https://simplecast.com Us At Our Worst A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care During the Peak of the Covid Pandemic 2025-The Video Slab Productions en Tue, 23 Dec 2025 20:44:06 +0000 Tue, 23 Dec 2025 20:44:17 +0000 https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com Us At Our Worst https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/ca339b04-6c42-46e5-99d5-a97befa7b291/ebf51952-40e5-4ed4-b2d9-1d890be9abfc/3000x3000/uaowv6.jpg?aid=rss_feed https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com episodic A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care During the Peak of the Covid Pandemic Charlie Morris true https://feeds.simplecast.com/9t4Vyd5F Charlie Morris thevideoslab@gmail.com 74728629-9f75-4453-87dc-e78b86e149d4 S1:E30 THE DRAMATIC DEPARTURE OF PHYLLIS MORRIS How else was this going to end but very very dramatically? Enough for me to have 6 months of daily flashbacks? Why yes...yes indeed. The last 4 days of mom's life encompassed a year's worth of trauma memories. Not saying this episode is for everyone. But I can say that if you give it a shot, you'll learn a lot about what no one ever told you about how a person can pass away.

I started this podcast journey on June 12, 2025. Weekly episodes for 7 months. Today marks the final episode release, just before Christmas of 2025. What can I say folks? It's been a wild ride and I hope you enjoyed (somehow) the 30 episodes. 

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]]> Tue, 23 Dec 2025 20:44:06 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Phyllis morris, Zoe morris, Charlie morris, Quinn morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e30-the-dramatic-departure-of-phyllis-morris-gm8mV4k0 How else was this going to end but very very dramatically? Enough for me to have 6 months of daily flashbacks? Why yes...yes indeed. The last 4 days of mom's life encompassed a year's worth of trauma memories. Not saying this episode is for everyone. But I can say that if you give it a shot, you'll learn a lot about what no one ever told you about how a person can pass away.

I started this podcast journey on June 12, 2025. Weekly episodes for 7 months. Today marks the final episode release, just before Christmas of 2025. What can I say folks? It's been a wild ride and I hope you enjoyed (somehow) the 30 episodes. 

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]]> S1:E30 THE DRAMATIC DEPARTURE OF PHYLLIS MORRIS Phyllis morris, Zoe morris, Charlie morris, Quinn morris 01:44:19 Final Episode of the Series. How else was this going to end but very very dramatically? Enough for me to have 6 months of daily flashbacks? Why yes...yes indeed. The last 4 days of mom's life encompassed a year's worth of trauma memories. Not saying this episode is for everyone. But I can say that if you give it a shot, you'll learn a lot about what no one ever told you about how a person can pass away. Final Episode of the Series. How else was this going to end but very very dramatically? Enough for me to have 6 months of daily flashbacks? Why yes...yes indeed. The last 4 days of mom's life encompassed a year's worth of trauma memories. Not saying this episode is for everyone. But I can say that if you give it a shot, you'll learn a lot about what no one ever told you about how a person can pass away. empd cancer, caretaker, death rattle, terminal secretions, brain cancer, end of life, deathwatch, last episode, hospice, stage 4 cancer, eulogy, caregiver, super cancer, death and dying, glioblastoma true full 30 5de78679-701b-458b-bcd6-faf8efcfc6fd E1:E29 TRANSITIONS...WITH CAVEATS Tue, 23 Dec 2025 05:03:34 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/e1-e29-transitionswith-caveats-fIl5biV7 E1:E29 TRANSITIONS...WITH CAVEATS Charlie Morris 01:28:08 Mom officially begins her transition into the active dying phase...with some caveats. Mom officially begins her transition into the active dying phase...with some caveats. true full 29 930d2785-5d91-4492-b873-5ae8181e6511 S1:E28 THIS IS A CRAPPY EPISODE So...how much does poop management amplify the challenge level of things for you as a caregiver? Turns out, quite a lot, if you mix in taking care of someone who is hostile, angry and out of their mind from dementia (and possibly brain cancer). You don't want to miss this one....THIS IS A CRAPPY EPISODE.

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]]> Fri, 19 Dec 2025 02:39:55 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e28-this-is-a-crappy-episode-zzdiTHpb So...how much does poop management amplify the challenge level of things for you as a caregiver? Turns out, quite a lot, if you mix in taking care of someone who is hostile, angry and out of their mind from dementia (and possibly brain cancer). You don't want to miss this one....THIS IS A CRAPPY EPISODE.

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]]> S1:E28 THIS IS A CRAPPY EPISODE Charlie Morris 00:34:14 So...how much does poop management amplify the challenge level of things for you as a caregiver? Turns out, quite a lot, if you mix in taking care of someone who is hostile, angry and out of their mind from dementia (and possibly brain cancer). You don't want to miss this one....THIS IS A CRAPPY EPISODE. So...how much does poop management amplify the challenge level of things for you as a caregiver? Turns out, quite a lot, if you mix in taking care of someone who is hostile, angry and out of their mind from dementia (and possibly brain cancer). You don't want to miss this one....THIS IS A CRAPPY EPISODE. true full 28 d657bc11-2f93-4c7d-9080-7f9df24a45b6 S1:E27 "CHARLIE...I THINK THAT I AM DYING" Fri, 12 Dec 2025 02:58:49 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Jay Siebold, Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e27-charliei-think-that-i-am-dying-0en8s1vn S1:E27 "CHARLIE...I THINK THAT I AM DYING" Jay Siebold, Charlie Morris 00:45:54 The beginning of The Sprint phase...where everything starts going faster than it should. The beginning of The Sprint phase...where everything starts going faster than it should. true full 27 1ae4497f-1fa7-44bc-b50b-99c522c44cd5 S1:E26 I LOST MY MIND IN A BEDSIDE COMMODE Fri, 5 Dec 2025 06:56:13 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e26-i-lost-my-mind-in-a-bedside-commode-F4K2lEDv S1:E26 I LOST MY MIND IN A BEDSIDE COMMODE Charlie Morris 00:50:07 Truly a title for the ages. One you don't want to miss. No seriously folks...this is a grittier episode and worth the listen for solid advice on how the F to manage things when/if you, as a caregiver for your loved one, have to manage the whole bedside commode situation. It's something nobody talks about it. No one prepares you for it. And believe me when I say that you want to not be caught unawares when/if the bedside commode is sitting there in the middle your reality. Truly a title for the ages. One you don't want to miss. No seriously folks...this is a grittier episode and worth the listen for solid advice on how the F to manage things when/if you, as a caregiver for your loved one, have to manage the whole bedside commode situation. It's something nobody talks about it. No one prepares you for it. And believe me when I say that you want to not be caught unawares when/if the bedside commode is sitting there in the middle your reality. true full 26 46cafec2-0c8e-4af7-b22e-fb366e52cef2 S1:E25 VULCANS LOVE HAMBURGERS TOO Fri, 28 Nov 2025 08:01:15 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e25-vulcans-love-hamburgers-too-vWz8f8pq S1:E25 VULCANS LOVE HAMBURGERS TOO Charlie Morris 00:53:20 Things are definitely devolving quickly for mom and for all of us. Errant PET scans. Meanwhile...My brother visits and Mom has other friends visit and how does one manage that safely during a Covid pandemic lockdown? Oh and also...3 Vulcans shared hamburgers. Things are definitely devolving quickly for mom and for all of us. Errant PET scans. Meanwhile...My brother visits and Mom has other friends visit and how does one manage that safely during a Covid pandemic lockdown? Oh and also...3 Vulcans shared hamburgers. vulcans love hamburgers too, pet scans, dementia, vulcans shared hamburgers, cancer true full 25 6da5e588-76bf-4d48-95e9-65434198dcc8 S1:E24 DO YOU WANT PORK CHOPS FOR DINNER? Fri, 21 Nov 2025 05:18:28 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Quinn Morris, Zoe Morris, Charlie morris, jay siebold) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e24-do-you-want-pork-chops-for-dinner-ehmS6QDg S1:E24 DO YOU WANT PORK CHOPS FOR DINNER? Quinn Morris, Zoe Morris, Charlie morris, jay siebold 01:04:51 Episode 24 features how to derail a dementia fueled rage rant with tasty pork chops, I slip a disc in my back, mom comes at me with an angry foot and my kids save the day (again). Episode 24 features how to derail a dementia fueled rage rant with tasty pork chops, I slip a disc in my back, mom comes at me with an angry foot and my kids save the day (again). spine cancer, caregiver burnout, memoir podcast, bvftd, dementia, end of life care, dementia rage, fronto temporal dementia, hospice care true full 24 3cf0522e-58c0-4862-9fe9-cdaf1783af36 S1:E23 WELCOME TO STUPIDVILLE In episode 23 we get into the real beginning of the end type material. Oxygen condensers. Oxygen hunger. "Comfort Kits". Putting the FUN in "FUNeral" arrangements. And mom washes down chocolate chips with chocolate milk and Chuckles candy. 

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]]> Fri, 14 Nov 2025 04:00:42 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e23-welcome-to-stupidville-8y_o6iHE In episode 23 we get into the real beginning of the end type material. Oxygen condensers. Oxygen hunger. "Comfort Kits". Putting the FUN in "FUNeral" arrangements. And mom washes down chocolate chips with chocolate milk and Chuckles candy. 

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]]> S1:E23 WELCOME TO STUPIDVILLE Charlie Morris 01:01:27 In episode 23 we get into the real beginning of the end type material. Oxygen condensers. Oxygen hunger. "Comfort Kits". Putting the FUN in "FUNeral" arrangements. And mom washes down chocolate chips with chocolate milk and Chuckles candy. In episode 23 we get into the real beginning of the end type material. Oxygen condensers. Oxygen hunger. "Comfort Kits". Putting the FUN in "FUNeral" arrangements. And mom washes down chocolate chips with chocolate milk and Chuckles candy. true full 23 67733bd8-7ccf-4d47-8de1-5219ca739c10 S1:E22 THE REAL PHYLLIS MORRIS Episode 22 is a doozy. You get to hear my mom's voice.  Plus a lot of big questions, challenging moments: Who should get the inheritance? How and why do caregivers lose their bearings? What makes a sane person start resting their head on random hallway walls? How long do you wait to reconnect with a sibling who didn't help? What happens when both parents are no longer thinking clearly?

 

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]]> Thu, 6 Nov 2025 19:50:28 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Garth Ryan, Phyllis Morris, Jay Siebold, Zoe Morris, Quinn Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e22-the-real-phyllis-morris-4myxV_YD Episode 22 is a doozy. You get to hear my mom's voice.  Plus a lot of big questions, challenging moments: Who should get the inheritance? How and why do caregivers lose their bearings? What makes a sane person start resting their head on random hallway walls? How long do you wait to reconnect with a sibling who didn't help? What happens when both parents are no longer thinking clearly?

 

The video interview with mom in 2019 - https://youtu.be/zgMKzVtRwOk?si=dWm0fOBhmF9Sqig0

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]]> S1:E22 THE REAL PHYLLIS MORRIS Garth Ryan, Phyllis Morris, Jay Siebold, Zoe Morris, Quinn Morris 01:12:34 Episode 22 is titled "The Real Phyllis Morris" because it includes a rare recording of my mom's actual voice. I also include a link in the show notes to an interview I conducted with her back in 2019, before the dementia and cancer had become overpowering. Honestly though, I think this episode is one of the most interesting ones so far. There's also a sort of guest appearance (in deed) by my buddy Garth, from Australia. Good times. Episode 22 is titled "The Real Phyllis Morris" because it includes a rare recording of my mom's actual voice. I also include a link in the show notes to an interview I conducted with her back in 2019, before the dementia and cancer had become overpowering. Honestly though, I think this episode is one of the most interesting ones so far. There's also a sort of guest appearance (in deed) by my buddy Garth, from Australia. Good times. true full 22 dd27f208-795e-4083-978e-35b51b1e84fc S1:E21 SHOWDOWN AT PHILPOT LAKE Not your run of the mill normal episode about death, dying and dementia, oh heck no. This one? This one is about the infamous 'SHOWDOWN AT PHILPOT LAKE". A day that lives in my memory fiery and bright. How good is this episode? Hint: no one can hear you scream underwater.

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]]> Fri, 31 Oct 2025 05:20:38 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie morris, jay siebold) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e21-showdown-at-philpot-lake-7qsZasul Not your run of the mill normal episode about death, dying and dementia, oh heck no. This one? This one is about the infamous 'SHOWDOWN AT PHILPOT LAKE". A day that lives in my memory fiery and bright. How good is this episode? Hint: no one can hear you scream underwater.

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]]> S1:E21 SHOWDOWN AT PHILPOT LAKE Charlie morris, jay siebold 01:12:27 This episode right here is not your run of the mill normal episode about death, dying and dementia, oh heck no. This one is about the infamous 'SHOWDOWN AT PHILPOT LAKE", a day that lives in my memory fiery and bright. How good is this episode? Hint: no one can hear you scream underwater. This episode right here is not your run of the mill normal episode about death, dying and dementia, oh heck no. This one is about the infamous 'SHOWDOWN AT PHILPOT LAKE", a day that lives in my memory fiery and bright. How good is this episode? Hint: no one can hear you scream underwater. bvftd, dementia, stage 4 cancer, cancer, combative dementia, death and dying true full 21 978ccb27-ac45-4d73-9d0b-6cb1d6a100de S1:E20 WHEN ROLLATORS ATTACK Why do Rollators Attack? Why did I try to take my mom swimming in a lake when she had 3 broken vertebrate? Why is generational trauma so...generationally predictable? Find out in Episode 20 of Us At Our Worst, "When Rollators Attack"

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]]> Fri, 24 Oct 2025 04:36:03 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris, Jay Siebold) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e20-when-rollators-attack-GPirCl0l Why do Rollators Attack? Why did I try to take my mom swimming in a lake when she had 3 broken vertebrate? Why is generational trauma so...generationally predictable? Find out in Episode 20 of Us At Our Worst, "When Rollators Attack"

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]]> S1:E20 WHEN ROLLATORS ATTACK Charlie Morris, Jay Siebold 00:59:25 Why do Rollators Attack? Why did I try to take my mom swimming in a lake when she had 3 broken vertebrate? Why is generational trauma so...generationally predictable? Find out in Episode 20 of Us At Our Worst, "When Rollators Attack" Why do Rollators Attack? Why did I try to take my mom swimming in a lake when she had 3 broken vertebrate? Why is generational trauma so...generationally predictable? Find out in Episode 20 of Us At Our Worst, "When Rollators Attack" true full 20 008d9590-bb58-441f-b5db-75a8aa8626d3 S1:E19 WHY DO I KEEP COUNTING? Episode 19 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Why do I keep counting?" It seeks to answer the question, can one find solace in: 1) a hot shower at 2:30 AM? 2) In the Killer's song "My List" ? 3) wearing rollerblades in the kitchen? 4) None of first three?

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]]> Fri, 17 Oct 2025 06:21:35 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e19-why-do-i-keep-counting-T9pOBbAS Episode 19 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Why do I keep counting?" It seeks to answer the question, can one find solace in: 1) a hot shower at 2:30 AM? 2) In the Killer's song "My List" ? 3) wearing rollerblades in the kitchen? 4) None of first three?

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]]> S1:E19 WHY DO I KEEP COUNTING? Charlie Morris 00:53:26 Episode 19 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Why do I keep counting?" It seeks to answer the question, can one find solace in: 1) a hot shower at 2:30 AM? 2) In the Killer's song "My List"? 3) wearing rollerblades in the kitchen? 4) None of the first three? Episode 19 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Why do I keep counting?" It seeks to answer the question, can one find solace in: 1) a hot shower at 2:30 AM? 2) In the Killer's song "My List"? 3) wearing rollerblades in the kitchen? 4) None of the first three? true full 19 81ffba8e-5b42-4c91-9101-83fccdfef29e S1:E18 GOOD AND PLENTY WITH A SIDE OF CHUCKLES Episode 18 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Good and Plenty with a side of Chuckles" Who knew that Dexamethasone could be THIS much FUN? Nobody. And with mom being a spiritual sage, while not eating 5 lbs of candy, life was just getting more interesting by the day. Tune in!

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]]> Fri, 10 Oct 2025 05:00:00 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (jay siebold, Charlie morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e18-good-and-plenty-with-a-side-of-chuckles-Q_HU68OM Episode 18 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Good and Plenty with a side of Chuckles" Who knew that Dexamethasone could be THIS much FUN? Nobody. And with mom being a spiritual sage, while not eating 5 lbs of candy, life was just getting more interesting by the day. Tune in!

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]]> S1:E18 GOOD AND PLENTY WITH A SIDE OF CHUCKLES jay siebold, Charlie morris 00:41:31 Episode 18 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Good and Plenty with a side of Chuckles" Who knew that Dexamethasone could be THIS much FUN? Nobody. And with mom being a spiritual sage, while not eating 5 lbs of candy, life was just getting more interesting by the day. Tune in! Episode 18 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Good and Plenty with a side of Chuckles" Who knew that Dexamethasone could be THIS much FUN? Nobody. And with mom being a spiritual sage, while not eating 5 lbs of candy, life was just getting more interesting by the day. Tune in! dexamethasone, spine cancer, chuckles candy, brain cancer, bvftd, stage 4 cancer, cancer caregiver, covid 19, dementia care, good and plenty candy, dexhead true full 18 e100f4cc-e6cc-4556-8d55-6e51909012ef S1:E17 "ATLANTA, BACK IN THE 1980'S, JUST TURNED TO TRASH" Episode 17 of Us At Our Worst is titled:  "ATLANTA, BACK IN THE 1980'S, JUST TURNED TO TRASH" I mean...with a title like that do you really need more of an incentive to listen? 

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]]> Thu, 2 Oct 2025 04:17:26 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/si-e17-atlanta-back-in-the-1980s-just-turned-to-trash-hh_1Z6mj Episode 17 of Us At Our Worst is titled:  "ATLANTA, BACK IN THE 1980'S, JUST TURNED TO TRASH" I mean...with a title like that do you really need more of an incentive to listen? 

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]]> S1:E17 "ATLANTA, BACK IN THE 1980'S, JUST TURNED TO TRASH" Charlie Morris 00:47:39 Episode 17 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "ATLANTA, BACK IN THE 1980'S, JUST TURNED TO TRASH" I mean...with a title like that do you really need more of an incentive to listen? Episode 17 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "ATLANTA, BACK IN THE 1980'S, JUST TURNED TO TRASH" I mean...with a title like that do you really need more of an incentive to listen? true full 17 c23dcf43-1eb0-4893-9dc3-05c519183611 S1:E16 THE HONEST ONCOLOGIST Thu, 25 Sep 2025 21:25:56 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris, jay siebold) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e16-the-honest-oncologist-mK4w2iDs S1:E16 THE HONEST ONCOLOGIST Charlie Morris, jay siebold 00:46:07 EPISODE 16 y'all. We got your hospice, we got your dementia mood swings, we got your paranoia, and we got the one honest oncologist who isn't afraid to tell mom the truth about death and dying. EPISODE 16 y'all. We got your hospice, we got your dementia mood swings, we got your paranoia, and we got the one honest oncologist who isn't afraid to tell mom the truth about death and dying. palliative care, cancer care, spot radiation, palliative radiation, dementia care, hospice care, death and dying, the honest oncologist true full 16 e99a87b2-bc37-4580-aa78-26aec3938252 S1:E15 "WELL...THIS IS MOSTLY GOOD NEWS!" Episode 15 of the Us At Our Worst podcast is titled ""WELL...THIS IS MOSTLY GOOD NEWS!"...because have you ever had a doctor introduce a loved one's Stage 4 cancer as: "well...this is mostly good news!"? You have to hear it to believe it. Take a listen. 

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]]> Fri, 19 Sep 2025 03:01:33 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e15-wellthis-is-mostly-good-news-qFD2ua5g Episode 15 of the Us At Our Worst podcast is titled ""WELL...THIS IS MOSTLY GOOD NEWS!"...because have you ever had a doctor introduce a loved one's Stage 4 cancer as: "well...this is mostly good news!"? You have to hear it to believe it. Take a listen. 

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]]> S1:E15 "WELL...THIS IS MOSTLY GOOD NEWS!" Charlie Morris 00:45:47 Episode 15 of the Us At Our Worst podcast is titled ""WELL...THIS IS MOSTLY GOOD NEWS!"...because have you ever had a doctor introduce a loved one's Stage 4 cancer as: "well...this is mostly good news!"? You have to hear it to believe it. Take a listen. Episode 15 of the Us At Our Worst podcast is titled ""WELL...THIS IS MOSTLY GOOD NEWS!"...because have you ever had a doctor introduce a loved one's Stage 4 cancer as: "well...this is mostly good news!"? You have to hear it to believe it. Take a listen. dementia caregiver, caregiver burnout, memoir non fiction, stage 4 cancer, pet scan, memoir, caregiver memoir true full 15 6881112d-9e83-48e4-9873-88699b0986b2 S1:E14 COVID LOCKDOWN Episode 14 of: "COVID LOCKDOWN" 

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]]> Thu, 11 Sep 2025 19:46:29 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e14-covid-lockdown-lxS_3XML Episode 14 of: "COVID LOCKDOWN" 

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]]> S1:E14 COVID LOCKDOWN Charlie Morris 00:45:11 S1:E14 COVID LOCKDOWN S1:E14 COVID LOCKDOWN true full 14 96d02b58-ed6e-4aa4-94cd-224631a7e444 S1:E13 MY NEW APARTMENT, A PANDEMIC, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ATLANTIS Episode 13 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "MY NEW APARTMENT, A PANDEMIC, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ATLANTIS" 

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]]> Fri, 5 Sep 2025 03:50:26 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e13-my-new-apartment-a-pandemic-and-the-discovery-of-atlantis-qvSfBuzA Episode 13 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "MY NEW APARTMENT, A PANDEMIC, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ATLANTIS" 

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]]> S1:E13 MY NEW APARTMENT, A PANDEMIC, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ATLANTIS Charlie Morris 00:56:02 S1:E13 MY NEW APARTMENT, A PANDEMIC, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ATLANTIS S1:E13 MY NEW APARTMENT, A PANDEMIC, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ATLANTIS true full 13 c048b16c-96d7-4e30-93b7-b8775661427f S1:E12 LOST IN SECONDARY LYMPHEDEMA LAND Episode 12 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Lost in Secondary Lymphedema Land" OOOF. This was a genuinely challenging episode to say out loud. Secondary Lymphedema still haunts my memory of mom. But have no fear, there is still plenty of plucky comic relief, and downright madness to lift your spirits!

 

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]]> Fri, 29 Aug 2025 03:27:01 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e12-lost-in-secondary-lymphedema-land-WK1gTuG8 Episode 12 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Lost in Secondary Lymphedema Land" OOOF. This was a genuinely challenging episode to say out loud. Secondary Lymphedema still haunts my memory of mom. But have no fear, there is still plenty of plucky comic relief, and downright madness to lift your spirits!

 

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]]> S1:E12 LOST IN SECONDARY LYMPHEDEMA LAND Charlie Morris 00:53:59 Episode 12 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Lost in Secondary Lymphedema Land" OOOF. This was a genuinely challenging episode to say out loud. Secondary Lymphedema still haunts my memory of mom. But have no fear, there is still plenty of plucky comic relief, and downright madness to lift your spirits! Episode 12 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Lost in Secondary Lymphedema Land" OOOF. This was a genuinely challenging episode to say out loud. Secondary Lymphedema still haunts my memory of mom. But have no fear, there is still plenty of plucky comic relief, and downright madness to lift your spirits! dementia caregiver, secondary lymphedema, mistletoe cancer treatment, cancer caregiver, cancer podcast, dementia podcast true full 12 8cedf834-510a-4ae1-978b-b37a9b9092c2 S1:E11 THE MUDDY MIDDLE Episode 11 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "The Muddy Middle" What is POA anyway? How many clothes are too many...and when your mom's hand catches on fire, what's the right move?

 

 

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]]> Fri, 22 Aug 2025 05:03:42 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e11-the-muddy-middle-k2z4PFFp Episode 11 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "The Muddy Middle" What is POA anyway? How many clothes are too many...and when your mom's hand catches on fire, what's the right move?

 

 

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]]> S1:E11 THE MUDDY MIDDLE Charlie Morris 01:05:39 Episode 11 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "The Muddy Middle" What is POA anyway? How many clothes are too many...and when your mom's hand catches on fire, what's the right move? Episode 11 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "The Muddy Middle" What is POA anyway? How many clothes are too many...and when your mom's hand catches on fire, what's the right move? true full 11 8ea6ecfe-459a-45f6-bd9c-3b6e0b217930 S1:E10 When TV is a Hot Blanket Episode 10 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "WHEN T.V. IS A HOT BLANKET" What does that title even mean? Hot blanket? Whaaa?...guess you'll have to listen to find out.

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]]> Fri, 15 Aug 2025 03:48:11 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie morris, Quinn morris, Zoe morris, jay siebold) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e10-when-tv-is-a-hot-blanket-1DH_QU6M Episode 10 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "WHEN T.V. IS A HOT BLANKET" What does that title even mean? Hot blanket? Whaaa?...guess you'll have to listen to find out.

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]]> S1:E10 When TV is a Hot Blanket Charlie morris, Quinn morris, Zoe morris, jay siebold 00:25:04 Episode 10 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "WHEN T.V. IS A HOT BLANKET" Episode 10 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "WHEN T.V. IS A HOT BLANKET" empd cancer, caregiver burnout, bvftd, dementia, stage 4 cancer, compassion fatigue, us at our worst, cancer true full 10 48237837-1c68-4df4-80bf-12077fe14758 S1:E9 A HAPPY THANKSGIVING ft. HYPOMAGNESEMIA Episode 9 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A Happy Thanksgiving ft. Hypomagnesemia."

 

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]]> Thu, 7 Aug 2025 02:13:53 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris, Jay Siebold, Zoe Morris, Quinn Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e9-a-happy-thanksgiving-ft-hypomagnesemia-anQ5mca4 Episode 9 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A Happy Thanksgiving ft. Hypomagnesemia."

 

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]]> S1:E9 A HAPPY THANKSGIVING ft. HYPOMAGNESEMIA Charlie Morris, Jay Siebold, Zoe Morris, Quinn Morris 00:45:54 Episode 9 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A Happy Thanksgiving ft. Hypomagnesemia." Episode 9 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A Happy Thanksgiving ft. Hypomagnesemia." empd cancer, dementia caregiver, empd, bvftd, dementia, cancer caregiver, ftd true full 9 21cb218a-4516-46d5-b0fe-de4fd815418c S1:E8 REQUIEM FOR CARRBORO & A GLIMPSE INTO MOM'S HISTORY Episode 8 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Requiem for Carrboro & A Glimpse into Mom’s History". I say a final goodbye to my home in Carrboro, NC. I explore what happens when sickness was the only way Mom felt safe as a child.

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]]> Fri, 1 Aug 2025 02:22:44 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris, Jay Siebold, Quinn Morris, Zoe Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e8-requiem-for-carrboro-a-glimpse-into-moms-history-bih3qs04 Episode 8 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Requiem for Carrboro & A Glimpse into Mom’s History". I say a final goodbye to my home in Carrboro, NC. I explore what happens when sickness was the only way Mom felt safe as a child.

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]]> S1:E8 REQUIEM FOR CARRBORO & A GLIMPSE INTO MOM'S HISTORY Charlie Morris, Jay Siebold, Quinn Morris, Zoe Morris 00:26:40 Episode 8 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Requiem for Carrboro & A Glimpse into Mom’s History". I say a final goodbye to my home in Carrboro, NC. I explore what happens when sickness was the only way Mom felt safe as a child. Episode 8 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Requiem for Carrboro & A Glimpse into Mom’s History". I say a final goodbye to my home in Carrboro, NC. I explore what happens when sickness was the only way Mom felt safe as a child. true full 8 147fdabc-9001-419b-8ee5-8fdb4a78e223 S1:E7 MOM, IN GROCERY STORES, WITH THE WORST CHILD EVER  Episode 7 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "MOM, IN GROCERY STORES, WITH THE WORST CHILD EVER". Mom's Dementia + Grocery Stores = Invariable moments of humor. But as for being the "worst child ever" not as funny...or is it?

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]]> Fri, 25 Jul 2025 00:36:09 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Jay Siebold, Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e7-mom-in-grocery-stores-with-the-worst-child-ever-jZ5xPjQP  Episode 7 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "MOM, IN GROCERY STORES, WITH THE WORST CHILD EVER". Mom's Dementia + Grocery Stores = Invariable moments of humor. But as for being the "worst child ever" not as funny...or is it?

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]]> S1:E7 MOM, IN GROCERY STORES, WITH THE WORST CHILD EVER Jay Siebold, Charlie Morris 00:43:06 Episode 7 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "MOM, IN GROCERY STORES, WITH THE WORST CHILD EVER". Mom's Dementia + Grocery Stores = Invariable moments of humor. But as for being the "worst child ever" not as funny...or is it? Episode 7 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "MOM, IN GROCERY STORES, WITH THE WORST CHILD EVER". Mom's Dementia + Grocery Stores = Invariable moments of humor. But as for being the "worst child ever" not as funny...or is it? dementia caregiver, bvftd, dementia, cancer caregiver, behavioral variant frontotemporal dementia true full 7 78955170-a620-4190-9514-4e3521ce1068 S1:E6 THE CROSSROADS INN & THE COMPAZINE GOLLUM Episode 6 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE CROSSROADS INN & THE COMPAZINE GOLLUM". 1820's decor vs my mom as the Lord of the Rings Gollum. What could possibly go wrong?

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]]> Fri, 18 Jul 2025 02:33:44 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e6-the-crossroads-inn-the-compazine-gollum-jnqQxkME Episode 6 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE CROSSROADS INN & THE COMPAZINE GOLLUM". 1820's decor vs my mom as the Lord of the Rings Gollum. What could possibly go wrong?

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]]> S1:E6 THE CROSSROADS INN & THE COMPAZINE GOLLUM Charlie Morris 00:31:07 Episode 6 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE CROSSROADS INN & THE COMPAZINE GOLLUM". 1820's decor vs my mom as the Lord of the Rings Gollum. What could possibly go wrong? Episode 6 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE CROSSROADS INN & THE COMPAZINE GOLLUM". 1820's decor vs my mom as the Lord of the Rings Gollum. What could possibly go wrong? empd, caregiver burnout, dementia, hospice, stage 4 cancer, cancer caregiver, us at our worst, dementia care, cancer, compazine true full 6 444fa92b-0df0-473b-9f52-e8a1683ccf47 S1:E5 THE PARKING DECK IS ON FIRE Episode 5 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE PARKING DECK IS ON FIRE". And how often does that happen right? There you are fighting for your life with chemo and radiation and supercancer and dementia...AND the parking deck at the hospital is also on FIRE? Life is like that sometimes. Take a listen.

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]]> Fri, 11 Jul 2025 01:26:09 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (QUINN MORRIS, ZOE MORRIS, CHARLIE MORRIS, JAY SIEBOLD) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e5-the-parking-deck-is-on-fire-iWQ53EOR Episode 5 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE PARKING DECK IS ON FIRE". And how often does that happen right? There you are fighting for your life with chemo and radiation and supercancer and dementia...AND the parking deck at the hospital is also on FIRE? Life is like that sometimes. Take a listen.

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]]> S1:E5 THE PARKING DECK IS ON FIRE QUINN MORRIS, ZOE MORRIS, CHARLIE MORRIS, JAY SIEBOLD 00:48:45 There you are fighting for your life with chemo and radiation and supercancer and dementia...AND the parking deck at the hospital is also on FIRE? Life is like that sometimes. Take a listen. There you are fighting for your life with chemo and radiation and supercancer and dementia...AND the parking deck at the hospital is also on FIRE? Life is like that sometimes. Take a listen. dementia caregiver, chemo, cisplatin, empd, caregiver burnout, bvftd, caregiver podcast, dementia, cancer caregiver, us at our worst, behaviorial variant frontotemporal dementia, cancer true full 5 b40e8e4b-7510-42cc-b590-417bccc5633d S1:E4 A Cisplatin Chemo Extravaganza Episode 4 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A Cisplatin Chemo Extravaganza". Oh boy, we got the start of chemo, we got a new free house to stay in, we got elite level hypochondriac action! Tune in for Ativan packed excitement!

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]]> Fri, 4 Jul 2025 03:00:00 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Jay Siebold, Zoe Morris, Quinn Morris, Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e4-a-cisplatin-chemo-extravaganza-x_SJQhez Episode 4 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A Cisplatin Chemo Extravaganza". Oh boy, we got the start of chemo, we got a new free house to stay in, we got elite level hypochondriac action! Tune in for Ativan packed excitement!

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]]> S1:E4 A Cisplatin Chemo Extravaganza Jay Siebold, Zoe Morris, Quinn Morris, Charlie Morris 00:52:17 Oh boy, we got the start of chemo, we got a new free house to stay in, we got elite level hypochondriac action! Tune in for Ativan packed excitement! Oh boy, we got the start of chemo, we got a new free house to stay in, we got elite level hypochondriac action! Tune in for Ativan packed excitement! ativan, dementia caregiver, cisplatin, bvftd, dementia, cpap, cancer caregiver, cancer, cancer treatment true full 4 985901de-348a-4b3c-8d11-1f7caadf912e S1:E3 Radiation Begins + A Very Stinky Apartment Episode 3 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s  Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Radiation Begins + A Very Stinky Apartment".  I mean, the title speaks for itself.  We both already know you want to listen.

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]]> Fri, 27 Jun 2025 04:17:47 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Zoe Morris, Charlie Morris, Quinn Morris, Jay Siebold) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e3-radiation-begins-a-very-stinky-apartment-jlnOjWgD Episode 3 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s  Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Radiation Begins + A Very Stinky Apartment".  I mean, the title speaks for itself.  We both already know you want to listen.

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]]> S1:E3 Radiation Begins + A Very Stinky Apartment Zoe Morris, Charlie Morris, Quinn Morris, Jay Siebold 01:04:27 What happens when your mom gets Stage 4 cancer as she is descending into dementia? How did a filmmaker from North Carolina (USA) end up abandoning their life to move to Virginia (USA) to suddenly take care of that mom? Does it even make sense given his abusive history with her? Trigger warnings all around. Take a listen. What happens when your mom gets Stage 4 cancer as she is descending into dementia? How did a filmmaker from North Carolina (USA) end up abandoning their life to move to Virginia (USA) to suddenly take care of that mom? Does it even make sense given his abusive history with her? Trigger warnings all around. Take a listen. true full 3 3d6a1923-97f0-40c2-a4f4-d328879ddb31 S1:E2-THE BEST HOT CHOCOLATE THAT THERE IS Episode 2 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s  Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE BEST HOT CHOCOLATE THAT THERE IS".  In this episode we start the journey of getting ready to start radiation. This episode comes complete with mom's sugary food obsession, Dad bowing out for a while, me laying on the ground crying in the woods, and lots of other hot takes. I think you'll like it.

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]]> Thu, 19 Jun 2025 23:51:16 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (CHARLIE MORRIS, JAY SIEBOLD) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/s1-e2-the-best-hot-chocolate-that-there-is-UhYfbBL6 Episode 2 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s  Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "THE BEST HOT CHOCOLATE THAT THERE IS".  In this episode we start the journey of getting ready to start radiation. This episode comes complete with mom's sugary food obsession, Dad bowing out for a while, me laying on the ground crying in the woods, and lots of other hot takes. I think you'll like it.

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]]> S1:E2-THE BEST HOT CHOCOLATE THAT THERE IS CHARLIE MORRIS, JAY SIEBOLD 00:31:22 What happens when your mom gets Stage 4 cancer as she is descending into dementia? How did a filmmaker from North Carolina (USA) end up abandoning their life to move to Virginia (USA) to suddenly take care of that mom? Does it even make sense given his abusive history with her? Trigger warnings all around. Take a listen. What happens when your mom gets Stage 4 cancer as she is descending into dementia? How did a filmmaker from North Carolina (USA) end up abandoning their life to move to Virginia (USA) to suddenly take care of that mom? Does it even make sense given his abusive history with her? Trigger warnings all around. Take a listen. true full 2 4a49fd13-84af-4e6d-abae-6734473e69e4 S1:E1-A SUDDEN START Episode 1 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s  Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A SUDDEN START" for a literal reason.  What happens when my mom gets Stage 4 cancer as she is descending into dementia? How did I, a filmmaker from North Carolina (USA) end up abandoning my life to move to Virginia (USA) to suddenly take care of her? Does it even make sense given my abusive history with her? Trigger warnings all around. Take a listen.

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]]> Fri, 13 Jun 2025 02:12:48 +0000 thevideoslab@gmail.com (Quinn Morris, Zoe Morris, Jay Siebold, Charlie Morris) https://us-at-worst-372bb0ec.simplecast.com/episodes/a-sudden-start-7FgcDLMP Episode 1 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s  Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A SUDDEN START" for a literal reason.  What happens when my mom gets Stage 4 cancer as she is descending into dementia? How did I, a filmmaker from North Carolina (USA) end up abandoning my life to move to Virginia (USA) to suddenly take care of her? Does it even make sense given my abusive history with her? Trigger warnings all around. Take a listen.

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