Coast to Coast Chaos

Why Dating Shouldn't Be a Game

heyyo@drunkrepublic.co (Stevie Hilton, Drunk Republic) — Sat, 26 Feb 2022 04:17:10 +0000

This is her experience.

0:00-1:00-introducing the topic, dating
1:15-how long it takes to move on from relationships
2:45- too soon?
3:20- past experiences affect us in dating
4:08-how we deal with trauma/hardships
4:50-letting your guard down
5:44-letting yourself be happy/timing
6:34-moving on too quick
8:29-happiness!!
9:55-type of people we go for, from what we grew up around
11:00-relationship #1
14:49-medication
16:03-bringing trauma into your next relationship, being 100%
18:25-being there for your friends in toxic relationships, having support
19:25-relationship #2
20:24-taking care of everyone but yourself
21:17-turning into someone you don't like
22:22-putting up with enough to want to end my life
23:20-putting yourself out there

New Episodes every Friday at 5pm EST

Follow us here:

INSTAGRAM

People Pleasing

heyyo@drunkrepublic.co (Stevie Hilton) — Wed, 16 Feb 2022 04:04:25 +0000

Abandonment issues come in many forms. one of those can be the consistent need to make sure everyone you care about around you is happy. Today we break down where that can come from and we hear why Stevie struggles with it herself.

1:45 - Action and reaction
2:15 - People Pleasing
3:15 - the backstory, Daddy Dearest, and where the people-pleasing comes from
6:25 - The relapse
9:25 - The Eviction
10:30 - When your parent gives up
12:30 - Fear of Abandonment
14:00 - Daddy Issues
15:17 - Mommy Issues and the give up feeling
16:01 - The aftereffect and the goal behind healing

New Episodes every Friday at 5pm EST

INSTAGRAM

My Mom Committed Suicide 16 Years Ago Today

heyyo@drunkrepublic.co (Stevie Hilton) — Wed, 26 Jan 2022 02:37:35 +0000

The struggle to handle your emotions, unconditional love, the guilt of being angry, and the absence of more f*cks to give.

1:15 - The Pain of losing a loved one
2:00 - All the emotions attached to death and suicide
2:45 - Not being able to cry
4:00 - The backstory
7:00 - January 25th the day of
8:57 - Hearing from the social workers my wasn't coming home
10:00 - The search for the truth and understanding and closure
11:15 - The Letter
12:00 - Effect of suicide on others around you
13:00 - The yearly ritual
13:23 - Reading of the letter
14:30 - Honest feelings about having a letter and the feelings attached
17:45 - The things to be grateful for

NEW EPISODES EVERY FRIDAY AT 5PM EST

Hi, I'm Stevie, Welcome to My Journey

heyyo@drunkrepublic.co (Stevie Hilton) — Sat, 22 Jan 2022 01:00:00 +0000

This first episode Stevie introduces herself and gets real about her diagnosis and the hope she wishes to bring to anyone struggling with mental illness, family issues, and developing and maintaining the courage to talk about it.

1:21 - Why this podcast exists

5:27 - Stevies Story

8:04 - Early Life with mom and her passing

12:54 - High school years and dad's relapse

14:20 - After high school and the journey into an abusive relationship

18:00 - Living in Mammoth and getting diagnosed with Bipolar 1

20:00 - The goals of this podcast

New Episodes every Friday at 5pm EST

INSTAGRAM

Come Here Often?

heyyo@drunkrepublic.co (Drunk Republic) — Fri, 21 Jan 2022 21:13:05 +0000

Introduction to Chaos and the calm after the storm.

INSTAGRAM