alcohol Took Over My Life and How I Found My Way Back

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 27 Aug 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Shane shares his story of starting to drink at a young age, his college partying days, and the moment of clarity that led him to seek help. Despite numerous challenges, Shane's determination to overcome his addiction is evident. He discusses the importance of finding a personalized path to recovery and the role of sports and community outreach in his life post-recovery. The conversation highlights the power of the mind, the value of self-directed recovery, and the impact of helping others on one's own recovery journey. 00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome 00:42 Shane's Early Drinking Days 02:17 College and Escalation 03:32 Turning Point and Seeking Help 05:51 Entering Rehab and Detox 07:21 Rehab Experiences and Realizations 09:20 Transition to Outpatient Program 11:21 Helping Others and Personal Growth 14:26 Navigating Sobriety in Daily Life 16:28 The Relentless Pursuit of Success 16:58 Transforming Relationships and Social Circles 17:30 Navigating Social Situations Sober 18:26 The Power of Mindset in Overcoming Addiction 19:05 Personal Stories of Rehab and Recovery 22:44 Replacing Bad Habits with Good Ones 27:49 Commitment and Discipline in Recovery 31:22 Final Thoughts and Future Goals ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Breaking the Chains: Joe's Journey from Addiction and Incarceration to Inspiring Recovery Advocate

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 20 Aug 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Joe, who has been sober since November 11th, 2021, shares his story of battling addiction, the impact of early life experiences, and the moment of surrender that led him to recovery. Highlights include Joe's experience growing up in a family of drinkers, the trauma of losing his father, his transformative prison experiences, and how he has turned his recovery into a platform for giving back and inspiring others. 00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds 00:53 Joe's Journey into Recovery Coaching 03:37 Early Life and Family Struggles 06:48 The Impact of Loss and Addiction 15:08 The Turning Point: Surrender and Rebirth 17:39 The Turning Point: Making a Decision in Jail 18:42 Finding Faith and Surrendering to a Higher Power 20:01 Discovering AA and the 12 Steps 20:24 The Power of Gratitude and Journaling 21:40 Rebuilding Life After Prison 23:37 Engaging with CCAR and Recovery Coaching 27:23 Launching Big Joe Recovery 30:59 Living a Life of Integrity and Wellness 32:53 Final Reflections and Words of Wisdom ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Tommy Rosen on the Role of Medication in Addiction Treatment

rebecca@ccar.us (Tommy Rosen, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 6 Aug 2024 08:00:00 +0000

On this week's Recovery Matters Podcast, Phil and Tommy Rosen discuss the current state of addiction treatment, with a focus on the over-reliance on medication. They reflect on their personal recovery journeys, highlighting the importance of 12-step programs, yoga, and other non-pharmacological methods to achieve lasting sobriety. Rosen shares his transformation through yoga and meditation, manifesting a broader vision of recovery beyond traditional methods. The conversation delves into the significance of offering multiple pathways to recovery, the impact of the addictive past, and the essential spiritual pursuit of purpose in life. 00:00 Introduction and Greetings 00:52 Concerns About Medication in Addiction Treatment 02:21 Historical Perspective on Addiction Treatment 03:36 The Rise of Medication-Assisted Treatment 05:44 Personal Recovery Stories and Philosophies 14:48 The Role of Yoga in Recovery 22:21 Childhood Reflections and Hyperactivity 24:44 Reflecting on Childhood and Early Challenges 25:54 Struggles with Addiction and Substance Use 30:51 The Turning Point: Embracing Recovery 31:26 The Power of the 12 Steps 34:13 Relapse and Redemption 39:26 Exploring New Paths to Recovery 49:24 Finding Meaning and Purpose in Life 53:47 Conclusion and Future Plans ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Reducing the Harm | Harm Reduction Discussion

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 30 Jul 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Cameron, a Harm Reduction Coordinator, delves into the complexity of human behavior, societal structures, and the importance of humane treatment for individuals still using substances. They discuss philosophical and practical aspects of harm reduction, including the distribution of clean syringes and Narcan, drug checking, and the necessity of treating those with substance use disorders with dignity and respect. This episode provides a comprehensive look at the different paths to recovery and the vital role harm reduction plays in keeping communities safe. 00:00 Introduction and Personal Recovery Stories 00:47 Challenges and Turning Points in Recovery 05:04 Understanding Harm Reduction 08:59 Harm Reduction in Practice 12:40 The Importance of Compassion and Dignity 14:18 The Role of Harm Reduction in Public Health 25:16 Personal Reflections and Future Goals 39:25 Conclusion and Final Thoughts ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Meth: My Daily Bread For The Last 19 Years | Recovery Story

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 23 Jul 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Michael celebrated one year of sobriety on June 24th, 2024. He delves into his deep-rooted battle with addiction. Michael details his life as an everyday meth user, starting at the age of 21, despite coming from a family with a history of substance use. He recounts his initial meth experience at an after-hours party in Fort Lauderdale and how he got entangled in a drug-fueled lifestyle that included sex clubs and parties. Michael shares his struggles with heroin and his transition into IV drug use, his relationships, and the domestic violence he endured, which led to contracting HIV. He speaks candidly about his eventually turning to escorting as a means of survival and how the COVID-19 lockdowns brought him back to the East Coast. The pivotal moment for Michael came when he received a federal target letter, prompting him to seek recovery. He discusses his path to sobriety, including attending meetings at CCAR, taking care of his aunt, and engaging in therapy. Michael's story is a testament to the resilience required to overcome addiction and the transformative power of recovery. 00:00 Introduction to TJ and Michael 00:08 Michael's Journey into Addiction 02:50 The Party Lifestyle and Meth 03:52 Experiences with Different Drugs 05:15 Struggles and Turning Points 14:25 Life in the Gay Community 25:05 Relationships and Domestic Violence 32:38 Path to Recovery 36:05 Finding New Pathways 39:12 Conclusion and Reflections ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Injured At Work: James' Battle with Prescription Meds & Alcohol (Recovery Journey)

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ AitKen, James Sweat) — Tue, 16 Jul 2024 08:00:00 +0000

James, an author, entrepreneur, podcaster, and life coach, shares his tumultuous journey dealing with substance use, injuries, and life's setbacks. He details how his fiancée and a spiritual awakening led him to sobriety, eventually becoming a motivational writer and recovery coach. With an emphasis on the importance of a supportive community, therapy, and spirituality, James highlights the transformative power of recovery and the impact of addressing both physical and emotional pain. 00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction 01:43 James' Journey to Recovery 03:13 Overcoming Physical and Emotional Pain 05:19 Writing and Promoting Books 09:53 Spiritual Awakening and Recovery 15:03 Challenges and Lessons from the Streets 22:22 Turning Point and New Beginnings 23:01 Shared Experiences and Reflections 23:19 Challenges of Jail Life 24:14 Path to Recovery 24:37 Holistic Approach to Well-being 25:51 Importance of Community Support 26:29 Role of Recovery Coaching 27:24 Finding Purpose in Recovery 30:39 Consistency and New Habits 35:35 Volunteering and Community Engagement 37:05 Final Thoughts and Connection ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

From Gang President to Addiction Recovery Mentor | The Power of Recovery Coaching

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 9 Jul 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Jose shares his compelling journey from a troubled childhood in Puerto Rico and chaotic life in Bridgeport, CT, to a life led by addiction, criminal activity, and multiple incarcerations. He candidly discusses the trials of his youth, becoming a drug dealer, battling with heroin and crack addiction, and the impact it had on his family and personal life. The turning point came when he encountered recovery coaches from CCAR. With their support, Jose transformed his life, found purpose, reconnected with his family, and now dedicates himself to helping others in similar situations, illustrating the power and possibility of recovery. 00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction 00:40 Jose's Early Life in Puerto Rico 00:54 Transition to the United States 01:22 First Encounters with Drugs 02:29 Descent into Addiction 02:50 Life on the Streets 08:20 First Incarceration and Aftermath 12:50 Struggles with Recovery 18:32 A Turning Point 21:41 Facing the Judge: A Heartfelt Plea 23:31 A Turning Point: The Power of Recovery Coaching 24:37 A New Beginning: Becoming a Volunteer 26:06 Learning and Growing: Embracing Recovery 33:59 Reconnecting with Family: Actions Speak Louder 37:56 The Power of Community: Finding Purpose 41:47 A New Addiction: Living and Loving Life 42:14 Final Thoughts: The Journey of Recovery ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Honesty in Healing: Jake’s Path to True Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (TJ Aitken) — Tue, 2 Jul 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Jake shares his initial struggles with addiction, multiple attempts at recovery, and the significant turning points that led him to a sustainable, fulfilling life in sobriety. They discuss the challenges of early recovery, the importance of honesty and authentic support, and how Jake eventually found contentment and purpose, including his work in the recovery space and achieving personal milestones like marriage. 00:00 Introduction and Host's Recovery Journey 00:19 Guest Jake's Recovery Story Begins 01:20 The Turning Point: Seeking Help 03:40 Challenges in Detox 12:36 Life in Residential Program 14:56 Conflict and Resolution 19:58 Relapse and Continued Struggles 21:09 Starting the Recovery Journey 22:11 Struggles and Realizations 23:42 Finding a New Path 27:51 Embracing Honesty 29:29 Building a New Life 35:10 Life Today and Reflections ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

My Wake-Up Call Came in Prison | A Conversation on Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 25 Jun 2024 08:00:00 +0000

In this compelling episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, host TJ engages in an inspiring conversation with Craig M., a person in recovery who has been clean since April 19th, 2018. Craig shares raw and heartfelt details about his tumultuous past, including his discovery of being adopted, struggles with addiction, and multiple incarcerations. This story highlights the transformative power of recovery, the importance of building a supportive network, and the profound realizations that led Craig to embrace a new life. His journey from darkness to redemption is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the impact of a strong recovery community. 00:00 Introduction to TJ and Craig's Recovery Journey 01:08 Craig's Early Life and Adoption Revelation 03:57 Descent into Addiction and Legal Troubles 05:57 Struggles with Recovery and Relapse 09:59 Turning Point in Prison 19:05 Life in Prison and Recovery Program 24:51 Struggling with Addiction in Prison 25:44 A Turning Point: April 19th, 2018 27:04 Rejoining the Recovery Program 28:07 Fighting for Health and Recovery 28:58 Discovering CCAR and Peer Mentorship 30:29 Creating a New Life Plan 35:00 Overcoming Temptations and Staying Clean 43:22 The Importance of a Strong Network 44:38 Conclusion and Reflections ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

"God Did For Me What I Couldn't Do For Myself": A Powerful Story of Addiction and Hope

rebecca@ccar.us (Celine Dieppa, TJ Aitken) — Tue, 18 Jun 2024 08:00:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, Celine recounts her struggles and ultimate surrender to addiction, a process that began with a tumultuous life marked by desperation and withdrawal symptoms. Her compelling story highlights the physical and mental challenges of finding a detox facility and the pivotal moment of divine intervention that led her to recovery. Celine also discusses her upbringing in a household affected by substance misuse, the emotional toll it took on her, and how she overcame familial and personal battles. The episode concludes with Celine reflecting on her meaningful recovery process, her ongoing relationship with her higher power, and her dedication to helping others as a recovery coach. 00:00 Introduction and Host's Background 00:19 Guest's Early Recovery Journey 01:26 Struggles and Turning Points 04:15 Desperation and Seeking Help 06:51 Finding Hope and Support 11:07 Temptation and Support in Recovery 14:01 Host's Temptation Story 15:06 Changes in Recovery Over Time 15:21 Guest's Childhood and Upbringing 15:28 Growing Up in West Hartford 16:02 Life with a Tricarious Mother 16:58 Childhood Trauma and Drug Exposure 20:05 Struggles with Alcohol 22:38 The Turning Point 26:44 Rebuilding and Recovery 32:53 Words of Encouragement ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

From Darkness to Light: A Journey Through Addiction and Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Jason Dorsey, TJ Aitken) — Tue, 11 Jun 2024 08:00:00 +0000

In this emotional episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, host TJ chats with Jason, who shares the intense and harrowing story of his struggles with addiction and his path to recovery. Jason reveals his early start with substance use at the age of 12, driven by an abusive household, and his subsequent descent into the world of drugs and criminal activity. The narrative covers his multiple incarcerations, the lows of his addiction, moments of introspection, and pivotal turning points. Jason also talks about how he found a support system through Narcotics Anonymous, rediscovered his self-worth, and eventually turned his life around. This episode serves as a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the possibility of recovery. 00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction 00:30 Jason's Early Drug Use and Family Struggles 02:41 Life on the Streets and First Encounter with Cocaine 07:21 Living with a New Family and Deeper Involvement in Drugs 10:50 First Trouble with the Law and Juvenile Detention 14:16 Life in Juvenile Detention and Reinforced Addiction 17:52 The Halfway House Experience 18:19 A Counselor's Eye-Opening Advice 20:01 Struggles with Relapse 21:54 A Humbling Experience 23:33 A Turning Point 26:02 Starting Over 32:28 Recovery and Rediscovery ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

I Didn't Think I Belonged: How Recovery Helped Me Embrace My Identity

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 4 Jun 2024 08:00:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, host TJ, a young person in long-term recovery, converses with Mike, who has been in recovery since March 5, 1984. Mike shares his journey, beginning with his struggles with alcohol from the age of 12, escalating during his time in the Air Force, and eventually leading to his turning point at 21. They discuss the role of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA), the importance of connection in recovery, and the concept of living one day at a time. Mike also opens up about his experience of coming to terms with his sexuality and the eventual acceptance from his family. Both TJ and Mike emphasize the significance of honesty, dealing with fear, and the support from peers in their recovery journeys. Mike reflects on the realization that most fears are unfounded and talks about the evolution of his personal identity while in recovery. 00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction 00:31 Mike's Early Struggles with Alcohol 02:18 The Turning Point: Entering Recovery 05:12 The Importance of Connection in Recovery 05:29 TJ's Recovery Journey 07:46 Identity and Recovery 10:27 Living Authentically in Recovery 15:40 Overcoming Fear and Shame 18:34 Final Thoughts and Reflections ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Cancer Warriors: Finding Strength in Community & Self-Care

rebecca@ccar.us (Jackie Antos, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 16 Apr 2024 08:00:00 +0000

Phil discusses his diagnosis of diffuse aggressive B-cell non-Hodgkin's lymphoma and his reflections on dealing with cancer for the second time, emphasizing his attempts to put affairs in order and contemplate the significance of life and the possibility of an afterlife. Jackie shares her story of being diagnosed with leukemia at 17, undergoing a bone marrow transplant, and facing various long-term side effects and subsequent cancer diagnoses. The conversation also explores their attitudes towards treatment decisions, the importance of self-care, and the support they've received from their community. Throughout, both exhibit a strong sense of resilience, focusing on living in the present, the therapeutic value of creating art, and the idea of legacy and impact on others. 00:00 A Heartfelt Conversation on Cancer and Resilience 02:32 The Second Battle: Doubts and Reflections 13:35 Navigating Treatment Choices and Embracing Uncertainty 18:52 Exploring Faith and Spirituality Through Cancer Recovery 22:06 Reflecting on Life's Challenges and the Journey of Recovery 22:19 Embracing Retirement and Passing the Torch 23:33 The Essence of Recovery and Self-Care 27:22 Personal Growth and Future Aspirations 34:41 The Healing Power of Community Support and Spirituality 38:37 Navigating the Side Effects of Treatment and Embracing Change ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Facing Cancer Again: A Real and Raw Conversation

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 5 Mar 2024 18:20:00 +0000

In this raw and deeply personal conversation, previously recorded on 2/6/24, Sandy and Phil Valentine openly discuss Phil's cancer diagnosis and the impact it is having on their lives. As Phil is preparing to start chemotherapy for Non-Hodgkin's B Cell Lymphoma, they reflect on their experiences of Phil's previous bout with cancer in 2010. Sandy expresses her struggle with seeing her partner in pain again while Phil shares his contemplation on death, revealing spiritual questions and emotional fears. The couple discusses the importance of kindness, community and maintaining a strong support system. Through it all, they highlight the importance of recovery and their faith, reiterating their determination to stay resilient against cancer. 00:00 Introduction and Catching Up 00:06 Reflecting on Past Experiences with Cancer 01:35 Dealing with Emotions and Anger 02:27 Facing a New Diagnosis: Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma 05:07 Understanding the Medical Process and Delays 05:44 Navigating the Healthcare System 07:54 Contemplating Mortality and the Afterlife 08:44 Facing the Possibility of Death 14:31 Dealing with Anger and Emotional Changes 18:18 Understanding the Treatment Regimen 18:46 The Four Quadrants of Health 21:16 The Role of Art in Coping 24:20 Facing Chemotherapy 30:34 The Impact on Family 33:00 The Power of Kindness 34:55 Coming to Terms with the Unknown ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Journey through Recovery: A Conversation with Dr. Rick Davila

rebecca@ccar.us (Dr. Richard Davila, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 19 Dec 2023 09:00:00 +0000

Journey through Recovery: A Conversation with Dr. Rick Davila In this podcast episode, Dr. Rick Davila shares his personal journey with recovery from alcohol addiction which started in October 1966, when he was only seven years old. He shares about his transformative years, the importance of 12-step recovery programs and his strong emphasis on AA meetings for his recovery. Davila explains his experience of transitioning from a troubled adolescent, a military stint and his struggle with heavy alcoholism to becoming a recovery coach. Despite his struggles, he emphasizes his commitment to helping others battling with addiction. He reflects upon the evolution of alcohol and drug rehabilitation treatment, and the emergence of multiple pathways to recovery beyond the traditional 12 step programs. Finally, he expresses his view on maintaining daily recovery wellness and his continued commitment to assisting others on their path to recovery. 00:00 Introduction and Guest Presentation 00:05 Dr. Rick Davila's Early Life and Recovery Journey 01:13 Military Service and Struggles with Alcohol 02:33 Discovering Alcoholics Anonymous and Recovery Culture 04:04 The Struggles and Challenges of Early Recovery 07:27 Transition into the Field of Helping Others 08:14 The Impact of Ego and Power in Recovery 10:36 Returning to the Field and Overcoming Challenges 16:19 Maintaining Recovery and Giving Back to the Community 16:51 Reflections on Multiple Pathways to Recovery 20:17 Closing Remarks and Reflections ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Conversations on Recovery: An Open Discussion with Kevin Connelli

rebecca@ccar.us (Kevin Connelli, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 21 Nov 2023 09:00:00 +0000

Connolly shares his personal experiences with drug and alcohol addiction, the impact it had on his relationships and the constant cycle of recovery and relapse. He discusses his experiences with treatment centers and the struggle of finding inner peace. Despite battling his addiction, Connelli also opens up about his desire to help others, hinting at potentially becoming a recovery coach himself. The candid dialogue offers a deep and genuine insight into the struggles, fears, and hopes surrounding the road to recovery.

00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction

00:31 Understanding Recovery and Its Impact

01:16 Childhood and Early Life Experiences

02:43 Passions and Interests Growing Up

04:56 Transition into Teenage Years and Early Signs of Addiction

08:20 Struggles with Addiction and Consequences

11:57 Attempts at Recovery and Relapses

11:59 Impact of Addiction on Personal Relationships

17:29 Current State of Recovery and Future Aspirations

27:34 The Importance of Helping Others in Recovery

28:09 Understanding Impulsivity in Addiction

30:12 The Struggle of Relapse

32:09 The Role of Faith in Recovery

35:44 The Consequences of Relapse

36:45 The Power of Choice in Recovery

45:12 The Fear of Relapse

49:11 The Value of Continuous Recovery

52:35 The Role of Helping Others in Personal Recovery

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Self-Detoxification and the Road to Sobriety

rebecca@ccar.us (Nico Morales, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 14 Nov 2023 09:00:00 +0000

A conversation with Nico Morales about his journey through addiction, recovery, and personal development.

00:00 Starting the Recovery Journey

01:18 Embracing Recovery

02:50 Overcoming Addiction

05:05 A Typical Day in Addiction

02:46 Finding Purpose in Recovery

41:22 Recovering from Collapse Hips

45:18 Conclusion

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From Prison to Transformation: Jesse's Journey of Recovery and Redemption

rebecca@ccar.us (Jesse Kaplan, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 26 Sep 2023 08:00:00 +0000

In this riveting episode, Jesse shares his tumultuous journey from incarceration to recovery. With multiple stints in prison and unsuccessful treatments, he found himself at the crossroads of life when his brother faced a life-threatening accident. Forced to confront the reality of his choices, Jesse took the difficult path towards self-improvement, personal growth, and healing. Now a recovery coach at Teen Challenge, he offers an unflinching look at the struggles and triumphs of fighting addiction. This episode delves into the power of community, the significance of accountability, and the profound impact of genuine transformation. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Turning Advocacy into Action: Randy Anderson's Journey from Recovery to Reform

rebecca@ccar.us (Randy Anderson, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 12 Sep 2023 08:00:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters Podcast, host Phil interviews Randy Anderson, a person living in long-term recovery since January 9, 2005. Randy is also a recovery coach and the founder of Bold North Recovery. The episode delves into Randy's journey from addiction to recovery, highlighting the significant role that law enforcement intervention played in his life. Randy shares a pivotal moment in his treatment when a counselor's challenging words ignited his determination to recover. Randy also discusses his advocacy work, particularly in the realm of drug sentencing reform. He emphasizes the racial disparities in the criminal justice system and calls for more people in recovery to get politically involved. Randy believes that the only way to bring about meaningful change is for people in recovery to have a seat at every table, or better yet, to build their own table for others to join. The episode serves as a powerful testament to the transformative power of recovery and the importance of advocacy in effecting systemic change. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Power of Mentorship in Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Nicole Stroub, Rebecca Allen) — Tue, 22 Aug 2023 08:00:00 +0000

Nicole, a dedicated recovery coach, and advocate, shares her transformative journey through addiction, recovery, and becoming a guiding force in the lives of others. Nicole's story begins with her struggles with substance use, which led to an eventual realization of her need for change. With determination and support, she embarked on a path of recovery, facing challenges and rebuilding trust with her children along the way. Nicole's dedication to mental health and the holistic aspects of recovery is evident throughout her narrative. She emphasizes the importance of addressing mental health simultaneously with substance use treatment, sharing how she integrated coping skills and structure into her parenting style. Her commitment to her own recovery and helping others eventually led her to become a recovery coach, a role she wholeheartedly embraced. Through her coaching work, Nicole witnessed the power of mentorship and building a support system in the recovery process. She highlights the transformative impact of coaching, describing the satisfaction of seeing individuals experience relief from the grip of addiction. Nicole also discusses the significance of finding a spiritual path that resonates personally, as well as the integration of holistic modalities like reiki, meditation, and essential oils to support well-being in recovery. Nicole's story underscores the importance of perseverance, community, and embracing one's passions in the recovery journey. From battling addiction to becoming a recovery coach, she exemplifies the potential for personal growth and positive change when one commits to a life of sobriety and helping others. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Renegade Recovery: Embracing Diverse Paths to Healing

rebecca@ccar.us (Kathie G. Short, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 15 Aug 2023 08:00:00 +0000

In this podcast episode, Sandy and Phil interview Kathie, who shares her journey of recovery and how she helps others on their recovery paths. Kathy's story is a unique blend of personal experiences, challenges, and triumphs. Kathie's life took a significant turn when she became involved with Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) in 2010, which she credits with saving her life and changing her lifestyle. She emphasizes the transformative impact of AA's 12-step program on her life. However, Kathie also introduces her approach as a "Renegade AA person," recognizing that people in recovery need more than just the traditional 12-step approach. Kathie's work extends beyond AA meetings. She discusses her involvement with an IOP (Intensive Outpatient) treatment program at a hospital, where she provides support to individuals dealing with a variety of challenges, including alcohol and drug issues, PTSD, depression, and anxiety. Kathie adapts the 12-step approach to cater to these diverse needs, integrating additional elements like yoga, meditation, and nature excursions into her methods. Kathie's past is marked by personal struggles, including dealing with her parents' divorce at a young age, which significantly impacted her sense of self and desire to please others. She describes her journey through marriages, losses, and various coping mechanisms, including alcohol and drug use. Through her own experiences, Kathie offers wisdom and advice to those seeking recovery. She encourages individuals to reach out for help before they succumb to desperate situations, emphasizing the importance of seeking support and finding healthy outlets. Kathie's dedication to helping others find their unique paths to recovery and well-being is evident in her commitment to hosting meetings, offering guidance, and fostering a sense of community. Overall, Kathie's story is one of resilience, growth, and compassion. Her approach to recovery serves as a reminder that there is no one-size-fits-all solution, and individuals should explore different pathways to find what works best for them. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Importance of Harm Reduction: A Conversation with Corri Mercy

rebecca@ccar.us (Corri Mercy, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 8 Aug 2023 08:00:00 +0000

Corri, a harm reduction advocate, shares her journey of personal recovery from substance use and self-destructive behaviors. They discuss their role as the manager of drug user health at Nastad, a nonprofit organization focusing on harm reduction. Corri explains that Nastad operates a Technical Assistance Center for Harm Reduction, providing resources and training to support harm reduction practices for various organizations and individuals. They introduce harm reduction strategies like syringe exchange programs and safe consumption sites. Syringe exchange programs allow individuals to safely dispose of used syringes and obtain sterile ones, reducing the spread of infectious diseases and encouraging treatment. Safe consumption sites provide supervised spaces for substance use, with medical professionals present to prevent overdoses and offer resources. Phil inquires about the arguments against safe consumption sites, to which Corri emphasizes the importance of compassion and support over shame and stigma. They believe that meeting individuals where they are and providing a nonjudgmental environment can make a significant positive impact. Corri opens up about her personal recovery journey, their struggles with opioid use, and other self-destructive behaviors. They found recovery through therapy, community support, and engaging in creative activities such as yoga, aerial arts, and art journaling. Corri is open about occasional recreational substance use like marijuana and wine, which they view within a harm reduction context. They discuss their upcoming presentation at the Multiple Pathways to Recovery conference in August, where they plans to delve into harm reduction principles and how they can be incorporated into different practices. Throughout the conversation, Corri emphasizes the importance of harm reduction as a way to provide support, compassion, and resources to individuals struggling with substance use and promote their overall well-being. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Recovery Movie Meetups | Ted Perkins

rebecca@ccar.us (Ted Perkins, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 1 Aug 2023 08:00:00 +0000

Ted Perkins is a former Universal Pictures and Warner Bros. Studio executive, university lecturer, public speaker, Hollywood producer, virtual reality entrepreneur, and successful working film and TV series screenwriter. He volunteers his time as an addiction and recovery YouTube personality, sobriety mentor, and has helped thousands of people on their recovery journey through his essays, videos and weekly SMART Recovery meetings. He is the author of ADDICTED in FILM: Movies We Love About the Habits We Hate and Founder/CEO of the new mutual support meeting format Recovery Movie Meet-Ups. Perkins has lived and worked in over 50 countries, and now resides in Los Angeles. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Recovery from Addiction: The Importance of Community and Evidence-Based Practices

rebecca@ccar.us (Dr. Cassandra Dorius, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 25 Jul 2023 08:00:00 +0000

In this podcast episode, Dr. Cassandra Dorius and hosts Phil & Sandy discuss the importance of community and evidence-based practices in recovery from addiction. Dr. Dorius, who lost her brother to alcoholism, shares her personal experiences with addiction and recovery, and her work in establishing Recovery Community Centers (RCCs) in Iowa. She emphasizes the importance of creating welcoming spaces for people in recovery, and the need for flexibility and adaptability in providing support. They also discuss the impact of substance use disorders and recovery on individuals, families, and communities. They talk about the importance of considering the entire community around a person with a substance use disorder, and the ripple effects it can have on others. They also touch on the idea of recovery being contagious and how it strengthens communities. The conversation then moves on to the topic of evidence-based practices. Dr. Dorius raises the question of whether the term "evidence-based practice" has become somewhat of a throwaway phrase, and people use it without fully understanding or having actual evidence to back it up. She emphasizes the importance of being skeptical and critical of research and data, while also acknowledging the need for good governance and making decisions based on both data and common sense. Finally, the speakers touch on the impact of technology and the pandemic on young people and their need for self-medicating at younger ages. They emphasize the need to adapt interventions and practices to suit the current generation's unique challenges. This podcast episode provides a valuable overview of the complex and multifaceted nature of recovery work. It highlights the importance of community, evidence-based practices, and being mindful and adaptable in helping individuals on their recovery journey. For everything Recovery Matters Podcast, visit https://linktr.ee/recoverymatters ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Powerlessness Over Alcohol: Taylor's Story of Acceptance and Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 18 Jul 2023 08:00:00 +0000

Taylor's story begins with her early exposure to alcohol and its social allure, leading her into a tumultuous world of partying and experimentation with drugs. As she delves into her twenties, she finds herself spiraling into codependent and abusive relationships. Despite attempts to pursue education, her life seems fragmented and lacking stability. However, amidst the chaos, Taylor's determination shines through as she takes the brave step of seeking therapy. Her therapist becomes a guiding light, helping her to unravel the complexities of her past and navigate her emotions. Taylor's journey into self-awareness and healing unfolds, setting the foundation for her recovery path. Taylor's path to recovery takes her through AA meetings and intensive outpatient programs. She shares her experiences of leveling up her drinking habits, experimenting with substances, and finally acknowledging her powerlessness over alcohol. Her dedication to therapy and AA meetings empowers her to confront her past, heal from traumas, and find a renewed sense of self-worth. As her life takes a positive turn, Taylor realizes the importance of staying connected to people in recovery, her sponsor, and supportive friends. Her spiritual condition evolves, finding solace in prayers and embracing a unique and personal relationship with a higher power. Taylor's recovery journey is further enriched by her newfound role as a mother, where she discovers the significance of faith and letting go of fears. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Finding Your True Self in Sobriety, Even When Your Partner Doesn't Support your Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Sonia Kahlon, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 11 Jul 2023 08:00:00 +0000

As a recovery coach with over six years of sobriety, Sonia Kahlon shares her personal struggles with addiction and how she found her path to healing. Originally from Toronto, Canada, Sonia has been living in the States for 25 years. She reflects on her early experiences attending non-12-step meetings, where she initially felt disconnected from the recovery community. Growing up as the only Indian kid in a predominantly white school, Sonia always felt like she didn't fit in, a common experience for many individuals who turn to addiction. Alcohol was introduced to her at a young age, and she vividly recalls the void it filled in her life, temporarily alleviating anxiety and discomfort. Over time, alcohol became both a social lubricant and a coping mechanism, leading to a decade-long battle with binge drinking. Sonia's drinking escalated when she started a business after college, using alcohol to escape the pressures of work. This took a toll on her mental and physical well-being, resulting in sleepless nights and constant hangovers. Although she acknowledged the problem a few years before quitting, Sonia struggled to imagine a life without alcohol and feared missing out on experiences. However, Sonia's perspective began to shift when she explored new interests and hobbies that she had neglected during her drinking years. By selling her business and working with incarcerated individuals and victims of sex trafficking, she discovered fulfillment in serving others. Embracing her curiosity, she reignited her passion for art and writing, using these creative outlets to express her journey of sobriety. Despite her ex-husband's lack of support, Sonia found strength and the encouragement to seek recovery on her own. Throughout the episode, Sonia addresses the challenges she faced when her ex-husband questioned her sobriety and blamed it for their relationship issues. She recognized that his criticisms stemmed from his discomfort with her new identity as a sober person. Despite the pain caused by their breakup, Sonia firmly believes that her recovery and sobriety were not the problem. She acknowledges the transformative power of recovery in her personal growth and finding her true purpose—helping other high-functioning addicts who may struggle to identify with traditional notions of addiction. https://www.joineverblume.com/ Instagram: @joineverblume Facebook: @everblume TikTok: @EverBlume Twitter: @everblume ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Navigating Addiction, Trauma, and the Quest for Visibility

rebecca@ccar.us (Katrina Masi, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 20 Jun 2023 08:00:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters Podcast, our guest Katrina opens up about her journey, starting from a young age. Growing up in a chaotic and dysfunctional household, Katrina felt invisible, yearning to be seen and heard. She found solace in substances, which initially numbed her inner demons and provided a sense of belonging. As she delves into her story, Katrina reflects on her early experiences with alcohol at the age of 11, a pivotal moment that awakened something within her. Seeking comfort and an escape from her pain, she turned to alcohol, weed, pills, and eventually more potent substances. Katrina's childhood was marked by the absence of parental guidance, as her parents divorced when she was in the third grade. Her mother struggled with alcohol addiction, while her father drank heavily. With little supervision, Katrina and her siblings navigated their upbringing independently, forming a tight-knit bond amidst the challenges they faced. Financial struggles were a constant, and the lack of parental presence left Katrina feeling unprotected and yearning for stability. Our hosts, Sandy and Phil, draw parallels from their own experiences, relating to how substances became their armor against social anxiety and allowed them to navigate the world. Despite their different backgrounds, they share the common thread of seeking solace through substance use. Sandy and Phil explore Katrina's feelings of invisibility and her ability to live in the shadows, unraveling her need for recognition and acceptance. Katrina's anger in middle school was an expression of her pent-up emotions, a manifestation of her feeling invisible and unheard. She adopted a tough persona, pushing people away and embracing a "don't care" attitude. This led to confrontations and bouts of bullying, although Katrina herself admits that she was not a skilled fighter. As the conversation progresses, Katrina's vulnerability shines through, and she reflects on her past with a mix of remorse and understanding. Through sharing her story, she aims to shed light on the complexities of addiction and the underlying pain that often drives it. Join us for this heartfelt conversation as Katrina courageously shares her journey, highlighting the power of resilience and the hope of recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Tiffany's Harrowing Journey through Addiction and Resilience | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 121

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera, Don Smith) — Tue, 23 May 2023 07:00:00 +0000

In this gripping podcast episode, we meet Tiffany, a 33-year-old hospital patient with a harrowing journey of addiction and resilience. Tiffany shares her story, beginning with her troubled childhood, marked by strict parenting and sexual abuse. Seeking solace outside her home, she turned to drugs and joined a gang at the age of 16. As Tiffany's drug use escalated, she experimented with various substances, including cocaine and opioids. Unaware of the risks and dangers, she became dependent on prescription medication, leading her down a destructive path. Eventually, she turned to heroin, engaging in prostitution and engaging in risky behaviors to sustain her addiction. Tiffany's life took a tragic turn when she witnessed her friend being murdered while trying to protect her. Despite this traumatic event, Tiffany couldn't break free from her addiction. Her desperation led her into a dangerous encounter where she narrowly escaped being killed herself. After countless encounters with law enforcement, hospital visits, and failed attempts at getting clean, Tiffany finally reached a turning point. On June 12th, 2022, she found herself in the hospital with a heart infection caused by drug use. This incident, coupled with her immense suffering, motivated her to seek a way out. Although Tiffany's journey is filled with darkness and despair, her story ultimately carries a message of hope and transformation. Join us as we explore Tiffany's path to recovery, her battles with mental health issues, and her quest for redemption amidst the grips of addiction. Through her raw and honest account, Tiffany sheds light on the complex nature of addiction, the depths of despair it can lead to, and the resilience and strength required to reclaim one's life. Her story serves as a reminder of the importance of compassion, understanding, and support in helping individuals break free from the cycle of addiction. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Shaun Weiss, The Mighty Ducks Star, Shares His Inspiring Story of Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 120

Tue, 16 May 2023 07:00:00 +0000

Prepare to be inspired as Shaun Weiss, renowned for his role as Greg Goldberg in The Mighty Ducks, joins Phil and Sandy on an episode of the captivating Recovery Matters podcast. Shaun's story is one of resilience, as he not only triumphed over addiction but also overcame homelessness and the challenges of life on the streets. Throughout this engaging conversation, he shares his path to recovery and how he continues to nurture his well-being today. Initially perplexed by the inspiration others drew from his story, he persevered in sharing it, only truly understanding its significance after encountering Matthew Perry's transformative narrative. Fueled by this newfound understanding, Shaun aspires to be the beacon of hope that Perry was to him, guiding others toward recovery. Shaun's story is one of triumph over adversity. Today, he cherishes his recovery and diligently cares for it. Prepare to be moved by Shaun's captivating tale of redemption and resilience. Join the Recovery Matters podcast to witness firsthand the indomitable spirit of someone who has reclaimed their life. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Chelsea's Journey to Sobriety and Mental Health Wellness | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 119

Tue, 2 May 2023 08:30:00 +0000

Chelsea grew up in a religious part of the South United States. After graduating from high school, she moved out of her parents' house and began partying, smoking weed and eventually trying drugs like ecstasy and crystal meth. She thought she was just having a good time with everyone else, but quickly realized that her substance use had become an addiction. Chelsea began to experience sleep deprivation as a result of her drug use. She would stay up for days at a time, and when she finally did sleep, she would only get a few hours. This sleep deprivation had a profound impact on her mental health. She began to experience delusions, paranoia, and hallucinations. She also became increasingly irritable and aggressive. Chelsea's family eventually intervened and took her to treatment. She was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and addiction, and she began a long and difficult journey to recovery. She has been sober for over 10 years, and she is now a vocal advocate for mental health awareness. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Finding Redemption: Overcoming Addiction and Violence | Ryan Sims | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 118

rebecca@ccar.us (Ryan Sims, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 25 Apr 2023 08:30:00 +0000

Ryan Sims, a Department of Corrections Recovery Coach, discusses his difficult childhood experience, including his mother's drug addiction and molestation, and his early experiences with drinking and smoking, which eventually led to his first time in prison. He also reflects on finding acceptance and identity while incarcerated, his journey of recovery and self-acceptance, and how his life changed after finding recovery through a recovery coach. As a former member of a well known biker gang, he reflects on his violent past experiences and how he found redemption through recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Exploring Addiction and Recovery through Storytelling and Acting | Bob Lo Bue | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 117

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Bob Lo Bue, Melvin Cabrera, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 18 Apr 2023 08:30:00 +0000

"Visions" is a moving play that tackles substance use and recovery through depicting the journey of addiction and the awakening of individuals to their problem, leading them to seek help and join Twelve Step programs. The play has reached tens of thousands of people, with the troupe performing in rehabilitation centers, hospitals, shelters, youth houses, and correction centers, where they use the powerful medium of theater to educate about addiction and show that recovery is possible. The play has also been presented to churches, schools, and communities, usually with no fee, except for raising money for charitable organizations. The cast and crew have formed a not-for-profit organization, Visions Recovery Inc, dedicated to substance use prevention and recovery education. Bob L., the author, producer/director, initially penned the images in his head during breaks on his job in an automotive plant, and after facing initial rejection from community theaters, he sought help from friends and acquaintances to form a cast. The play has won several awards for community service and volunteerism, including the State of New Jersey Governor's Volunteer Award in the Arts and Humanities and the Presidential Points of Light Award. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

TikTok Famous to Suicide Prevention Champion | Rex ShadesEagle | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 116

rebecca@ccar.us (Rex ShadesEagle, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 11 Apr 2023 08:30:00 +0000

Rex ShadesEagle returns to our podcast, discussing the unexpected success of his TikTok video which gained 3.6 million views. Despite the popularity, Rex opens up about the online hate he received, challenging his statements about staying awake for 31 days. He also talks to us about his upcoming Ride 4 Life USA bike tour for suicide prevention. Visit www.knowlovefoundation.org to donate and for more information. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Healing Childhood Trauma and Navigating Addiction: A Journey to Sobriety with Rob Decker | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 115

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 4 Apr 2023 08:30:00 +0000

In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, Rob Decker of Rise as Lions shares his personal experience with trauma and addiction, emphasizing the importance of bringing traumas to light without judgment or shame. He recalls his own journey of recovery and the moment of clarity that led him to turn his life around. Rob discusses the reality of sobriety and how it involves ongoing work and mindfulness. He explains that his own childhood experiences of rejection, neglect, isolation, and abandonment had hindered his emotional development and led to his self-medication with drugs and alcohol. The speaker also shares the traumatic events from his childhood, including being told his father wasn't his real dad and being molested at a young age. Despite these challenges, the speaker is committed to helping others navigate their own traumas and learn to love themselves instead of turning to self-medication. This honest and candid conversation highlights the importance of ongoing healing and growth in the recovery journey. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

From Struggle to Strength: Phil Valentine's Journey Through Addiction and Recovery | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 114

rebecca@ccar.us (Calliese Connor, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 28 Mar 2023 08:30:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast host Phil Valentine is interviewed as shares his personal experiences with addiction and recovery. From growing up in Manchester, Connecticut to the impact of alcohol and drug use on academic performance, he discusses the challenges and regrets of struggling with addiction in college. He also delves into cocaine addiction and recovery, including the impact on relationships and health. Faith's role in recovery is explored, as well as the importance of building a recovery community and its impact on family life. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Overcoming Addiction and Finding a New Path: A Journey of Recovery with TJ | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 113

rebecca@ccar.us (Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine, TJ Aitken, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 21 Mar 2023 08:30:00 +0000

TJ, a recovery advocate and Young People And Family Services program manager at CCAR, shares his journey of overcoming addiction and finding a new career path. Topics discussed include growing up in a divorced household, experiencing drugs and alcohol for the first time, early adoption of opiates, medication-assisted treatment, Narcan accessibility, creating a supportive space for parents in recovery, and more. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

From Innocence to Addiction: Jack's Journey with Alcoholism | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 112

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 14 Mar 2023 08:30:00 +0000

Jack reflects on his experience with alcohol addiction, beginning with a seemingly innocent encounter with alcohol at a party with friends during high school. He recalls getting caught drinking for the first time by his parents, and then using alcohol to cope with the pandemic-induced lack of social connection and activities. As Jack’s addiction progressed, he began to drink heavily and got into encounters with the police. Jack’s parents (interviewed in last week’s Recovery Matters Podcast) were by his side, offering support and help, which played a vital role in his recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Conversation with Parents of Teen Struggling with Substance Use | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 111

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 7 Mar 2023 09:30:00 +0000

This conversation centers around the challenges Tom, his wife Sheila, and their family faced in trying to help their son, Jack, recover from addiction. They talk about how they tried various unsuccessful methods to get him to stop, and the challenges of looking for a college that could provide a supportive recovery environment . Eventually, they were lucky enough to find one with a collegiate recovery program, the University of Connecticut aka UConn. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Healing Power of Touch | Nanette Ginse | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 110

rebecca@ccar.us (Nanette Ginse, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 28 Feb 2023 09:30:00 +0000

Nanette Ginse, a licensed massage therapist and board-certified reflexologist, has a passion for teaching and bodywork. She has traveled to China to experience Chinese medicine and worked as an instructor of Traditional Chinese Medicine Theory and Acupressure for 18 years. Nanette's interest in helping others led her to found a non-profit organization, Self Care For Recovery, in February 2022. Her mission is to provide free therapeutic bodywork to women in early sobriety who cannot afford complementary/alternative healthcare. Her goal is to help these women reach their self-care goals and experience healing through her skillful touch. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Building a Recovery Community In The UK | Calliese Conner | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 109

Tue, 21 Feb 2023 09:30:00 +0000

Calliese Conner shares her journey to becoming a recovery coach and building a recovery community in the UK. She reflects on her experience with the Recovery Coach Academy and her passion for bringing more recovery resources to her community. Also discussed is the importance of treating people as resources and the impact of language and relationships in the recovery process. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Discovering the Therapeutic Benefits of Yoga with Mukta Kaur Khalsa | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 108

rebecca@ccar.us (Mukta Kaur Khalsa, Michael Serrano, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 14 Feb 2023 09:30:00 +0000

In this podcast, guest Mukta shares her personal journey of discovering the therapeutic benefits of yoga and how it has transformed her life. She emphasizes the importance of practicing what you preach and living the lifestyle you share with others. Mukta discusses the concept of the embroidery of hours, a peaceful time of the day that begins two and a half hours before sunrise, where many spiritual people perform morning prayers and connect their body, mind, and spirit. She also talks about the importance of having a centered mind and shares her own practice of rising two and a half hours before sunrise. As a vegetarian, she recommends a diet rich in whole fruits, grains, vegetables, dairy products, nuts, seeds, and cheeses and does not drink alcohol. Mukta is associated with a nonprofit organization called Super Health, promoting healthy living, and encourages more people to be aware of their work. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Bringing Families Into The Recovery Conversation | Kate Duffy | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 107

rebecca@ccar.us (Kate Duffy, Melvin Cabrera, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 7 Feb 2023 09:30:00 +0000

Kate Duffy is an Interventionist and Family Addiction Expert. She is a catalyst for change who has been inspiring recovery and healing since she got sober herself in 2013. After facing and overcoming her own battle with substance abuse, Kate saw and felt the missing pieces at the recovery initiative Tipping Point™. She has since made it her life’s mission to bring families into the recovery conversation™. Through hundreds of interventions, Kate has created a proven family recovery model where families are empowered to rise above the frequency of addiction. When families heal, their loved ones can too. Kate founded Tipping Point™ Recovery, Inc. and created Recovery Conversations™, a breakthrough program that takes a holistic view of the individual within the family system. She is now sharing her program nationally so she can help more individuals and their families to recover and heal. Kate knows that successful, long-lasting recovery must bring together the individual, the family, and the treatment facility. Healing can begin at home. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Longtime Recovery Community Center Volunteer Tyrone Johnson | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 106

Tue, 31 Jan 2023 09:30:00 +0000

Tyrone, a longtime volunteer for the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR), joins us on this week’s Recovery Matters Podcast. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

From the Streets of the South Bronx to a Life of Sobriety | Connie Pacheco | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 105

Tue, 24 Jan 2023 12:00:00 +0000

Connie Pacheco, born in Puerto Rico and migrated to New York City at the age of five, reflects on her experience growing up in the South Bronx and being adopted as a young child. She remembers being scared of the unfamiliar living conditions, feeling disconnected from her biological family, addiction, and almost losing her life being in the center of a dangerous altercation between rival drug dealers. However, her biological mother saved her not only by dragging her out of that dangerous situation, but also by getting her into a recovery program. She reflects on how this traumatic event changed her life and she is grateful for the second chance given to her. Connie is a Certified and Substance Abuse Counselor (CASAC) in the State of New York and is a recognized Internationally as a Certified Alcohol and Substance Abuse Counselor. She launched Recoveries R US, LLC in 2013 as a means to provide services to individuals pursuing a career in counseling for Substance Use Disorders. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

From Junkie to Judge: One Woman's Triumph Over Trauma and Addiction | Mary Beth O'Connor | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 104

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 17 Jan 2023 09:30:00 +0000

With wit and unabashed honesty, Mary Beth O’Connor shares her remarkable three-phase journey: the abuse and trauma that drove her to teenage drug use, the chaos that ensued from her addiction; and how she developed a personalized secular recovery plan that led to twenty-nine years of sobriety. Her story proves any addict can recover and anyone can build a productive and happy life, no matter how low the bottom or how deep the pain. Within a week of being born, O’Connor was dropped off at a convent. When she was brought into her home, her mother focused on her own needs and desires, ignoring her young child. When she was nine, her stepfather kicked her in the stomach for spilling milk, beat her when she didn’t clean a plate to his satisfaction, and molested her when she was twelve. A few months later, with her first sip of Boone’s Farm Strawberry Hill wine, her life changed. She felt euphoric and relaxed. So she got drunk as often as possible, adding pot, then pills, then acid. At sixteen, she found her drug of choice--methamphetamine. With her first snort, she experienced true joy for the first time. When this high was no longer sufficient, she turned to the needle and shot up. During the next sixteen years, she descended into a severe meth addiction, working her way down the corporate ladder, destroying relationships, and shattering her physical and emotional well-being. At thirty-two, she entered rehab, where she was ordered to submit to the 12-steps of Alcoholics Anonymous. As an atheist, turning her will and her life over to a higher power was not an option, and she refused to agree she was powerless. Told to comply or fail, she bravely created a new path that combined ideas from multiple programs and even incorporated some AA concepts. Clean and sober now for more nearly three decades, she is proof that anyone can find their sober self, their best self, no matter how far they have fallen. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Life After Prison: Staying Sober and Starting Fresh | Juan Pagan Rivera | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 103

Tue, 3 Jan 2023 09:30:00 +0000

Our guest Juan spoke about his experience with addiction and recovery, and how he has been able to maintain sobriety. He talks about his difficult childhood growing up with a father who was addicted to drugs and often got kicked out of the house. Juan also describes growing up in a neighborhood filled with drugs and violence. At a young age, he began using drugs and selling them to make money. This led to him being incarcerated at 13 years old, and joining a gang in prison just to survive. The conversation then shifted to a discussion of the importance of community in recovery. Juan spoke about how community can provide support and understanding, and how it can be a powerful force in helping people to stay sober. He said that it is important to reach out for help, and to never give up on yourself. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Tina Perry's Journey of Overcoming Addiction and Starting a Nonprofit to Help Others | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 102

rebecca@ccar.us (Melvin Cabrera, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 27 Dec 2022 09:30:00 +0000

***A QUICK WARNING***: This episode contains mention of a suicide attempt and sexual assault. Listener discretion is advised. In this podcast episode, Tina Perry shares her personal story of overcoming addiction and the traumatic event that led her to try and take her own life. She also discusses how her daughter struggled with substance use and how her passing inspired Tina to start a nonprofit organization to support others in similar situations. Tina is an advocate for improving the treatment of individuals seeking medical help for substance use issues and works to combat the stigma surrounding addiction. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Recovery Reiki |Tara Moreno-Wallen | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 101

rebecca@ccar.us (tara moreno-wallen, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 20 Dec 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Tara Moreno-Wallen is a woman in long-term recovery who has worked with people struggling with addiction, codependency, and trauma. She is the founding director of Serenity House Communities and co-owner of Green Tara Holistics. Moreno-Wallen has also trained over 100 people in Usui Reiki and developed a whole-person approach to healing called Recovery Reiki, which includes energy medicine, inner child healing, meditation, gut health, and crystal healing. Moreno-Wallen is an author and has recently published a manual on Recovery Reiki. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Sound Healing | Kelvin Young | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 100

rebecca@ccar.us (Kelvin Young, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 13 Dec 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Kelvin Young is a certified sound healer, recovery support specialist and owner of Kelvin Young, LLC. He is also a person in sustained recovery which means he hasn't used alcohol or any other drug to cope with his mental and emotional distress since March 6th, 2009. Kelvin received his recovery coaching training at CT Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR) and his Recovery Support Specialist (RSS) certification at Recovery University. (Advocacy Unlimited) He is also trained in Intentional Peer Support (IPS) and Emotional CPR. (eCPR) Kelvin has presented around the country at yoga studios, retreat centers, conferences, high schools, colleges, prisons, addiction treatment centers, psychiatric hospitals and mental health agencies. Kelvin was also featured in a powerful documentary on trauma, addiction and recovery called "Uprooting Addiction" and is the co- author of "Find Your Voice, Save Your Life 4: Transcendent Men, Real Stories." Kelvin sustains his recovery by eating a vegetarian/plant-based diet, practicing sound healing, breathwork, listening to uplifting and relaxing music, body movement, being in nature, reading, massages, resting and connecting with family and friends. He is passionate about holding space for people to heal and is known for his warm, loving and down-to-earth way of connecting with people. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Psychedelic-Assisted Recovery | Mark Guckel | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 99

rebecca@ccar.us (Mark Guckle, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 6 Dec 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Mark Guckel, RCPF, is a recovery coach, paralegal, and educator with lived experience overcoming the root causes of his treatment-resistant addiction to harmful substances with the help of psychedelic medicines. He has several years of professional experience providing peer support services, helping people find meaning out of their psychedelic experiences, and consulting with entheogenic churches in the United States. As a recoveree, Mark found a sense of stigma associated with psychedelic medicines in the recovery community and committed to bridging the gap of understanding by founding EntheoRecovery Solutions with the intent of educating treatment support professionals and advocating for people that would benefit from the healing that they provide. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Addiction, Tragedy and Recovery | Liz Torres | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 98

Tue, 29 Nov 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Welcoming all of our new TikTok listeners! For a long time Liz lost her smile due to her substance use... * Her father put her up for adoption * She endured a lot of abuse * At 17 she connected with a 40 year old drug supplier who introduced her to cocaine, and gave her access to endless amounts of it * Her cocaine use got so bad that her eyes, nose and ears doctor had to intervene with emergency surgery…she continued using after that * Kept up a job and was well liked there until people started suspecting drug use….she was fired after a mandatory drug test came back positive * Her supplier of endless cocaine cut her off after he noticed how consumed into it she was * There came a time where she was choosing to buy drugs over buying food for her kids Liz is now a CCAR Volunteer Manager and is a person in recovery. Hear her story as only she can tell it! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Inspiring People To Inspire People | Mike Fiore | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 97

Tue, 22 Nov 2022 09:30:00 +0000

A BIG welcome to all of our new listeners from TikTok! Happy Thanksgiving everyone! We hope you enjoy one of our past episodes that you might have missed... ICYMI (Re-post from May 2022) Brooklyn native Mike Fiore has been a person in recovery from addiction, coming up on a year now. While in treatment, and living in a treatment facility, he started a non-profit organization ‘Inspire 2 Inspire’ to inspire people to help others, and inspire those people to pay it forward. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Healing From Childhood Trauma- Rex ShadesEagle | Recovery Matters Podcast Ep. 96

Tue, 15 Nov 2022 09:30:00 +0000

***A QUICK WARNING***: This episode contains raw depictions of traumatic events, which include sexual abuse/violence towards minors and mention of a suicide attempt. Listener discretion is heavily advised. Rex ShadesEagle overcame his addiction after 27 years by addressing his childhood pain. From the age of six to twelve, he was subjected to physical and sexual abuse until being expelled onto the streets for retaliating against his abuser. On the streets of South New Jersey, he would learn how to hustle, lie, cheat, and steal. Rex kept using heroin for the next 20 years, going in and out of jail, until one night in October 2013 when the lies crumbled and a new man emerged. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Recovery Allies | Alison Webb | Recovery Matters Podcast | Ep. 95

rebecca@ccar.us (Alison Webb, Sandy Valentine, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 8 Nov 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Alison focuses on topics connected to harm reduction and addiction rehabilitation as a writer and advocate. Because she meets the most incredible and motivating people while interviewing them, she loves writing about recovery. Because keeping people safe in their daily lives, supporting wellness, and preventing additional harm are at the core of harm reduction, she enjoys writing about it. Since joining the Virginia Recovery Advocacy Project, where she is based, she has moved her recovery advocacy from Maine to Virginia. She is the president of the Maine Association of Recovery Residences and has extensive ties to the state of Maine's recovery community. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Acceptance, Empowerment, Self-compassion, and Sustainable Recovery Plans | Cini Shaw | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Cini Shaw, Sandt Valentine, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 1 Nov 2022 08:30:00 +0000

CINI BEGAN HER CAREER IN SPECIAL EDUCATION, WORKING WITH THE DEVELOPMENTALLY DISABLED. SHE CONTINUES TO ADVOCATE FOR THE RIGHTS OF THOSE WHO DO NOT HAVE A VOICE AND HAVE BEEN MARGINALIZED BY OUR SOCIETY. CINI SPENT MANY YEARS AS A STAY-AT-HOME MOM IN FAIRFIELD COUNTY. SHE IS AWARE OF THE BENEFITS AND CHALLENGES THAT GO HAND AND HAND WITH RAISING A FAMILY AS WELL AS THE SOCIAL PRESSURES, ALIENATION, AND COMPETITIVENESS IN MANY OF OUR COMMUNITIES. CINI RECOGNIZES THESE PRESSURES CAN BE OVERWHELMING, LEADING TO LOW SELF-ESTEEM, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, AND UNSAFE COPING SKILLS. IN 2014, SHE BEGAN TO DEVOTE HER TIME AND ENERGY, WITH THE SAME PASSION SHE HAD EARLIER IN HER CAREER, PARTNERING WITH INDIVIDUALS ON THEIR RECOVERY JOURNEY. CINI BECAME A PROFESSIONAL RECOVERY COACH AND AN ALCOHOL AND DRUG COUNSELOR IN THE STATES OF CONNECTICUT AND NEW YORK. ON A DAILY BASIS, SHE MEETS INDIVIDUALLY AND IN GROUP THERAPY SETTINGS TO ASSIST THOSE WITH SUBSTANCE USE DISORDERS IN DEVELOPING ACCEPTANCE, EMPOWERMENT, SELF-COMPASSION, AND A SUSTAINABLE RECOVERY PLAN. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

My Visual Impairment Led to Low Self-Esteem, Which Led to Substance Use | Charlie Collins

Tue, 25 Oct 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Charlie's self-esteem began to unravel when he was diagnosed with a rare eye disorder in third grade. He would never fly in a jet fighter as he had imagined. He'd never race a car and see the checkered flag wave. He couldn't go to college because he wasn't smart enough. At least, that's what his teachers said. Only an unusually cruel God would destroy a little boy's dreams by making him defective. It was the only plausible explanation, and it was a crushing blow. Why should he care about himself if God doesn't care about him? And so Charlie's descent into a world of negative self-talk and, eventually, addiction began. A self-destructive spiral that would see him avoid death twice as he marched to the brink of suicide. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Angela Mallette | Deep Systemic Change Within the Addiction Recovery Community

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 18 Oct 2022 08:30:00 +0000

After a severe medical encounter that resulted in an opioid use disorder, her life was completely rocked a few years later. After that, she had five years of first-hand exposure to the effects of addiction and how the criminal justice system dealt with them. Angela's goal as End It For Good's director of outreach is to promote inclusive community engagement. This covers a wide range of activities, from holding community meetings to teaching law enforcement and first responders how to reduce injury and respond in a trauma-informed manner. Regardless of their opinions on addiction and drug policy, she wants to see everyone treated with respect. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Jordan Goldberg talks Harm Reduction and Medication-Assisted Treatment

Tue, 11 Oct 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Jordan Goldberg, a recovery support specialist, talks harm reduction and medicated-assisted treatment. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Joe Powell | Trauma and Addiction in Show Business

rebecca@ccar.us (Joe Powell, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 4 Oct 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Joe Powell was surrounded by an addiction-filled world from a young age. He was born and raised in Harlem, New York. Joe recalls that his parents had eight children—seven boys and one girl. All of them worked as performers. He recall tap dancing with The Jackson 5, Sammy Davis Jr., and Frank Sinatra. When he was four years old, he appeared on television. The Ted Mack Amateur Hour was a program that aired on CBS. Of course, there is a lot of drinking and drugs in the entertainment industry. His father would get drunk and do his entire act. Being raised in a home with an alcoholic father and experiencing that kind of trauma affected him long term. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Ashley Riley | Collegiate Recovery Program

rebecca@ccar.us (Ashley Riley, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 27 Sep 2022 08:30:00 +0000

In the realm of recovery, Ashley has both professional and personal experience. Ashley started her road toward substance use recovery when she was 21 years old. She has now been sober for 7 years. At Colorado State University, Ashley created and launched a Collegiate Recovery Program in 2016, which assisted hundreds of students in beginning a life of recovery. Additionally, she has professional expertise working one-on-one with clients who are struggling with substance use and mental health issues. Ashley is a supporter of the LGBTQ+ community and of young adults in recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

John Hamilton | Harm Reduction

rebecca@ccar.us (John Hamilton, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 23 Aug 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Liberation Programs' president and chief executive officer, John Hamilton, is a nationally renowned authority in the field of addiction treatment and prevention and brings three decades of experience to his position. John serves on the Governors Alcohol and Drug Policy Council and chairs the advisory board for the Connecticut Department of Mental Health and Addiction Services (DMHAS). ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Jesse Heffernan of Helios Addiction Recovery Services | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 16 Aug 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Jesse Heffernan specializes in long-term rehabilitation from drug and alcohol usage as well as mental health issues. In his early career, he organized activities and events supporting substance use recovery, statewide conventions, recovery meetings held in jails and institutions, and the first youth-focused recovery support group in Wisconsin. He trained hundreds of coaches across the United States after attending the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR) Recovery Coach Academy in June 2014. He has guided countless recovery capital development planning sessions and assisted in coaching individuals and families in developing recovery plans and linkages to resources as a coach, consultant, and partner at Helios Recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Ariel Britt | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Ariel Gritt, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Melvin Cabrera) — Tue, 9 Aug 2022 08:30:00 +0000

The award-winning podcast Beauty in the Grit was started by Ariel "Air" Britt. She is a gifted public speaker who has a strong sense of duty to others. Her career has largely been devoted to creating preventative, intervention, and rehabilitation support services for children and young people. She also worked at the White House Office of National Drug Control Policy as a political appointee for the Biden-Harris administration. The University of Michigan is where Air obtained her Bachelor's in Psychology and her Master's in Social Work. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Pathways to Recovery: Art Therapy as a Multiple Path to Recovery w/ Lisa Hope | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Don Smith, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 2 Aug 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Lisa began her career as an art therapist but, against her will, found herself being drawn into working with two populations: adolescents and those with substance use disorders. Today, Lisa is the executive director of Friends of Recovery Westchester. Lisa continues to support further development in the field of substance use disorders and believes that creativity and art are pathways to healing ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Nell Hurley | Hurley Health | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Don Smith) — Tue, 26 Jul 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Since December 27, 1997, Nell Hurley has been in recovery from addiction. Nell integrates fitness and life coaching with other recovery support techniques to assist people in overcoming substance use difficulties. She is a qualified personal trainer, life coach, and recovery coach. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Andre Johnson of Detroit Recovery Project Inc. | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Andre Johnson, Melvin Cabrera, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 19 Jul 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Detroit native Andre L. Johnson serves as president and chief executive officer of the Detroit Recovery Project, a multi-service organization that offers a wide range of support services to the city's recovery population. These services include GED preparation, 12-step support groups, housing assistance, help with job readiness and employment, and HIV counseling and testing. In order to decrease recidivism and/or relapse among this demographic, the organization also manages an ex-offender program that aids returning citizens in effectively reintegrating into the Detroit community. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Don Coyhis of White Bison-Wellbriety Movement (Part 2) | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Don Coyhis) — Tue, 28 Jun 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Don Coyhis, Mohican Nation, is the President and Founder of White Bison, Inc., an American Indian non-profit organization, located in Colorado Springs, CO. Don originally set out to raise awareness and treat alcoholism among Indian youth on the reservations. After studying the underlying causes of alcoholism, White Bison’s mission expanded to include drug addiction, dysfunctional families and relationships, as well as the American Indian suicide rate. From this, the Wellbriety Movement was born. The teachings of Wellbriety go beyond being sober to include thriving in the community and being balanced emotionally, mentally, physical and spiritually. Over the past 26 years, Don has developed a series of culturally-based programs to address recovery and treatment, youth prevention and treatment, programs for healthy families, and healing from unresolved grief and traumatic loss due to intergenerational trauma. These programs are designed to help with all facets of family healing and have been implemented throughout the United States and Canada. Don has dedicated his life to raising awareness about all issues surrounding alcohol and drug abuse, how it impacts the family system and, most importantly, how families and communities can heal from these issues. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Don Coyhis of White Bison-Wellbriety Movement | Recovery Matters Podcast

rebecca@ccar.us (Don Coyhis, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 21 Jun 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Coping With Loss | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 80

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 14 Jun 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast 6-14-22

Sandy: Hi, honey. It's just the two of us this morning.

Phil: Does that frighten you?

Sandy: No.

Phil: Oh, good.

Sandy: You don't scare me anymore

Phil: anymore? I don't think you scare me anymore. Cause you don't have your big corporate office where you used to scare me.

Sandy: I know. That was really surprising back then.

Phil: Yeah. Well you became like a new person, a different person.

Sandy: Yeah. In the workplace. I would be a leader and at home, I would be completely submissive to your ...desires and wishes.

Phil: So we're here solo

Sandy: duo.

Phil: Yeah. And at this stage in our life, I think there's a big topic. You both, you and I don't really want to talk about, but think we probably should.

Sandy: Yeah. So just recently, just a few months ago, you lost both your parents within 48 hours.

Phil: And the strange part too being, they were divorced for 40 plus years and died like 48 hours almost to the minute, right.

Sandy: From completely different reasons and their progression towards those final days, started around the same time for four, five months prior.

Phil: Well, it was, and I'm interested. So when do you think my, my mother's progression started?

Sandy: Yeah. So your mom was, well, your mom had very serious diseases and ailments probably for her last. 30 years. Right. And kept surviving them.

Phil: Tough. She's tough.

Sandy: Very tough. But the kind of the deal breaker was she was bumped into, by a car and a grocery store parking lot and just couldn't rebound from that.

Phil: And then she was at 88 and my dad was 87 and had along, we think. Probably four or five, six years of progressive dementia. Alzheimer's

Sandy: yeah.

Phil: Yeah. But all of that sped up for him around November, December the same time she was hit by the car and they both went to the hospital and they both went to short-term rehab. And then your mom moved into. Assisted living then got hospice care and your dad went back home under the care and love of his wife and got hospice care and then they chose the same week to leave us

Phil: well. And you know, 88 and 87 62, they've been part of my life for 62 years, obviously. Right. They've both had good lives, I would say overall, you know and there's so many issues here around grief and our recovery principles. So I'm interested to see where this conversation goes because recently I I wanted to process some of the issues with a therapist or a counselor and I signed up and I got somebody that was like, frankly appalling in a lot of ways. So I'm not quite sure what that was about, but here we are a few days later, you and I to talk about it and we talk a lot in our car rides down, back and forth to the beach and process this I think I want to start by asking you a question. As we are pretty much pretty close to bedside with both the deaths, right. And seeing how the funerals and the services played out, how our kids responded. What have you learned? And you also have a lot of other grief in your life. So, yeah, and my sister was a huge part of all this as well, and this played an amazing role. So what have you learned?

Sandy: Well, can I first start maybe by recapping my experiences a little bit.

Phil: Of course,

Sandy: I think it comes out of accumulation. So when I was 39, my father passed away. He was 86 and over the next 10 years, my sister died from, so my father died from congenital heart failure. He was someone similar to your mom who had a major, major illness or disease. At every stage of my life, but I came along the scene. He was 48 when I was born. So I came along the scene later in life. But it, but, so that was kind of expected his age and what his body had been through. My sister had leukemia and survived it. Had radiation induced dementia. And in my mind, she died of dehydration living in a nursing home, but in my mind, she died of the side effects of that disease. And then my brother died of melanoma. And then, so that then my mom,

Phil: well, since you're kind of recapping how everybody died, I'm not quite sure why you're talking about how they died. But your brother was agent orange in Vietnam, right?

Sandy: Right.

Phil: Yeah. That was where the melanoma came from.

Sandy: Yeah. Yeah. And it was sharing cause you had shared how your parents, what they died from.

Phil: Oh

Sandy: yeah. And then,

Phil: well, alzheimer's, isn't listed on my father's cause of death.

Sandy: That's interesting.

Phil: It's some it's too. I can't even remember what it was, but anyway,

Sandy: and then my my mother died of Alzheimer's and then that will happen in 10 years. So between 39 and 49 for me, and then not quite two years ago, another sister died of colon cancer so I have one sibling left and I had 18 onset uncles, and they've all passed away in this same kind of time period,

Phil: Bobby.

Sandy: And then. 2017, my nephew, who was same age as I am died of alcoholism. So I'd been walking that path for a long time and interspersed in there was your battle with stage four cancer and so when you asked me the question of what I learned by this most recent season, it's really accumulation of experiences for me and I'm very emotional, which is a little unexpected this early in the conversation, but this is going to sound super harsh. Don't show up for me at my funeral if you haven't shown up for me in life.. That's what I've learned. I've learned that everybody turns out then, and if you're showing up for the family, you know, if your purpose is to show up, to support the family all about that. But if your purpose is to show up for me, cause I'm dead and he didn't show up for me in my life, then just skip it because I don't know, I am already in the baddest place imaginable so I'm ok. So either shut from my family or show up for me when I'm living. And I know that's wicked harsh.

Phil: Well for you, that's harsh. It doesn't sound harsh to me,

Sandy: but I've just seen it again and again and again, and it it's folks will have regrets that they don't need to have. And it's about, you know, so many times we've talked about, do we really want to go do this, or, you know, what kind of routine do we have time? Can we fit that in when or where do we choose ourselves over somebody else? But there are people in our lives who I don't give enough of my time to who show up for us again and again and again. And it's an incredible gift to have those people.

Phil: Well, you and Don a different trail than I thought you were going to go down.

Sandy: Okay.

Phil: No, that's cool. I mean, just you've always been over the decades. I've known you. You've always talked about showing up and how important that is. And I think that's almost a recovery principle, 90% of life is showing up, right?

Sandy: Yeah. Well, the early recovery pathways were just show up, right? Not just to show up, but not just to go and show up for yourself

Phil: for others

Sandy: who show up for others.

Phil: Right.

Sandy: I'm not in any way implying. I am great at. But as a receiver, it's an incredible gift when people show up for you.

Phil: That's true.

Sandy: So what did you learn? So there's my, there's my answer to your question.

Phil: Well, that was more kind of a esoteric or surface thing that you've learned about.

Sandy: Really. I think that's surface

Phil: while other people show up. What have you learned internally about processing grief and life and all that

Sandy: I got ya. I did go down and I take a fork in the road that you didn't deflect.

Phil: But I can answer your question first, if you want more time to think about it.

Sandy: No, I, I I know my answer

Phil: are you going to be able to say it?

Sandy: I feel that grief is not time-bound. It is. So we talk about smart objectives. Specific measurable time bound grief is not smart. Grief is not time-bound grief does not operate on a calendar. You can go through your loved one passes away and you might walk right through their birthday, their next birthday, having the best day you ever had. And then on some random day you'll see a bird or in my brother's case, I can see a fire truck, 364 days a year. He was a former fire chief passion, love everything for him. And on one random day, one random fire truck, it will hit me and wash over me like a tidal wave. And so grace, when you're going through, grief has in giving grace to myself that if it hits me hard on whatever day or time it's okay because I think the grief isn't measured to the love, the love that you received from the person, the love you had for the person. And if there's a whole lot of grief, it's because there was a whole lot of love. And there's me, there's that answer that

Phil: I talk about the tears are reflective of the amount of love.

Sandy: Well, I like when you say that, then when you're crying, that's lovely king. We know that I leak a lot. Yeah.

Phil: Well, for me it really is turned me introspective and I am by no means through it. You know, I think there was some certain trauma I experienced just by being with your mom and dad within 48 hours at their last breaths. And my mom was in a lot of pain in the last day until she really calmed down and, you know, the hospice and the morphine took care of all that. And my dad was laboring breathing for a couple of days and, you know, we were, we're also with hospice and administering morphine. Turned them over on one side and he just gasped and stopped breathing with me, holding his hand, his wife, holding his hand until, you know, those final memories. They almost super impose themselves on the 60 prior years and all those memories. And it's a question of sorting through all those and you know, just remembering who they were. I mean officiating at the services and, and delivering a eulogy helps you sort through those, you said you found a lot of comfort and insight going through my mom's old things and old papers and everything.

Sandy: Yeah. So when we were, when she moved into assisted living and we were helping your sister clean out the condo, there was an old Barrow in the basement with water damaged, scrapbooks and letters of not only your moms, but your grandmothers and I didn't know your mom much before the age of 60, I think is I met her when she was 58 and I didn't know that version of her. And so to comb through and see the little calling cards from gentlemen and friends and the sorority girl that she was, and the adventurer who is biking and fishing and boating and swimming and playing tennis. I felt like I get got to know that able-bodied person because of my experience and because I had grown up with so much older parents, I really was more familiar with having parents who were not able bodied for long periods of time. So it was really a great way to connect aside from her current situation. You know, I treasure the memory of going into the assisted living facility to visit her after I had done that and teasing her about a letter from an admirer from college. And she said, well, did you find the telegrams from Tony? And I said, no. And she goes, you're a terrible Snoop. So that was just such a, like, that was just a really. Trying to find those nuggets of gold in those final days when you know, you're the one you care about is in such pain and, and connecting them with those happier times.

Phil: Right. I think the, the tools of recovery, or just the fact that we were in recovery, that we were able to show up. Uh, You and I drove to Rhode Island, you know, just about weekly to visit my dad and D and when mom took a turn for the worst, we were there. I can't, I don't even know, but it was the last time. So we showed up, but I think if I was actively using alcohol and drugs, I been at the bar. Yeah. I ended up visiting my dealer. I wouldn't want to deal with death. I think a lot of times when people are dying there's a lot of fear associated with that. And you can face the fear, you know, the flight, the fight, which is facing the fear or flight, and just taking off in the way I always took off when I didn't want to, when I wanted to avoid feelings was to use. Yeah. And I don't, you know, just the fact that we were there, I think was an incredible gift. Not only to me, but to my parents as well. Right. And I know you were available for all your relatives that passed all those times. I don't know if you get better at death or you build thicker skin and it doesn't affect you as deeply because you know how much it affects you, but I'll have to say for me, one of the big learnings was being very grateful for my recovery, but looking at my own mortality in the face. I mean that clearly that there's a likelihood that I could end up the same way. And what do I do about that? But more importantly, What do I do with the time I have left? And I haven't come to any conclusions. I love working in the recovery field. I know I'm tired, but I don't know how much of that is, you know, 23 years of working in the recovery field, or if it's just. You know, the grief upon me, the sadness is upon me. So I'm kind of in a fog, so I'm not going to make any decisions there. But I have learned to find a moment of awe and wonder, at least a few in every day into appreciate the time you have today to live in the present. And. It really comes down to joy. Are you enjoying what creation is around you? Are you enjoying the people around you? I mean, I didn't get sober to be miserable. I don't want to go through the rest of my life. Miserable. Physical pain is physical pain that doesn't have to make me miserable. I can still hurt and be joyful.

Sandy: Well, I'm smiling just because I had a, I had a few of extreme pain riddled days with the frozen shoulder, and I was not feeling much joy earlier this week, but I'm good. You know, so, yes. Right. Even when you were going through your cancer treatment, you know, there were some songs that played a role like Tim McGraw, Live like you're dying, like you're dying. And then there's that other, there's that other song that we're both kind of sematic, but to make sure that you are finding some joy in every day, because we can't control all these circumstances. I do think that the pandemic has created a slightly different version of walking through things like this then before too and I can't really put my hands on the impact of that. But, you know, the, you said, you know, I've been through this more often and so a couple things, there is one thing that I've learned and it came about this week too, with experiencing a ton of shoulder pain, like really at the, between zero and 10, I was between seven and nine for a couple of days. And you said to me the other day, should you be going to work? And I was like, absolutely have to go to work. And the day after my last sister died, who was like a mom to me, she was my oldest sister. I went to work or the day I found out, I found out early in the morning, I didn't tell him. I went to work from home, didn't talk to anybody. So work has always been grounding for me. And when I think about when all my family members were dying, I didn't do it with you. So we had four kids raising kids and I would always defer you to take care of the kids. And I went off and handled my family members situations, you know? So it wasn't that you were supportive, but I didn't want our family impacted by what I was going through. So that's how I always managed it. Like I managed it like work... And it's okay cause those were my decisions at the time, but I think you and I, as our chicks have left the nest and this happens to be the last day of high school for our youngest child that you and I have almost returned to our early days together in recovery, where we're talking and connecting about.... about recovery and you're teaching me to be a better recovery coach for you and you're a great recovery coach for me. And I think we spent all those rides for, for the last two years, having recovery coaching conversations that we have walked through your first really intense experience with death together. And. It's not so much that we are doing this beautifully, but I can think about how hard it would have been without the connection that we've had and without sharing the experience together. So like returning to our formative years in recovery and returning to all those tools and practices, we were somewhat intentionally, but mostly unintentionally equipping ourselves for such a time as this.

Phil: Yeah. I think when I think about recovery and the, and the spirituality associated with many people's recovery and certainly I associate spirituality with my recovery and. You watch the, almost like the mystical spiritual conversations that you're for me, my mom and dad were having with things that they were seeing and nobody else was and I had seen that a few times before. And you had witnessed. That it just reinforces the idea of the spiritual or the supernatural, I guess some people could say it's like delusions in their head or something, but it didn't look like that. To me, they were definitely seeing things. There were wrestling things. One time I was sitting next to my mother's and she just yelled. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. And I don't know who she was talking to. I just held her hand and said I'm right here, mom. It's okay and I think about sometimes the grief brings me to think about what it will be like when I'm on my death bed, if, if that's how I go, you know, and

Sandy: it's going to be interesting. I'm just going to say that,

Phil: well, I don't, I don't know.

Sandy: Interesting.

Phil: Well, I just, you know, will I be afraid? Will I welcome it? I think that it, I know my faith tells me that death is not final, but there's a finality to death.

Sandy: Yeah.

Phil: That it's, it comes up in the strangest way that love what you talked about. Grief doesn't have a timeframe. It's not like a three-month process and you've walked through it. I don't think so. I think it was more like It's at the weird time and went and had a colonoscopy. My mother loved to hear about that. She was a nurse at one time. I wasn't going to call her and say, well, these are the results of my, I'm not going to do that. You know, you know, I can't do that. And you're like start to get all choked up because even something you could connect with your parents about. And you've often talked about my dad, just going back to the house and the presence he had in the house that he was always fun-loving, welcoming. It was our kind of like homestead, you know, that everybody returned to, and

Sandy: really, for six years, he was in that recliner in the middle of that house and that presence, but,

Phil: oh, it's usually pretty peaceful. You know and yeah, it sense of humor. Yeah.

Sandy: Love seeing the dog, more than us used to be the kids, but then

Phil: the dog, he loved the dog.

Sandy: But I know when I was, I was typing up an invitation list for Mary's graduation party and I went to write dad and D and just started sobbing to just write, you know, D with that dad. And the other day, I went to describe her room and dad's house. And that just took my breath away too. So it catches me.

Phil: Well, the theme I put in each of the, the, when we talked at the funeral services was grief, relief and gratitude. Right? The relief really was that they were out of pain and at some level both of them wanted to do. Die. They were done, you know, and the gratitude is just for their lives. They lived, then what they gave me, gave me life. I mean, that's simple as that, as basic as that. Right. And there was much, much more than that, but the grief is the thing that is it's it's a lot more than just like sadness. I mean the sadness will come upon me. I I've noticed that I've become way more quiet. I don't want to necessarily engage and talk with much, much more introspective. And I think that's part of the grief. There's anger at times, and it bubbles up in strange places and weird times that doesn't quite match the event that happened. There's a lot of love and tears and missing. So another tool of recovery is, you know, I I've expanded my own personal emoji chart. Right. I know. Yeah. I know that there's many more emojis that make up Phil and I'm able to say now, I, I kind of know what I'm feeling. I didn't always know. And I can also label that if it's a, yeah. Okay. This is the frustration one or the anger one and it's not associated with this event. It's probably has to do with this though. The strange thing too. And I think we've both experienced it. And my sister talks about it frequently is the fatigue. It's just like, why are we, so why

Sandy: It's almost like having a case of mono.

Phil: And it just go and I don't think it's anything like physical. I do think, you know, I, I did catch COVID in the months after all those years, I caught a bout a COVID, but I don't think it's that. I think I'm over that. And, I'm still there's times where, you know, I know I probably should go walk in the woods. I'd feel better. But I certainly can't get myself to do it. Yeah. Is that depression is that fatigue is that, I don't know what that is.

Sandy: I think sometimes our bodies are telling us it's okay to go and take time, you know, so many different cultural customs have this space and process for grieving and sit and grieve and I think, you know, we got, we got right back to. Life. And it was very intense, right? They both died week one, two days apart. And we did funerals for both week to two days apart and, you know, and then there's things to navigate afterwards and to help with

Phil: the family coming in and out dynamics. And both have very Understanding work environments, workplaces, but there's still demands of work and settling estates and all that stuff and cleaning condos and distributing furniture and other items and

Sandy: well, if you even think about work, right, our whole, our whole workplace thing around grieving is, you know, you get three or five days around the time of the funeral services,

Phil: beurevement? You get your beurevement leave

Sandy: might be four months later that I fall apart. You know, I remember when you you had gone through six months of cancer treatment and you were figuring out some things for a couple months after that, and then that next month I just emotionally fell apart. Right? Like I stayed the course through the whole thing and I fell apart. And you actually did something kind of romantic?

Phil: No, I didn't.

Sandy: I know these, aren't hard to remember. Cause there's so few,

Phil: but that's why I do them so few. So you'll remember that

Sandy: you sent me a vocab flowers with a note that said. It's okay to fall apart now. I'm okay.

Phil: I did?

Sandy: You did.

Phil: That was sweet.

Sandy: I know. That's why you don't remember because it's so rare too, but you know, I think that that's kind of the thing and it's okay. You need those three to five days to go to the funerals and all that good stuff. But I think that, that, again, it's not time bound, but one of the beautiful things for me that has been an outcome of this is I met you through my relationship with your sister and we have navigated life. We've had different seasons of raising children with each other, and we have children who are involved in activities that are different and we just haven't had the kind of capacity and time together. And so having her back really. In our lives again, and walking through it with her has been a treasure. And I'll never forget on your dad's final day. I was not managing my emotions really well. I was went upstairs having a full blown melt down and here she is, she had just walked through her mom's death. And she'd been with your mother. Daily for so long. And she came up and just shared the most beautiful words to comfort me and in a time of intensity for her. And so those are the things that you look for in this, because there will be nuggets of gold in the darkness, and it's just trying to find them and, and and cherish them. I don't know if they told you this, but our son, Matthew is telling me this week that he, when he made the decision to come for the funerals, when he went to fly in for the funerals, that he didn't focus on his own feelings about at all at all, that he just wanted to be there for us and, and Samantha shared that she knew that if he was going to be there, that he would do that because otherwise she was considering coming in from Kenya, which would have been really difficult for her in that quick space of time. And that then he went back and had to figure it out. But we now have adult children who are looking at us, like it's hard to believe that we now have adult children that are trying to figure out what their role is in not parenting us, but supporting us as adult children. And that, you know, I remember sitting at your dad's funeral with Colleen next to me, and, you know, seeing the love and memory and grief and her and you know, knowing the joy that he had and all his grandchildren. And that, you know, he got to meet his grand. They both got to meet their great grandchildren as well.

Phil: And to have Joshua and Matt align be part of the service and do all that. And Mary's God bless her. She's been with us every step of the way and listened to us so many times

Sandy: the only chick left in the nest watching this whole thing.

Phil: Yeah, it was pretty remarkable to see your, your children responding and greeting people with warmth and humor and confidence and you know, his death. And I think what you're, you're bringing home for me, death is, is not 100% all sadness, you know, because. It's sad for us that we don't have those people in our lives anymore, but it's not really sad for them because while they're dead and who knows where they are, I kind of have my own idea. I think I do believe they're in a better place. I mean, when my mom passed, we can almost feel it right. That she almost said to us, this is great, you know, or I'm good. And you could feel that. So. I think about art, you know, art Woodard, when he passed his energy since then has seemed to explode and expand in a lot of ways. He's still reaching people. A lot of the things that he taught me passing on, you know, and they, they reside deep within me. So, you know, my parents do as well. And I'm not, I do feel overall that the fog is starting to clear I've been proceeding cautiously. But when you're like in a boat in the fog, you proceed cautiously until the fog lifts a little bit and you can see farther and see the next channel marker. I can see the next channel marker. So that's the direction I'm added and I'll go there. We'll see what happens, but you know, even though you go through these seasons of life, the words of my sponsor still ring true. And I believe it with all my heart, even for you and I, that the best is yet to come. And that does include death.

Sandy: Yeah. I'm not afraid to die. I'm afraid to be in pain, but I'm not afraid to die. I just want

Phil: I'm a little afraid to die. That's what I think I've discovered. And I'm okay with that. But, you know, because it's, I think it may be, that's watching my parents, you know, you get a like, well, I don't know about all that.

Phil: I don't know if I want to do that, but,

Sandy: well, and I had had different experiences with my brother and my sister. So. The experiences with your mom and dad were very different. So I thought that I was prepared and I, I, I wasn't for that either. I do think, you know, when my sister Jeannie died with radiation induced dementia, she was in the hospital for four days in a coma passing, and we were able to share stories around her bed and share music and And she was very peaceful. It was not, it was a peaceful process. And it was when her oldest grandchild came into the room on the fourth day, late in the day. And he had, I think he was like maybe 13 ish. He had a song he wanted to play for his grandmother and she passed while the song. But he felt this sense of urgency out of all the four days, that was when he wanted to go. And he got his dad to bring him and he played the song and she left us. And with your dad, you know, Mary 17 years old had never driven an hour and a half to what island by herself all day, she was checking in with us. Do I go, do I come? Should I come? We didn't know how to answer it for her. All of a sudden she decided at four o'clock, but she was coming and she got there at five 30 and she went in and he was in a coma and she held his hand and told him she loved him and he squeezed her hand and he died shortly after. And I think both those things are symbolic because our children or their grandchildren are their legacy. That they are in

Phil: passing on the life, kind of forced down and through the last time

Sandy: that they are physically gone from our lives, but hopefully all the good carries on through the families and generations and the people that they've touched.

Phil: I think the last thing, when you talk about that too, is, is the, the slogan that I learned about letting it go, letting it. And you heard me talk with both mom and dad, and I know you did the same. I think our kids go that any, and Shelly, my sister talked about it's okay to go. That we gave them permission that we're good. We got each other, we'll watch this, we'll do this, whatever that may be for the circumstance to, to say. You know, like Shelley and I will take care of each other. We promised mom, you know that we got D you know, you can go, you know, and all that did really well set all that stuff. we hear hospice nurses, cause we talked to our share and nursing home that family wants to hold on, hold on, hold on and do whatever they can to keep them alive. And I don't think either one of my parents wanted to continue living in that physical and mental state quality of life kind of thing, you know? Right. So I think I did a fairly good if it's a job, but I did that well is to really let them know w they transitioned well, as far as I'm concerned, I had no animosity. Everything. I wanted to say, had been said along the line, and that's all a gift of recovery as well. So when it was their time, it was their time and it hurts and it's, but it's beautiful as well. It's, it's a strange thing.

Sandy: Yeah.

Phil: But I thank you for walking through it every time I, I understand when your family, I do feel I was there, but I wasn't as involved as you. Because of our you know, I ended up

Sandy: We had babies.

Phil: I know we had a lot

Phil: of kids and you were saying, even on the way here, how did we do that? How do we take care of like four kids all the same time or a house? And man that was happening. I wonder why people retire. They're just tired from doing that thing. Anyway, look forward to the future with your thanks for sharing.

Phil: I love you. Love you too.

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Lionel Harris| Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 79

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 7 Jun 2022 08:30:00 +0000

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Liz Torres | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 78

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Liz Torres) — Tue, 31 May 2022 08:30:00 +0000

* Liz was introduced to cocaine at 16 * Her father put her up for adoption * Endured a lot of abuse * At 17 she connected with a 40 year old drug supplier who introduced her to cocaine * Her cocaine use got so bad that her eyes, nose and ears doctor had to intervine with emergency surgery…she continued using after that * Kept up a job and was all liked there until people started suspecting drug use….she was fired after a mandatory drug test came back positive * Her supplier of endless cocaine cut her off after he noticed how consumed into it she was * There came a time where she was choosing to buy drugs over buying food for her kids Liz is now a CCAR Volunteer Manager and is a person in recovery. Hear her story as only she can tell it! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Craig Orzel | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 77

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy valentine, Craig Orzel) — Tue, 24 May 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Craig’s alcohol consumption ramped up when he lost both his parents. Additionally, his relationship with his son's mother wasn't going so great. He worked a lot of hours, which also didn't help him with his addiction. Often times he felt like he had no one to talk to, and became somewhat isolated. He hid his addiction well. No one really knew he had a problem. One day during rehab, he started to really understand his addiction and decided to really turn his life around, and with the help of CCAR recovery coaches, he did just that. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Keith Sawyer | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 76

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Keith Sawyer, Michael Serrano) — Tue, 17 May 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Keith Sawyer, now part of CCAR's Board of Directors, is a longtime CCAR volunteer and a person in recovery. Keith also works as a Recovery Support Specialist. He sits down to have a chat with this week's guest host Michael Serrano. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Rashad's Alcohol Recovery Journey | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 74

rebecca@ccar.us (Rashad Walser, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 3 May 2022 07:00:00 +0000

When visiting his dad in California at the age of 8, he was given an alcoholic beverage for the first time. That became a life altering moment for him. In his early 20's he had a traumatic experience that accelerated his overall alcohol consumption. There was a point in time where he went into rehab 12 times in 10 months! After a motor vehicle accident (while under the influence) left him in the hospital, a family intervention shortly thereafter helped Rashad realize that it was time for him to take control of his life and get serious about his recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

A Promise to Jordan | Lisa Gray |Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 73

rebecca@ccar.us (Lisa Gray, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 12 Apr 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Lisa’s son Jordan struggled with the disease of addiction. The disease ultimately took his life. His two younger brothers found his body inside the family minivan in the driveway of their home. It was Jordan's hope that he could heal from addiction and help others fighting the disease. Lisa made a promise to him that she would keep fighting to save other individuals and families from this horrible disease. Less than a month later, on July 26, 2018, A Promise to Jordan was was born. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Dennis Berry of 'Life Mastery School' | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 72

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Dennis Berry) — Tue, 5 Apr 2022 08:30:00 +0000

Dennis Berry is a Life Mastery Coach and has been working with people worldwide for over 15 years. He has been sober since April 8, 2003 during which time he became a successful businessman, athlete, and family man. His journey in recovery helped him find his mission in life, which is to help others achieve inner peace and success, and master every area of their lives. Dennis knows what it is like to be helpless and hopeless with no positive direction. He was able to climb out of the gutter and transform his life and he spends his life helping others do the same. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Multiple Pathways To Recovery w/ Adrienne Miller and Mary Beth O'Connor | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 71

Tue, 29 Mar 2022 11:30:00 +0000

President/CEO Woman for Sobriety Adrienne Miller and former Administrative Law Judge Mary Beth O’Connor of LifeRing Secular Recovery & She Recovers Foundation join us on this week’s Recovery Matters podcast! In August 2020, Mary Beth had an op-ed published in the Wall Street Journal, I Beat Addiction without God, where she described building a personal recovery plan by combining ideas from various programs which included Woman for Sobriety. That led to her meeting Adrienne. and from there they teamed up to speak about multiple pathways that can be taken towards recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Spiritual Alignment | Barbara Mcclane | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 70

Tue, 22 Mar 2022 12:00:00 +0000

Barbara McLane, a person in recovery, photographer and author of her upcoming book “Blessed Not Bitter” joins us this week on the Recovery Matters! podcast where she shares her incredible journey to finding her birth mother and siblings after being separated from them at a very young age. Spiritual alignment as she refers to it. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Wrestling with Mental Health | Travis Caouette | Recovery Matters! Podcast Episode 69

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Travis Caouette) — Tue, 15 Mar 2022 08:30:00 +0000

CCAR Virtual Production Team Manager Travis Caouette talks about his struggles with mental health and the multiple pathways he took to manage the thoughts he constantly wrestled with since childhood. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Real Geraldo Rivera | Recovery Matters! Episode 68

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Geraldo Rivera) — Tue, 8 Mar 2022 11:00:00 +0000

CCAR Hartford Volunteer Manager, and person in long term recovery Geraldo Rivera aka “The Real Geraldo Rivera” joins us on this weeks show. He has a very interesting backstory you don’t want to miss! You'll hear Geraldo talk about growing up in Puerto Rico where he experienced his first taste of alcohol at the age of 9, moving to Hartford, Connecticut where he got involved with both using and distributing drugs + his time as a member of a street gang, becoming homeless and more! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The OxyContin Trap: From Pain Relief to Addiction | Recovery Matters! Episode 67

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Jennifer Reed) — Tue, 22 Feb 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Oxycontin is addictive and has been responsible for hundreds of thousands of deaths throughout the US. If you’ve seen Hulu’s limited series Dopesick, you will notice that Jennifer’s story mirrors that of Betsy Mallum, one of the characters featured within the series. Just like Betsy, Jennifer suffered an injury on the job which caused her excruciating pain. Having been clean and on a road of recovery from past substance use, her doctor had eventually prescribed her Oxycontin, an opioid that was aggressively pushed on doctors by Purdue Pharma as being “non-addictive”. Ultimately, there came a point where Jennifer was taking more than the recommended dosage, which then led to her trying to figure out a cheaper alternative that would feed her addiction….heroin. 🎧Hear more of Jennifer’s story by listening to this weeks all new audio podcast For more information on CCAR, visit https://www.ccar.us ----Across the Web---- ✉️ Donate: https://www.ccar.us/ccar-gift-shop 🗣Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recover ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

My Gastric Bypass Surgery Journey | Recovery Matters! Episode 66 ft. Stacy Charpentier

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Stacy Charpentier) — Tue, 15 Feb 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Are you considering gastric bypass surgery? Preparing for gastric bypass surgery is not an easy journey. Gastric bypass surgery is a life-changing procedure that requires early and careful planning. It can help you lose weight without the feeling of hunger, and regain your health. On this week's Recovery Matters audio podcast, guest Stacy Charpentier talks about her gastric bypass surgery journey, before, during and after surgery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Breaking Free: Matthew's Battle and Triumph Over Marijuana Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Matthew Valentine) — Tue, 1 Feb 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 65 | Hosts Phil and Sandy Valentine introduce their son, Matthew, who shares his story of overcoming addiction to alcohol and marijuana. Matthew recounts his early life experiences, his struggles with body image and addiction, and the influence of his family and friends on his recovery journey. Offering insights into his battle with social anxiety and discovering his ADHD, Matthew explains how he found solace in exercise, faith, and connecting with loved ones. Highlighting the importance of supportive relationships and self-awareness, this episode offers a raw and honest look at the power of vulnerability and the path to healing.

00:00 Introduction to the Recovery Matters Podcast

00:26 Meet Matthew: A Family Conversation

02:26 Matthew's Earliest Memories

09:07 Childhood Struggles and Body Image

21:30 The Start of Addiction

24:42 Social Anxiety and Substance Use

30:07 Daily Use and Family Awareness

32:01 Discovering ADD and ADHD

32:23 Discovering ADHD

33:38 Misunderstanding ADHD

35:55 Alcohol and Substance Use

37:32 Consequences and Realizations

40:59 Choosing a New Path

42:28 Struggles and Growth

45:42 Commitment to Recovery

52:44 Support and Connection

58:05 Future Aspirations

01:01:45 Parental Support and Reflections

01:06:03 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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Phil and Sandy "Faith & Spirituality"

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 25 Jan 2022 21:30:00 +0000

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Bill Stauffer

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Bill Stauffer) — Tue, 18 Jan 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Bill Stauffer, Executive Director of The Pennsylvania Recovery Organizations Alliance joins us on this week's all new Recovery Matters Podcast! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Jason Sirois

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 11 Jan 2022 09:30:00 +0000

This week we are joined by Jason Sirois, a CCAR Recovery Coach. He talks to us about his battles with alcohol which, at the time, impacted his relationships with those close to him. Alcohol was a huge part of his everyday routine until he decided to turn his life around and get the help he needed. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Ruth Riddick

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Ruth Riddick) — Tue, 4 Jan 2022 09:30:00 +0000

Now available on Youtube is this week's all new episode of the Recovery Matters Podcast featuring Dubliner Ruth Riddick, CCAR Recovery Coach professional and founder of Sobriety Together. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Rich Walsh

rebecca@ccar.us (Rich Walsh, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 28 Dec 2021 09:30:00 +0000

CCAR Department of Corrections Program Recovery Coach Rich Walsh takes the seat this week as he talks about the following topics: 👶 his upbringing 💵 his many hustles to make a living 💰 🔫🚗🌴 the time he was involved in a drug deal gone bad that almost cost him his life 🚨🚔👮‍♂️ prison time 🏨 his road to recovery …and so much more! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

My Dog Saved Me from Suicide: Jamie’s Fight for Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Jamie McDonald) — Tue, 21 Dec 2021 09:30:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 59 | Jaime McDonald shares his battle with alcoholism that started after dealing with his daughter's issues, leading him into a downward spiral of depression, excessive drinking, and suicidal thoughts. With the help of his German Shepherd Bernie, Jaime comes to the realization of needing help and seeks treatment in Bali. While emphasizing the importance of therapy, mindfulness, and community service, Jaime also discusses his newfound passions in photography and sailing. The conversation highlights the importance of overcoming stigma, finding self-awareness, and the transformative power of recovery.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Personal Struggles and the Start of Drinking

01:49 Escalation of Alcohol Consumption

03:28 Achievements Amidst Addiction

04:19 Dealing with Bulimia and Body Image Issues

07:30 The Depths of Alcoholism

14:14 Turning Point and Seeking Help

15:59 Journey to Recovery in Bali

25:54 Discovering New Passions: Diving and Photography

30:29 Future Photography Aspirations

31:49 Safari Adventures and Recovery Realizations

32:35 Pushing Limits and New Obsessions

33:19 Sailing Dreams and Business Ventures

34:45 Photography Passion and Personal Growth

35:31 Defining Self and Making a Difference

37:54 Breaking Stigmas and Embracing Recovery

40:19 Mental Health Awareness and Famous Struggles

44:21 Adventure and Happiness Beyond Wealth

53:53 Therapy and Self-Awareness in Recovery

57:09 Concluding Thoughts and Gratitude

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Sizzling Success: The Rise of Bear's BBQ from the Ashes of Addiction w/ Jamie McDonald

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Jamie McDonald) — Tue, 14 Dec 2021 09:30:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 58 | Jamie McDonald, owner of Bear’s Smokehouse BBQ, recounts his discovery of barbecue, his career in various engineering roles, his struggle with bulimia, and his unexpected success in competitive eating. Jamie's story highlights his entrepreneurial spirit, opening Bear's Smokehouse Barbecue despite numerous challenges. His tale is a testament to resilience, transformation, and the power of pushing through life's obstacles while championing recovery from addiction.

00:00 Introduction to the Recovery Matters Podcast

00:26 Discovering a Passion for Barbecue

01:00 Starting Bear's Barbecue

03:30 Challenges and Rewards of Entrepreneurship

04:57 Expanding the Business

11:04 Sustainability Efforts

14:10 Growing Up in Kansas City

17:49 Joining the Navy

26:35 Acupuncture and Early Career

27:08 Meeting Cheryl and Starting a Family

27:45 Balancing Work and Education

29:21 Pursuing Veterinary Dreams

31:09 Moving to Florida and Career Shifts

31:52 Managing Mental Health and Obsessions

43:46 Bodybuilding and Competitive Eating

46:59 Reflecting on Competitive Eating

54:17 Investing in the Restaurant Business

54:59 Conclusion and Podcast Outro

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Robert Ashford's Vision for Inclusive Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Robert Ashford) — Tue, 7 Dec 2021 09:30:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 57 | Robert Ashford, the Executive Director of Unity Recovery based in Philadelphia, discusses his personal recovery journey, the challenges he faced, and the impact of creating recovery community organizations. He emphasizes the importance of integrating mental health and substance use recovery support, building sustainable recovery communities, and the potential of digital recovery services. Robert also talks about the innovative social enterprises linked to Unity Recovery, including yoga studios and a taco shop, which aim to employ people in recovery and provide them with living wages. The episode highlights the future of recovery support and the ongoing need for advocacy and innovation.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

01:13 Meet Robert Ashford: A Journey in Recovery

04:17 Childhood Memories and Early Influences

09:00 Struggles and Turning Points

14:26 Path to Recovery and Advocacy

19:44 Building Collegiate Recovery Programs

23:19 Leadership and System Change

30:19 The Power of Community in Recovery

31:48 The Origin of Unity Recovery

34:37 Challenges and Strategies in Inclusive Recovery

41:06 The Role of Peer Services in Recovery

49:28 Entrepreneurship and Recovery Support

59:49 Looking Ahead: The Future of Recovery Support

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Husband and Wife Navigate Through Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Dimitri Bakes, Robyn Bakes) — Tue, 30 Nov 2021 10:45:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 56 | This episode of the 'Recovery Matters' podcast from CCAR features hosts Phil and Sandy Valentine engaging with Dimitri and Robin Bakes, a couple who navigated the tumultuous waters of addiction and recovery together. Dimitri shares his experiences with alcoholism, drug addiction, and multiple incarcerations while illustrating the pivotal role that Robin played in his path to recovery. The conversation explores their struggles, Dimitri's relapses, and eventual redemption, highlighting the supportive framework provided by CCAR and the importance of a loving partner in the recovery journey.

00:00 Introduction to the Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Meet the Hosts: Phil and Sandy Valentine

01:37 Introducing Robin and Dimitri Bakes

03:08 Robin and Dimitri's Relationship Journey

06:47 Dimitri's Early Life and Struggles

14:40 Dimitri's Descent into Addiction

25:47 Life in Prison and the Path to Recovery

44:20 Reconnecting and Relapsing

45:30 Rebuilding from Scratch

46:06 Support and Milestones

46:16 First Job After Recovery

48:27 Relapse and Realization

51:42 The Family Disease

54:47 The Struggle with Secrecy

58:44 The Turning Point

01:01:05 Seeking Help and Treatment

01:07:58 A New Path in Recovery

01:10:44 Finding Purpose in Helping Others

01:14:39 The Power of Support

01:22:36 A Second Chance

01:33:57 Conclusion and Gratitude

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Daryl McGraw: From Addiction to Activism

rebecca@ccar.us (Daryl McGraw, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 23 Nov 2021 17:18:18 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 55 | Phil and Sandy Valentine engage in a deep and revealing conversation with Daryl McGraw, a person in long-term recovery. Daryl recounts his journey from growing up in an impoverished, violent neighborhood and getting involved in drug dealing to being incarcerated multiple times. He shares how education and recovery transformed his life, enabling him to become an advocate for systemic change and a supporter of others in recovery. Daryl discusses the challenges of navigating systemic racism, the need for culturally competent recovery support, and the importance of rebuilding communities affected by addiction. His powerful story highlights resilience, the significance of lived experience, and the drive to bring others along on the path to recovery.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:25 Hosts Phil and Sandy's Banter

01:18 Introducing Guest Daryl McGraw

02:04 Daryl's Journey to Recovery

06:42 Daryl's Professional Path

12:08 Growing Up in Stamford

15:18 Life Lessons from the Streets

33:11 Reflections on Leadership and Systemic Challenges

39:52 A Mother's Influence and Early Life Choices

40:30 The Cycle of Incarceration and Substance Use

41:16 Institutionalization and Dual Identities

43:54 The Impact of Trauma and Violence

46:51 Education as a Path to True Power

53:30 Navigating Leadership and Systemic Challenges

01:09:30 The Importance of Cultural Competence in Recovery

01:16:28 Final Thoughts and Future Aspirations

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Jewish Faith Meets Recovery: Rabbi Ilan on Healing and Community

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Ilan Glazer) — Wed, 17 Nov 2021 20:12:12 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 54 | Rabbi Ilan Glazer, founder of Our Jewish Recovery shares his poignant story of growing up with significant family challenges and multiple relocations enforced by his father's rabbinical duties. He discusses his struggles with multiple addictions, the internal conflict with traditional recovery models in predominantly Christian contexts, and his path toward healing and recovery. Rabbi Ilan also highlights the importance of community and the transformative power of creating spaces where Jewish identity and recovery coexist harmoniously. His journey from personal turmoil to becoming a recovery coach and advocate within the Jewish community is both inspiring and enlightening.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Diversity, Inclusion, and Social Justice in Recovery

02:19 Introducing Rabbi Ilan Glaser

03:12 Challenges for Jews in Traditional Recovery Circles

08:46 Educating the Jewish Community About Addiction

14:22 Rabbi Ilan Glaser's Personal Recovery Journey

14:44 Early Life and Family Challenges

20:21 Struggles with Addiction and Self-Discovery

30:44 Finding Strength and Purpose

35:13 Facing the Reality of Addiction

36:26 A Week of Healing and Self-Discovery

37:29 Sharing Trauma and Finding Hope

38:49 The Journey of Recovery

42:21 Building a Support System

47:48 Creating Our Jewish Recovery Community

52:06 Becoming a Recovery Coach

59:35 Challenges of Clergy in Recovery

01:03:08 Final Thoughts and Resources

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Trey Laird

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Trey Laird, Sandy Valentine) — Fri, 12 Nov 2021 15:03:46 +0000

Trey Laird is in the studio this week sharing his story and the mission of The Lighthouse and their recovery services. His choice to recover out loud and be an inspirational voice in the recovery movement comes through in this discussion. He touches on his drive to fill in gaps that exist in recovery support services and talks about the journey to a new life living happily in sobriety. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

CrossFit to Crossroads: Leigh's Unique Road to Sobriety and Strength

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Leigh Stepanian) — Tue, 9 Nov 2021 16:11:39 +0000

Recovery Matters Podacst Episode 53 | Phil and Sandy Valentine welcome their guest, Leigh, who discusses her transformative experiences, from overcoming addiction and working as a fitness trainer, to discovering the importance of community and multiple pathways to recovery. The hosts explore various topics with Leigh, including her engagement, family dynamics, and her current role with The Phoenix, a national nonprofit focused on connecting people through physical activities and creative events. The episode highlights the significance of finding joy, building meaningful relationships, and embracing diverse routes to recovery.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:37 A Personal Anniversary and Memories

02:04 Introducing Leigh and Her Journey

02:29 Professional Bio and Career Path

04:52 Educational Background and Interests

14:56 Childhood Memories and Early Influences

33:04 First Experiences with Substances

40:04 Childhood Mischief and School Troubles

40:38 Fighting and Anger Management

42:40 High School Struggles and Dropping Out

44:57 Casino Life and Substance Use

51:55 Recovery Journey Begins

53:55 Discovering Narcotics Anonymous

56:51 Embracing Multiple Pathways to Recovery

01:00:23 Fitness and CrossFit Obsession

01:05:40 The Phoenix: Building Community in Recovery

01:11:41 Home Life and Personal Interests

01:15:26 Upcoming Events and Final Thoughts

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Surviving a Shotgun Blast: Michael's Unbelievable Path to Addiction Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Michael Serrano) — Tue, 2 Nov 2021 18:36:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 52 | Michael shares his powerful and emotional story of recovery, detailing his traumatic experience of being shot while working at a gas station, his struggles with addiction and PTSD, and his journey towards healing and transformation. Michael also discusses his work with CCAR, including his role as a volunteer manager and his ambition to be a Master Recovery Coach. Through his faith, volunteering efforts, and the support of the recovery community at CCAR, Michael exemplifies resilience and the impact of recovery coaching.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:26 Meet the Hosts: Phil and Rebecca

00:51 Weather Talk and Personal Preferences

02:19 Michael's Journey in Recovery

02:36 The Spanish Podcast: Recuperación Importa

03:12 Michael's Role and Career Path

03:53 Inspirational Figures: Art and Geraldo

13:35 Michael's Life-Changing Incident

32:11 Struggles with Addiction and Paranoia

32:45 Panic Attacks and Job Instability

33:19 Triggers and PTSD

33:54 Isolation and Trust Issues

36:54 Therapy and Recovery Journey

37:41 Cultural Barriers in Therapy

38:57 Building Relationships in Recovery

42:25 Impact of Recovery Coaches

01:02:11 Future Goals and Aspirations

01:06:42 Closing Thoughts and Reflections

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Maysha's Fight Against Addiction and Cancer

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 26 Oct 2021 19:39:33 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 51 | Maysha recounts her journey from a challenging childhood in Brooklyn under her grandmother's care, dealing with her parents' absence, to battling alcoholism and navigating through a cancer diagnosis. She shares insights into her career transitions, personal growth, struggles with self-worth, and her eventual path to sobriety and service in the recovery community.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:26 Phil's Dad Jokes and Sandy's Reactions

01:29 Sandy's Lifestyle Changes

02:16 Introducing Maysha Zakrevsky

03:24 Maysha's Early Life and Family Background

11:08 Challenges in School and Moving to Virginia

18:00 High School Struggles and Finding a Place

23:17 College Life and Drinking Issues

31:43 Teaching Career and Meeting Her Husband

35:54 Meeting in Norwalk and Enabling Each Other

36:16 Father's Illness and Drinking Escalation

38:26 Father's Passing and Drinking Justification

39:40 Job Changes and Drinking Issues

42:18 Food Tour Guide Experience

46:38 Realization and Admission of Alcoholism

50:15 Journey to Sobriety and Breast Cancer Diagnosis

01:01:21 Recovery and Life Today

01:15:28 Conclusion and Reflections

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From McDonald's Bathroom to Recovery Hero

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 12 Oct 2021 15:58:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 49 | Amanda shares her journey from struggling with addiction, depression, and trauma to embracing recovery. She opens up about her experiences with early prescription medication, homelessness, multiple rehab stays, a life-altering overdose incident at a McDonald's, and the pivotal moments that led to her recovery. Through the support of her family, recovery programs, and her own resilience, Amanda now helps others find hope and recovery.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:36 Hosts' Personal Camping Stories

01:30 Amanda's Camping Memories

03:49 Amanda's Role at CCAR

04:45 Amanda's Childhood and Family Background

07:17 Struggles During School Years

10:13 College and Early Adulthood Challenges

12:24 Descent into Addiction

18:22 Life in the Food Service Industry

22:50 The Turning Point: Overdose and Recovery

32:33 The Importance of Team Sports

33:27 Coaching Philosophy and Parental Involvement

35:44 Personal Journey Through Sobering Centers

37:06 Finding Support and Building Connections

40:01 Transitioning to a New Career

41:25 The Role of Music in Recovery

44:52 Working in Mental Health and Case Management

46:25 Joining CCAR and Overcoming Fears

51:37 Life in Recovery and Family Dynamics

56:27 The Impact of Recovery Coaching

01:03:47 Final Thoughts and Reflections

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From Shame to Strength: Confronting Bulimia and Food Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Robin Clare, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 5 Oct 2021 13:07:12 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 48 | Robin Clare shares her powerful story of overcoming a lifelong struggle with food addiction and bulimia. Starting from childhood humiliation, she details her transformative path through spiritual healing and professional development. An author and recovery coach, Robyn discusses her work at CCAR, her books, and how she's using writing as a therapeutic tool in recovery. Joined by hosts Phil and Sandy, they explore the nuances of recovery, the importance of spiritual guidance, and the value of self-acceptance.

00:00 Introduction and Small Talk

00:31 Phil's Recovery Journey

01:34 Introducing Robin and Her Story

02:08 Robin's Struggles and Turning Point

04:38 Path to Recovery and Spiritual Guidance

06:17 Writing as a Tool for Recovery

14:47 Corporate America and Spiritual Awakening

21:12 Spiritual Gifts and Divine Encounters

32:53 Reflecting on Spiritual Guidance

33:56 Phil's Journey of Recovery

36:32 Sandy's Relationship with Food

38:36 Mindfulness and Self-Care

41:02 Healing and Acceptance

47:58 The Power of Spiritual Experiences

51:08 Integrating Spirituality into Daily Life

01:03:33 Writing and Recovery

01:05:40 Final Thoughts and Future Plans

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Addiction and Academics: Building Recovery-Friendly College Campuses

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 28 Sep 2021 16:56:11 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 47 | Hosts Phil and Sandy Valentine share deeply personal stories about their college experiences and the challenges they faced with addiction. They explore the impact of alcohol and substance use on their academic and personal lives, addressing issues like anxiety, guilt, and shame. The discussion highlights the importance of creating recovery-friendly environments on college campuses and promoting a lifestyle that prioritizes mental, emotional, and spiritual well-being. They emphasize the need for honest conversations about drug use, recovery support systems, and the role of spirituality in healing. Sandy also touches on her recent efforts to integrate recovery support services at the University of Connecticut. The episode concludes with a plea for more responsible social media behavior to help destigmatize recovery and addiction.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:26 Reflecting on College Days

01:19 Struggles and Guilt in College

04:52 Social Anxiety and College Life

07:44 The Impact of Alcohol and Drugs

12:27 Academic Challenges and Probation

14:02 A Lifelong Struggle with Addiction

23:54 Redemption and New Beginnings

29:46 Returning to Academia

31:15 Navigating Academic Anxiety

33:07 Understanding Collegiate Recovery

34:52 Challenges of a Recovery-Hostile Environment

39:23 Promoting a Sober Lifestyle

51:07 Creating a Recovery-Friendly Campus

56:43 Final Thoughts and Reflections

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Homeless, Addicted, and Nearly Dead: How Domenick Found Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Domenick Galarneau) — Tue, 21 Sep 2021 13:28:05 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 46 | Dominic opens up about his early struggles with authority, his experiences growing up with a father and brother who both faced severe health issues, and his own descent into addiction, which left him homeless for five years. He recalls his transformative moment of clarity, leading him to Teen Challenge and eventually the Salvation Army in Hartford, CT where he began to rebuild his life. Dominic speaks candidly about the challenges he faced in early recovery, the importance of a supportive community, and how his faith and continuous self-improvement played pivotal roles in his journey. Through perseverance and dedication, Dominic now works as a Department of Corrections recovery coach and collaborates with the Manchester Police Department, helping others find their path to recovery. His story is an inspiring testament to the power of hope, resilience, and the importance of treating addiction with compassion.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Hosts' Lighthearted Banter

01:35 Introducing Today's Guest: Dominic

02:57 Dominic's Role at CCAR

04:02 Early Life and Family Struggles

11:57 Adolescent Challenges and First Encounters with Addiction

15:14 Friendships and Losses

27:45 Homelessness and Struggles with Addiction

38:37 Exploring Homeless Communities

39:39 Walking Through Memories

40:24 Revisiting Springfield

41:46 Teen Challenge Journey

45:19 Salvation Army Experience

51:42 Finding a New Path

56:02 Discovering Recovery Coaching

01:14:19 Faith and Recovery

01:16:34 Conclusion and Reflections

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Half Dead at Birth, Fully Alive in Recovery: A Powerful Story of Addiction and Redemption

rebecca@ccar.us (Herb "Half Crow" Boyd, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 14 Sep 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 45 | Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 45 | Herb Boyd’s story is a powerful testament to overcoming addiction, incarceration, and adversity. A member of the Mashantucket Pequot tribe, Herb was given the tribal name "Half Crow" after surviving severe medical challenges at birth. Raised in New York City, he navigated the struggles of a broken home, a military career filled with highs and lows, and more than 20 years behind bars. Through recovery, he transformed his life, becoming an emergency department recovery coach dedicated to helping others. Herb reflects on mentors, including Art, his tribal heritage, and spiritual growth through the Bible and traditional teachings. His journey highlights unlearning destructive behaviors, embracing recovery, and rebuilding family bonds, while honoring the lessons of his Native American roots.

00:00 Welcome to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Phil and Sandy's Florida Adventure

01:11 Meet Herb Half Crow Boyd

02:12 Herb's Early Life and Challenges

03:08 Herb's Connection with Phil and Art

04:58 Family and Recovery

07:30 Growing Up in New York City

17:31 Joining the Military

20:36 Life in the Marine Corps

31:53 Struggles with Addiction

39:47 Emotional Reflections on Fatherhood

40:25 Reconnecting with Family

42:25 Spiritual Guidance and Recovery

49:25 Blending Cultural and Spiritual Teachings

50:46 A Journey Through Work and Incarceration

01:09:08 Finding Purpose in Recovery Coaching

01:16:02 Concluding Thoughts and Future Aspirations

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Greg Williams: From Anonymous People to Generation Found - A Journey Through Addiction and Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Greg Williams, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 7 Sep 2021 19:15:31 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 44 | Greg Williams, a dedicated recovery advocate and filmmaker, shares his personal journey from early substance use, battles with addiction, and the pivotal moments that led him to recovery. He discusses the challenges of being a young person in recovery, his advocacy for better healthcare systems, and his work on influential films like 'The Anonymous People' and 'Generation Found.' This conversation delves into the personal and systemic battles in the fight against addiction and the road to wellness.

00:00 Welcome to Recovery Matters

00:34 Introducing Greg Williams

01:44 Greg's Early Life and Struggles

08:02 The Turning Point

17:03 College and Recovery

25:27 Advocacy and Systemic Change

39:29 The Impact of Addiction and Recovery

39:40 Personal Loss and Advocacy

43:07 Challenges in the Healthcare System

46:52 The Anonymous People: Inspiration and Journey

51:16 Creating Change Through Film

01:02:34 Balancing Family and Advocacy

01:12:08 Final Thoughts and Gratitude

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The Power of Physical Fitness in Recovery: Scott Strode of The Phoenix

rebecca@ccar.us (Scott Strode, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 31 Aug 2021 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 43 | Scott Strode, the executive director and founder of The Phoenix, shares his tumultuous journey from a youth spent in Pennsylvania between an alcoholic father and a hardworking mother to becoming an individual deeply involved in substance use recovery. He recounts his experiences working on ships, his struggles with alcoholism, and his eventual turn towards physical fitness as a pathway to recovery. Through ice climbing, boxing, and triathlons, Scott discovered the power of community and supportive connections. His personal transformation led to the founding of The Phoenix, a sober active community that uses athletic and social activities to foster recovery support. The discussion highlights the impact of creating a free, supportive environment where people in recovery can thrive, and Scott offers insights into normalizing recovery and the expansive growth of The Phoenix nationally.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:26 Sandy's Unfortunate Circumstances

02:04 Introducing Scott Strode

03:05 Scott's Early Life and Family

11:03 Scott's Adolescence and Rebellion

14:46 Life Lessons at Sea

23:30 Journey to Sobriety

30:36 Personal Reflections on Fun and Recovery

31:55 The Thrill of Climbing and Personal Growth

33:58 Outdoor Adventures and Connection with Nature

41:19 The Phoenix: A Journey of Recovery and Community

48:15 Expanding the Phoenix Movement

53:59 Promoting Recovery and Eliminating Stigma

58:55 Personal Stories and Final Thoughts

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Don Fertman’s Subway Success, Sobriety, and Redemption – As Seen on Undercover Boss

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Don Fertman, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 10 Aug 2021 14:40:41 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 42 | Don, who has been in long-term recovery from alcoholism since 1983, shares his poignant personal story, from his early days in radio and his rock band 'The Crayons,' to his extensive career with Subway, and his transformative experience on the TV show 'Undercover Boss.' He recalls how his disclosure of his recovery journey on national TV inspired viewers such as Harold Andrew, illustrating the profound impact of sharing recovery stories. The discussion delves into the power of music as a recovery tool and explores Don's current involvement with 'The Phoenix,' an organization promoting sober, active communities.

00:00 Welcome to Recovery Matters

01:14 Meet Don Fertman: Radio Days and Recovery

03:33 Musical Memories and Personal Stories

15:24 The Healing Power of Music

24:47 Spiritual Connections Through Music

28:55 The Power of Music in Recovery

29:45 Personal Reflections on Music and Emotions

31:27 Music and Recovery: A Personal Journey

33:27 Rediscovering Music in Sobriety

35:43 The Role of Music in Recovery Communities

41:23 The Impact of Sharing Recovery Stories

44:24 Undercover Boss and the Ripple Effect

01:03:55 The Phoenix: Connecting Through Physical and Virtual Programs

01:08:09 Reflections on Recovery and Gratitude

01:08:50 Closing Thoughts and Gratitude

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From Straight-Edge Rebellion to Addiction’s Grip: Zach’s Fight for Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Zach Lewin, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 3 Aug 2021 07:45:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 41 | Zach shares his story of growing up in Old Saybrook, Connecticut, and how his life transformed from enjoying various hobbies to struggling with addiction. Starting with marijuana and alcohol in college, his substance use escalated to opiates and heroin, leading to several legal troubles and a stint in rehab. Zach recounts his path to recovery, including pivotal moments, the role of his family, his experience with different treatment methods, and the importance of community support.

00:00 Welcome to Recovery Matters Podcast

01:38 Introducing Zach: A Journey Begins

03:11 Growing Up in Old Saybrook

05:27 High School Days and Punk Rock Influence

08:17 Discovering Straight Edge

23:18 College Life and First Encounters with Drugs

33:10 Cannabis and Mental Health

34:12 Heroin Addiction and Recovery

35:43 Struggles with Prescription Drugs

40:24 Turning Point and Seeking Help

44:16 Entering Rehab and Early Recovery

47:33 Working in Recovery

49:26 Joining CCAR and Career Growth

01:03:18 Impact of COVID on Recovery

01:05:57 Success Stories and Reflections

01:08:03 Life Beyond Recovery

01:10:05 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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From Bar Exam to Behind Bars: Brian's Journey of Addiction and Redemption

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Brian McManus) — Tue, 27 Jul 2021 08:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 40 | Brian shares his powerful story of overcoming addiction and legal troubles to become a recovery coach manager for the Department of Corrections program with CCAR. Brian's narrative touches on his early life, emotional struggles, and his battle with alcoholism that led to professional and personal downfall, including embezzlement and incarceration. After a profound moment of self-reflection, Brian sought help and turned his life around. His journey through recovery, bolstered by immense support from his family and the 12-step community, led him to a career helping others in similar situations. Brian’s story is a testament to resilience, the importance of vulnerability, and the transformative power of recovery.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Hosts' Personal Updates and Vacation Plans

00:43 Phil's Recovery Journey and Sugar Addiction

02:02 Story Slams and Guest Introduction

02:25 Brian McManus: Background and Early Life

08:49 Brian's Family and Upbringing

23:07 High School and College Experiences

32:07 Law School and Early Career

38:45 Deciding to Go Solo

39:38 The Downward Spiral Begins

40:25 Family Ultimatums and Relapses

41:29 Professional Failures and Ethical Breaches

44:48 Hitting Rock Bottom

48:39 A Glimmer of Hope

49:07 Seeking Help and Legal Consequences

55:12 Prison and Recovery

01:01:01 Rebuilding Life Post-Prison

01:07:11 Challenges and Triumphs in Recovery

01:16:49 Current Role and Reflections

01:26:27 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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Restoration Begins at the Shore: Kevin's Path to Environmental and Personal Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Kevin Carmignani, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 20 Jul 2021 07:00:00 +0000

Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 39 | Phil and Sandy engage in a conversation with Kevin, the program coordinator for the Ocean Recovery Community Alliance (ORCA). They explore Kevin's journey in recovery, his passion for surfing, and his involvement in environmental cleanups. The discussion highlights the transformative power of engaging with nature, the sense of community fostered through ORCA events, and the personal and collective impact of these initiatives. Kevin shares his experiences of organizing cleanups, the significance of removing environmental wreckage, and the intersection of his recovery journey with his love for the ocean. He gives insight into the planning and execution of ORCA events, the importance of sustainable practices, and the overwhelming support received from the community.

00:00 Welcome to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Parenting Challenges and Trash Talk

01:40 Discovering a Passion for Beach Cleanups

03:01 Water Bottles and Environmental Practices

04:30 The ORCA Adventure Begins

10:01 Surfing Stories and Community

18:15 Surfing and Recovery: A Personal Journey

20:44 Finding Peace in Insignificance

21:27 Recovery and New Hobbies

22:49 Reconnecting with Friends

23:50 Ocean Recovery Community Alliance

28:06 The Joy of Cleaning Up

35:25 Getting Involved with ORCA

42:00 Personal Transformation Through Service

43:50 Looking Ahead

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In The Helping Business

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Virginia Adams, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 13 Jul 2021 13:40:00 +0000

Phil and Sandy are joined on this episode by 10-year CCAR employee, Hartford Recovery Community Center Manager, Virginia Adams. Virginia explains how moving from school-to-school when she was younger led to an unsuccessful search for self that drew her into substance use and all the unmanageability that comes with it. A story of finding ones identity, meeting life's challenges, and finding peace through creativity, service, and Recovery! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Time With Dr. Haner Hernández

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine, Haner Hernández) — Tue, 6 Jul 2021 17:55:00 +0000

Our guest on this episode is Dr. Haner Hernández. He is a person in long-term recovery who has had an illustrious career, spanning more than three decades, that has included teaching at various universities, working directly and in a consulting capacity for state and federal agencies, performing one-on-one recovery support, and so much more. We hear about the racism Haner encountered at a young age when his mother moved their family to Springfield, MA and how his youth informed his later work. Dr. Hernández goes on to discuss gang life, substance use, exposure to the prison system, finding recovery, and some of the amazing work he has done over his long career. This episode brings it all; an inspiring first-hand account of street life, drug use, and recovery, exploration of racial and economic disparities, and the story of a person finding their voice! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

45 Years In Recovery From Alcohol Addiction

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 29 Jun 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Rick shares his profound and challenging journey through 46 years of recovery from alcoholism. Rick recounts his violent and dangerous childhood, struggling with alcoholic parents, and finding himself in dangerous situations due to his addiction. He discusses his transformative moments, including a critical realization during a heated moment with his wife and the role of key support figures in his life. Rick's narrative explores his battles with self-deception, the profound loss of his daughter, and the ultimate path to finding spiritual growth and a renewed purpose. Throughout the conversation, the importance of honesty, caring, and continuous self-improvement in recovery is highlighted, providing a powerful testament to the resilience found in the recovery journey.

00:00 Introduction to the Recovery Matters Podcast

00:31 Phil and Sandy's Early Recovery Stories

01:45 Introducing Rick: A Special Guest with 45 Years of Recovery

02:10 Rick's Childhood and Early Struggles

04:01 The Impact of Alcoholic Parents

08:57 Rick's First Drink and Teenage Years

16:08 College Days and Encounters with Famous Figures

24:37 The Vietnam War and Military Service

29:58 Post-Military Life and Struggles with Alcoholism

34:38 The Turning Point: Seeking Help and Recovery

36:44 Reflecting on the Pandemic and Recovery Journey

37:00 Early Days of Recovery

38:01 Meeting My Sponsor

39:34 The Importance of Hard Work in Recovery

40:21 Spirituality and God's Role in Recovery

41:23 A Personal Tragedy and Its Impact

43:36 Learning to Care Again

59:53 The Birth of Hope

01:05:01 Final Thoughts on Recovery and Life

01:08:14 Closing Remarks and Resources

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A New Way To Live

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 22 Jun 2021 09:15:00 +0000

Phil and Sandy are joined on this episode by Kevin Shuler, CCAR's Emergency Department Recovery Coach Manager. What follows is an amazing discussion that will make you laugh and perhaps shed a tear. A picture of a life and a story of becoming; substance intervenes, and as is so often the case, we hear how pain and suffering forge the best version of ourselves when we pursue recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

I Escaped an 11-Year Nightmare of Abuse and Addiction – Finding Freedom in Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Carmen Bravo, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 15 Jun 2021 07:00:00 +0000

Carmen shares her extraordinary journey from a challenging upbringing in Puerto Rico to becoming a beacon of hope and advocate for recovery in Connecticut. Carmen candidly discusses her experiences with familial instability, addiction, homelessness, and domestic abuse, all of which ultimately led her to find strength, faith, and a new purpose in life. Now a celebrated Recovery Coach, Carmen highlights the power of community support, the importance of self-love, and the impact of helping others through their struggles.

00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome

06:39 Carmen's Early Life in Puerto Rico

07:47 Challenges and Struggles in Puerto Rico

14:13 Moving to the United States

15:53 Life in New York and Connecticut

21:51 Turning Point and Recovery

27:09 Returning to Education and Career Transition

28:05 Discovering the Recovery Coach Academy

29:13 Volunteering and Meeting Phil

29:35 Experiencing the Recovery Coach Academy

31:12 Working in the Emergency Department

33:15 Personal Reflections and Family

39:47 Gratitude and Spirituality in Recovery

43:54 Navigating Life in Recovery

50:42 Final Thoughts and Future Aspirations

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Surviving Generational Addiction: Cathy's Journey to Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Cathy Bergren, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 8 Jun 2021 07:00:00 +0000

Cathy shares candidly about her 30-year journey from growing up in an environment riddled with alcoholism, through her own struggles with addiction starting in her early teens, to achieving long-term recovery and becoming a leader in the recovery community. The conversation touches on her teenage escapades, battles with addiction, her pivotal moment of seeking help, and her subsequent move to California where she flourished in recovery. Kathy also discusses her role at CCAR, the challenges of navigating recovery during the COVID-19 pandemic, and her personal growth and resilience as a single mother and advocate for recovery. Her story underscores the evolving nature of recovery and the importance of community and connection in the healing process.

00:00 Introduction to the Recovery Matters Podcast

00:28 Phil and Sandy's Fashion Journey

02:10 Meet Kathy Bergen: A Journey of Long-Term Recovery

03:01 Kathy's Childhood and Family Struggles

13:29 Teenage Rebellion and Substance Use

24:09 Finding Recovery in High School

27:06 College Life and Relapse

28:06 The Illusion of Control

29:08 Academic Struggles and Substance Abuse

29:40 The Turning Point

30:10 Reflecting on Collegiate Recovery

31:43 The Path to Recovery

36:55 A New Beginning in California

41:33 Building a Family

48:34 Challenges and Resilience

52:20 Joining CCAR and Giving Back

58:32 Navigating the Pandemic

01:01:28 Final Reflections

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The Power of Acceptance and Gratitude in Long-Term Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 1 Jun 2021 07:00:00 +0000

Phil and Sandy Valentine discuss their personal journeys through long-term recovery from alcohol and other addictions. With over 30 years of recovery each, they reflect on the stages of recovery, particularly focusing on the stage they term 'fulfillment.' They examine characteristics such as finding purpose, achieving peace and serenity, reducing worry, maintaining integrity, and living with gratitude. They share personal anecdotes, the challenges they've faced, and the spiritual and emotional growth they've experienced. Their conversation offers a heartfelt exploration of the principles and practices that support long-term recovery and fulfillment.

00:00 Introduction to the Recovery Matters Podcast

00:27 Hosts Phil and Sandy Discuss Personal Challenges

02:02 Stages of Recovery and Long-Term Fulfillment

05:15 Discovering and Following Life's Purpose

18:42 Living with Peace, Serenity, and Reduced Worry

29:27 Navigating Social Media and Self-Control

30:30 Dreams and Desires: Proximity and Lifestyle

31:20 Work Stress and Personal Peace

33:48 Morality and Integrity in Recovery

35:51 The Impact of Lies and Self-Deception

38:59 Confidence, Humility, and Leadership

46:13 Gratitude and Resentment

54:34 Celebrating Life and Embracing Death

58:40 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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Solution to Solvent

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, John Schwartz) — Tue, 25 May 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Our hosts are joined on this episode by Windham Recovery Community Center Manager, John Schwartz. John takes us on a wild ride by getting vulnerable and honest. From growing up in an affluent community where domestic disputes were the norm at home, to playing in a band with Rick James, speed-balling and maintaining a successful culinary career...this discussion checks all the boxes. Ultimately the trip ends as a testament to the amazing transformative power of recovery! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

I Kept Trying

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Mindy Richardson) — Tue, 18 May 2021 07:00:00 +0000

CCAR Emergency Department Recovery Coach, Mindy Richardson, joins our hosts on this episode. She shares about early run-in's with the law and becoming a mother at a young age. Mindy goes on to explain how the need to earn and support herself drew her to the fast-money street lifestyle, which ultimately came to overtake her life and led to addiction. Despite many attempts to maintain recovery and a prolonged struggle with DCF, Mindy shares how she found recovery and got her family back. A beautiful picture of the power of persistence, hope, and the redemptive power of recovery! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Recovery As Adventure

rebecca@ccar.us (Tim Walsh, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 11 May 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Our guest on this episode is Adventure Recovery founder, Tim Walsh. Tim shares how an early family tragedy led to headlong experimentation with substance use and a youth defined by anger, rebelliousness, and wandering. Ultimately, he realized the need for change and found Recovery twenty-nine years ago. We hear how he came to find solace and connection in nature, leading to the realization that immersion in nature can serve as a pathway of recovery. A story of adventure, discovery, and multiple pathways of recovery! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Living Our Truth

rebecca@ccar.us (Shannon Egan, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 4 May 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Joining our hosts on this episode is Shannon Egan, a woman in long-term recovery and a multiple time, award-winning grant writer and marketing and communications professional. Shannon covers everything from growing up in a Mormon family in Utah to working as journalist in Sudan and the struggle with substance that followed her on her journey. An exciting discussion that spans the globe, shedding light on the search for self and the desire to live our truth. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Rediscovering Our Happy

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Rebecca Allen, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 27 Apr 2021 12:05:00 +0000

This episode features CCAR's Director of Recovery Support Services, Rebecca Allen. She shares about her seemingly innocent discovery of substances, in the form of cigarettes, and how addiction asserted itself into her life and the life of her family. A concise picture of how substance can slowly come to characterize our life, no matter where we come from, replacing the healthy passions and things that truly matter to us. Rebecca goes on to discuss how she overcame a severe heroin addiction, the high cost it exacted on her life, and how she came to be Director of Recovery Support Services at one the nation's leading Recovery Community Organizations. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Under the Mask

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Thomas Russo, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 20 Apr 2021 05:00:00 +0000

CCAR Communications Manager, Tom Russo, joins our hosts on this episode. Tom shares how exposure to substance use and criminality gradually came to define his own behavior and his life. We hear the story of a person who was able to evade consequences for some time until the consequences he received put his life on hold, culminating in a four year prison sentence. A moving depiction of what "wearing the mask" can do to a person and the healing that follows once we re-discover the best parts of ourselves through the recovery process. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Plan to Provide Hope

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Calliese Connor, Sandy Valentine, Naetha Uren) — Tue, 13 Apr 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Our hosts are joined on this episode by mother and daughter, Naetha Uren and Calliese Connor, CCAR Trainers who operate out of the UK. We hear the story of family recovery that spans generations and an ocean. A beautiful, honest, and enlightening picture of a family recovering in different stages - supporting one another, overcoming barriers, and establishing boundaries. Naetha and Calliese go on to discuss the circumstances in England that drove them to join CCAR's international team of trainers, bringing the Recovery Coach Academy and other recovery coach trainings to audiences in the UK. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Ghostly To Grateful

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Barry Richardson) — Tue, 6 Apr 2021 06:00:00 +0000

CCAR Emergency Department Recovery Coach, Barry Richardson, joins our hosts on this episode. Barry has worked with CCAR for two-plus years, serving more than 1,000 individuals in hospital Emergency Departments across Connecticut. Here, Barry shares his story of becoming, growing up in the North Carolina countryside and how the attraction to an addictive lifestyle and a long search for self started at a young age. Barry goes on to discuss service in the Navy, the social acceptance of alcohol and his addiction to cocaine, how he found his way into fifteen years of recovery and a life defined by service to others, and the skills he uses as an Emergency Department Recovery Coach. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Darkness Into Light

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Melissa McGee, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 30 Mar 2021 07:00:00 +0000

CCAR Department of Corrections Recovery Coach, Melissa McGee, joins our hosts on this episode for a hard-hitting discussion that documents the progressive nature of the disease of addiction and the amazing redemptive power of recovery. Melissa gets vulnerable about her struggles with alcohol and coping with the challenges of life and how she moved from the darkness of addiction into the light of recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

A Place for Allies

rebecca@ccar.us (Amy Albanese, Sandy Valentine, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 23 Mar 2021 05:00:00 +0000

CCAR's Special Events Manager and Recovery Ally, Amy Albanese, joins our hosts for this episode to talk about her passion for creating special moments for others and how Recovery has been a recurring theme in her life. Amy explains how recreational use, addiction, and its' consequences stayed on the periphery of her life for some time. She goes on to discuss how she became an avid supporter of the recovery movement upon being suddenly immersed in the recovery lifestyle when she came to be employed at CCAR. A wonderful reflection from a true recovery ally! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

A Life Worth Living

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Jennifer Chadukiewicz, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 16 Mar 2021 05:00:00 +0000

Our hosts are joined this episode by CCAR Emergency Department Recovery Coach Program Manager, Jennifer Chadukiewicz. She shares how the disease of addiction came for her at a young age but also how recovery found her shortly after at the age of eighteen. What follows is the story of an adventurous life in recovery defined by family, service, and living life on life's terms. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

A Spring of Hope

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Regina McGarrah) — Tue, 9 Mar 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Our hosts are joined on this episode by CCAR's Emergency Department Recovery Coach (EDRC) Program Coordinator, Regina McGarrah. A woman who exudes positivity, hope, humility, and calm, Regina shares how progressive mental and physical health issues produced an addiction to increasingly stronger opiates prescribed to her by her doctor. She explains how these amazing challenges left her homebound for fifteen years and how on March 19, 2004 she came out of the house and decided to seek Recovery. A story of persistence against all odds and a story of strength and hope that speaks to the deeply redemptive power of Recovery to help us overcome even the most difficult challenges life can hand us. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Still A Good Coach

rebecca@ccar.us (Guy Brenan, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 2 Mar 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Emergency Department Recovery Coach, Guy Brenan, joins our hosts on this episode. Guy has known our hosts for many years but we hear a story of divergent life paths. Guy documents the progressive nature of the disease of addiction and how it can come upon us incrementally, without us realizing quite where it is taking us. Love, maintaining, addiction, responsibility, incarceration, redemption. We're treated to a picture of community and familial interactions and how our personal lives can contrast with our public ones, even among people who have known us for many years. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

"Live" From Nairobi

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Samantha Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 23 Feb 2021 06:00:00 +0000

An amazing discussion featuring our host's daughter, Samantha, appearing virtually from Kenya while on a mission trip. We hear a story of faith and adventure, defined by finding ones purpose through service to others. An exploration of the benefits of being born to parents in Recovery, parental influence versus ones own natural becoming, faith versus religion, families growing together, and much more. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Codependency!

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 16 Feb 2021 13:30:00 +0000

In this episode, our hosts Phil and Sandy dig into the subject of codependency in their relationship and in general. A meditation on human interaction, what we expect from one another, and how we see ourselves versus how others see us. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Where I Need To Be

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Zachary Green) — Tue, 9 Feb 2021 06:00:00 +0000

We're joined on this episode by Zachary Green, a person in recovery and staff member of the UConn Recovery Community. First prescribed ADHD medication and Xanax at the age of 13, Zach shares how a career as a chef in New Orleans carried him into a life defined by substance. From New Orleans kitchens, deep involvement in selling drugs, picking up opiates, and working in the Colorado cannabis industry, we hear the story a man finding his way out of the darkness into the light of a life in Recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Learning How To Live

rebecca@ccar.us (Sandy Valentine, Rita Natale, Phil Valentine) — Tue, 2 Feb 2021 06:00:00 +0000

Our guest for this show is New Haven Recovery Community Center Manager, Rita Natale. A story of becoming and how different events guide our life's trajectory. Rita gets real about some painful events early in life that led to a search for self and how that search led to substance use. Rita's story shows that when we try to fill a spiritual hole with substance, it leaves us needing something more. After finding Recovery on August 24, 1989, Rita explains what that "more" looks like to her and how it defined the rest of her life. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Little Red Bird

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine, Maggie Young) — Tue, 26 Jan 2021 05:00:00 +0000

Maggie Young, MSW, LADC joins us on this episode for a gut-punch of a discussion that takes us from the vicious racism of 1950's Alabama to Maggie's search for her self when her family moved to New England. We hear of the seemingly innocent descent into addiction that progressed to the street life and dealings with the criminal justice system. Ultimately, we are treated to a story of glorious redemption found in a life of recovery and of the long and beautiful career of Maggie Young. She has worked in addiction prevention, residential treatment, and outpatient treatment services for more than 25 years and is currently serving as Chief Recovery Officer of Liberation Programs Inc. Learn more about Maggie and Liberations here: https://www.liberationprograms.org/ ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Trail Talk Pt. 2

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Tue, 19 Jan 2021 05:00:00 +0000

Phil and Sandy's look back on Phil's thru-hike of the Appalachian Trail resumes in this episode, starting with a moment where the journey almost stalled. Discussion goes on to cover the connection to be found with others in nature, especially when galvanized by the shared challenges of a journey, and a family who supported their father by making parts of the trip their own. Part 2 brings us through the struggle toward the finish, where this life-changing experience was completed at the summit of Mt. Katahdin in Maine. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Trail Talk Pt. 1

rebecca@ccar.us (Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 12 Jan 2021 13:11:51 +0000

Phil and Sandy discuss Phil's spirit-led decision to hike the entire Appalachian Trail after overcoming a stage-four cancer diagnosis. The first in a two-part series, this episode covers the faith, family support, and preparation that led up to the journey and takes us into the first half of Phil's walk from Georgia to Maine. An inspiring discussion about family, perseverance, faith, miracles, and, of course, recovery! ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Cancer Sucks.

Tue, 5 Jan 2021 11:30:00 +0000

Our hosts Phil and Sandy Valentine look back on the challenging journey that ensued after Phil's stage-four tongue cancer diagnosis in 2010. Phil and Sandy get real about the day-to-day struggles and realizations they and their family experienced while navigating such uncertainty. We hear clear parallels between Addiction Recovery and recovery from any kind of disease and how Phil's personal recovery informed the way he faced this illness. A powerful discussion that delves into the individuals experience and a family's experience in dealing with a cancer diagnosis while also managing personal recovery under extremely stressful circumstances. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Creative Element

Tue, 29 Dec 2020 12:57:46 +0000

Our hosts are joined in the episode by professional storyteller, storytelling teacher, and recovery coach, Meghann Perry. Meghann pursued her love for acting and drama in her younger years but found her way into addiction as well. Discussion covers the desire for expressing creativity in ones life, struggles with addiction, becoming a recovery coach, the importance of well-crafted and well-presented recovery stories, being able to pursue ones passion because of recovery, and much more. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

A Young Man's Journey

Tue, 22 Dec 2020 11:00:00 +0000

CCAR Young Adult and Family Services Manager, TJ Aitken, is our guest on this episode. After serving as an Emergency Department Recovery Coach for three years, TJ recently came into this new role. Episode discussion explores how some young people find their way into a life of substance use, the cycle of treatment and incarceration, harm reduction, spirituality, finding Recovery as young adult, TJ's approach to Young Adult and Family Services, and much more. A great listen for young people and families seeking or in Recovery. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

The Things We Carry

Tue, 15 Dec 2020 13:57:56 +0000

Brian Robbins, CCAR's Senior Program Manager, joins our guests Sandy and Phil. In recovery since 2000, Brian and our hosts discuss growing up trying to please exacting parents and the long-term effects of rarely, if ever, receiving praise from family as a young person. Brian shares how he slowly became "unemployable" as his substance use became problematic, working various jobs, living the street life, and being caught up in the justice system. Discussion follows into how Brian ultimately found Recovery, at a time of spiritual brokenness, and the help he received to get there. This episode is a picture of the timeline from youth into addiction and, finally, to redemption, and all the beauty and pain that occurs along the way. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Marriage, Recovery, and Magic Carpets.

rebecca@ccar.us (Don Smith, Kevin Carmignani, Phil Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Tue, 8 Dec 2020 11:55:00 +0000

Our hosts, Phil and Sandy Valentine, are the guests on this episode. Together, they reflect on 27 years of marriage and 62 years of combined Recovery. Their discussion covers the challenges of finding and sustaining Recovery, long-term involvement in 12-step fellowships, building careers and family, and so much more. This episode is a moving account of a marriage built on a foundation of Recovery that has given the Valentine's a beautiful family and a successful life. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Training Recovery Coaches

rebecca@ccar.us (Tom Russo, Stacy Charpentier, Don Smith) — Wed, 2 Dec 2020 17:58:15 +0000

0:40 - Guest hosts Don Smith and Tom Russo introduce themselves and their guest, Stacy Charpentier.

2:00- Stacy talks about the scope of CCAR Training.

4:08 - Stacy explains what the Recovery Coach Academy (RCA) is and how it came to be.

6:08 - Don and Stacy discuss welcoming Recovery Allies into the Recovery Movement and Stacy shares her personal experiences that made her a Recovery Ally.
11:19 - Stacy discusses use of technology to bring the message of Recovery to people in these difficult times.

17:50 - Don discusses his entry into Recovery, the gifts he received as a result, and how exposure to a more inclusive idea of Recovery changed his life.

19:30 - Tom asks Stacy, "what are some ways we've worked to meet people where they're at in the virtual space with all the things going on right now?" and Stacy discusses some of the work other RCO's have done to provide Training.

25:31 - Don shares his experience attending the RCA and reflects on the change he see's it bring about in others who attend.

26:27 - Stacy discusses certification of Recovery Coaches and the importance of vetting Coaches. She goes on to explain the unique offerings for vetting and support that CCAR Training created specifically for Recovery Coaches.

33:20 - Tom and Stacy discuss how CCAR uses its' Training earnings to fund Recovery Support Services.

37:12 - Stacy explains the inspiration that drove CCAR Training to create the International Association of Recovery Coach Professionals (IARCP) and what membership entails.

40:07 - Stacy shares where more information can be found about the RCP, the IARCP, and CCAR Training's offerings.

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A Lifetime Recovery Advocate.

Tue, 24 Nov 2020 14:52:02 +0000

0:25 - Sandy and Phil introduce themselves.

1:54 - Michael Askew introduces himself, discussing multiple incarcerations, that ultimately led to his finding Recovery.

5:56 - Michael tells us the story of his last bid and how he found hope that Recovery was possible for him.

7:19 - Michael discusses experiencing a cycle of homelessness in his active years.

10:27 - Michael explains his thought-process that ultimately led to his decision to change.

12:11 - Michael answers Phil's question, "Why do you think you started using?" and discusses his formative years.

14:40 - Michael discusses some of the changes he has seen in the Recovery Movement, with a specific focus on jail diversion.

17:51 - Michael discusses the disproportionate incarceration of people of color and law enforcement in the inner city.

22:00 - Michael explains how Spiritual growth helps him remain peaceful in the face of such blatant disparities.

26:00 - Discussion about issues closest to Michael's heart.

28:36 - Moving discussion about race in America.

33:40 - Michael answers the question "What do you do to maintain and sustain your Recovery today?"

37:00 - Michael discusses his Spirituality and some of his practices for living it each day.

42:23 - Michael discusses his impending retirement.

45:00 - Discussion of Michael's legacy and hopes for the future of Recovery Advocacy.

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Surfing and Spirituality

Fri, 20 Nov 2020 18:59:29 +0000

3:25 - Kevin introduces himself and describes how he first found Spirituality in nature on short outings to the Appalachian Trail.
4:58 - Kevin explains how he found surfing, the deep connection it brings to his life, and how he now uses surfing and time in the water as a pathway of Recovery.
9:00 - Kevin discusses exactly what he feels, from a spiritual standpoint, when he is surfing.
13:50 - Kevin talks about his Recovery

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12-Step Recovery, Multiple Pathways, and Recovery Coaching

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Mon, 2 Nov 2020 17:31:56 +0000

Executive Director, Phil Valentine, revisits a well-known blog post of his entitled, "12-Step Recovery, Multiple Pathways, and Recovery Coaching" and takes questions from Communications Manager, Tom Russo, and IT Specialist, Don Smith. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

What Is CCAR?

rebecca@ccar.us (CCAR) — Mon, 2 Nov 2020 17:21:50 +0000

In this inaugural episode of "Recovery Matters" CCAR staff members Don Smith and Tom Russo interview Executive Director, Phil Valentine, giving a window into who we are as an organization, what we do, and how CCAR became one of the nation's leading Recovery Community Organizations. ----Across the Web---- 🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us ✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/ 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... 🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO... 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast? 🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/ 🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery 📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery 🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

Building Bridges: Connecting Communities Through Recovery

rebecca@ccar.us (Michael Serrano, Phillip Valentine, Sandy Valentine) — Wed, 30 Sep 2020 13:28:32 +0000

Michael shares his inspiring journey from navigating gang influences and addiction in Hartford, Connecticut, to becoming a dedicated recovery coach and volunteer manager at the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR). Through personal stories, Michael illustrates the challenges and triumphs of his recovery journey, the influential role of his family and faith, and how he has turned his life's experiences into a mission to help others.

00:00 Introduction to Recovery Matters Podcast

00:34 Meet Your Hosts: Phil and Sandy Valentine

01:22 Celebrating Milestones in Recovery

01:46 Introducing Michael Serrano: The Peacemaker

02:03 Michael's Journey: From Volunteer to Manager

02:56 The Story Behind 'The Peacemaker'

03:05 Michael's Early Life and Struggles

05:25 The Turning Point: Starting Recovery

06:28 Challenges and Support in Recovery

12:22 Finding a New Path with CCAR

17:36 Michael's First Steps into Recovery

18:06 A Memorable Women's Meeting

19:29 Understanding the Meaning of Recovery

21:23 Volunteering and Training Experiences

23:28 The Art of Recovery Coaching

24:45 Impactful Moments in the Emergency Department

30:52 Personal Pathways to Recovery

33:26 Michael's Creative Expression

34:36 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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